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Title: The One With Nick's Deflowering
Author:
Pairing: Nick/AJ, Letterboys, Nick/JC
Part: 1/1
Rating: NC-17
Series: 'The One' series
Disclaimer: Fiction for entertainment purposes. Not to be intended as truth. I make no claims on the sexualities of any of the mentioned people.
Warnings: Slash warning.
Notes: This is a companion piece to The One With The Mile High Club. This takes place before that story and is the telling of Nick losing his virginity.

~*~*~*~*~*~*

AJ couldn’t stop his jaw from dropping in shock. He blinked a few times, but every time he reopened his eyes, there stood Nick, biting his lower lip nervously, cheeks a bright pink colour, evidence of his uncertainty. There was a fluttering in his stomach and AJ fought to remember why this wasn’t a good idea. His eyes raked lazily up and down Nick’s lithe frame, knew what the blonde looked like writhing, begging for more. Definitely not a good idea to think about that while he was trying to think of reasons why he should tell him no. It had been five months since the first time Nick had approached him. They’d gone to a club and Nick confessed that as much as he liked looking at girls, talking to them and occasionally making out with them, he’d been getting increasingly curious about guys.

It was then when AJ admitted that he’d already been testing his bisexual waters. Nick’s next suggestion was that they test them together. AJ hadn’t seen any harm in it and from there they’d started ...whatever it was they had together. It was them having fun. Nick didn’t stop with his groupies and AJ certainly didn’t stop fucking the people he had been currently fucking. It was just that they didn’t fuck. Nick and AJ. They stayed on the more innocent side of things. Kissing, touching, grinding ...occasional hand jobs and more recently blow jobs. Nick wanted to learn and AJ was more than willing to teach him. But this, this was something entirely different and AJ wasn’t sure he could even go through with it.

"Please?" Nick tried, his voice soft and sweet. He lowered his lashes and looked at AJ with a kittenish, pouty, pleading look. "I mean, I know I won’t be good or anything since I’m a," Nick said the next word in a whisper, "virgin, but you can teach me how to be good."

AJ groaned. He was nineteen, Nick was seventeen and while it wasn’t that big of an age gap, AJ felt it was, sometimes more than others, but this was definitely one of those times. As jaded as Nick was, as much as he’d seen, AJ wanted to keep some part of him pure. Innocent. AJ had already introduced him to more in the world of gay sex than he knew about straight sex, and actually being the one to completely tarnish him was more than AJ’s conscience could take. "Nicky, no matter if it’s your first or your hundredth time, you’re going to be good. You just ...there’s something about you that disables you from being bad at anything, especially where sex is concerned." AJ smiled at the giant grin and blush that resulted from his encouragement.

"Yeah?" Nick asked. His attention focused on the full sized mirror on the wall of AJ’s hotel room and started to dance as seductively as he could, moving his hips and doing a slight thrustthrustthrust like he watched AJ and Kevin do when they were out at clubs. In the mirror, he caught AJ’s eye and grinned.

AJ fought not to blush.

"You think?" Nick asked again, repeating the motion. It was more than AJ could take and his resolve to say no was weakening. He had to think quickly, before he got himself in over his head. He couldn’t go to Brian about this because he knew what the other man would say. He would tell AJ that he was already playing with fire with what they were already doing, and being Nick’s first would only make more problems than it would solve. If he didn’t do it, Nick would sulk and eventually get over it. But if they did it, it would add an extra dynamic to the group and if things got messy, their careers would end up in the balance.

Howie would laugh at him and figure he was kidding. Like he did when AJ told him that he and Nick were fooling around.

And Kevin, AJ shuddered at the thought of telling Kevin. Kevin who had gotten a little protective of Nick over the past few months. Kevin, who AJ had no idea what he was thinking most of the time, would either take it well, or not well.

AJ was screwed. Figuratively, and if he didn’t watch out, literally.

"Jesus Nicky, stop it."

Nick paused for a second, when he saw the desire and lust etched onto AJ’s face he smiled and continued his dancing, this time turning around to dance specifically for AJ. "Why? Is it turning you on?"

The thought to lie crossed his mind, but the "Yes," was out before he could stop it.

"Good, that’s the point. So you’ll want me and then want to fuck me." Nick slid across the floor so that he was standing right in front of AJ. He had to convince AJ, but he knew he would, and then AJ would give him what he wanted. "Don’t you want to fuck me?"

AJ tried to take a step backwards, but his legs got confused and moved him forwards, right in front of Nick who was licking his lips and watching him through anxious, expecting eyes. "I do, god I want to." And the truth of it was, he did. There had been a few times when it had physically hurt him to stop when they were kissing and Nick tried to take it to the next level, but his conscience had always won out. But it didn’t mean he didn’t want it. And right now, he wanted it more than he’d wanted anything in a fucking long time.

Nick’s stomach dropped and he stopped moving. He exhaled loudly and pouted. "But you’re not going to." He knew AJ extremely well, and if AJ was going to do this, they’d already be on the bed, on their way to being naked. But they weren’t, and although AJ had moved towards him and was sending off intense vibes, they were still nowhere near the bed and definitely nowhere near naked.

"Nicky, I can’t," AJ apologized, cupping Nick’s face in his hands. "I love you too much to fuck this up for you. And as much as I know we’ll both enjoy it, I don’t want to risk what might happen afterwards."

"You sound like Brian," Nick said, crossing his arms over his chest and looking away. "He said that if I tried to seduce you, you might say yes and that when it’s over and I think that it’s love and that you’re my boyfriend that it’ll break my heart."

AJ nodded sadly, Brian was right and he wasn’t surprised that Nick had already gone to his best friend to talk about it. "Remember when we first kissed and then you saw me with someone else a few days later? Remember how much you freaked out about it?"

"But that was when I didn’t know what we were doing. If I had have known that I could be with other people too, that we weren’t a ‘thing’ I wouldn’t have spazzed out," Nick argued with a hint of embarrassment in his voice. AJ smiled at him warmly and Nick sighed. "Okay. You’re right, but I really want to have sex."

"You haven’t had sex? Ever? Not even with..."

"No one. I mean, I put my fingers inside that one girl in Germany, but we didn’t have sex." Nick’s dick twitched at that night and how amazing it had been when not just the one blonde German girl had approached him, but her friend as well and then they’d gone up to their hotel room and spent the whole night doing everything except have actual sex. Nick had almost been disappointed, but when the girls had started making out, he definitely wasn’t complaining. "And I’m sick of it, I want to ...."

"Why are you in such a rush?" AJ asked. He pulled Nick towards the bed. Now that he was sure Nick wouldn’t try to jump him and change his mind, AJ figured that they could get on the bed and make themselves comfortable. He laid down, bringing Nick down with him. Once they were intricately tangled together, mouths dangerously close to one another, he could breathe easily. This was familiar, this was okay. Nick was still hard against him and AJ continually had to remind himself that he’d said no.

"Because, I just really want to do it. I want to know what it feels like, and ... Don’t you like it?"

AJ nodded. "Fuck yeah, feels so damn good."

"So make me feel that good," Nick pleaded softly. Their noses were brushing one another and Nick looked directly into AJ’s eyes. "Please, I want it to be with someone I trust, someone I know who isn’t fucking me just to fuck me. And someone who isn’t going to hurt me when they’ve gotten what they want from me."

AJ’s heart hurt for Nick, knowing that deep down, he just wanted to be liked for himself, not what he could give people or do for them. AJ ran his fingers through Nick’s blonde spikes in a loving and comforting motion. "I can’t, Baby. You know I can’t."

"You won’t," Nick argued softly. He made himself comfortable, resting his head on AJ’s chest and snuggling in.

"I won’t," AJ agreed. But that didn’t mean he couldn’t help his best friend though. His mind whirled and he hugged Nick tighter. "But I’ll see what I can do for you."

Nick yawned and let his eyes flutter shut. "Thanks," he said sleepily.

~*~*~*~*~*~

AJ moved the phone from his left ear to his right ear, murmuring so that JC knew he was still listening. He had ten minutes before they would be getting on the bus to their next showcase and AJ was listening to JC talk about something Justin had said and done to Lance the night before.

"So, how’s things with your guys?" JC asked.


JC and AJ had briefly known each other in Orlando, before AJ had been whisked away to Europe with the Backstreet Boys. AJ knew Howie who knew Chris. AJ knew Kevin who knew Joey. Chris and Joey were forming a group and both knew JC Chasez from Disney. Howie and Kevin often hung out with Chris and Joey, who usually brought JC and the six of them had formed a brief clique of friends. Now that Backstreet were in Europe and NSYNC had made their way over, AJ and JC often hung out.

They often had sex, but it had started off with them just hanging out. They were friends, although in the States hadn’t spent a lot of time together. That had been remedied pretty damn quick one night when they were all in the same city and had gone out to a club. After having too many unusually strong drinks they started talking.

Talking lead to JC announcing that he had the single room and would AJ like to come back to the hotel with him.

"For sex, right?" AJ asked, licking his lips. JC’s face had initially been a mask of shock but once that faded he nodded and grinned.

"Right."

"Good."

That had been nearly a year earlier and neither had looked back.

AJ sighed and rubbed his face with his hands. Nick hadn’t brought up their talk the other night again, but it was still lingering between them. AJ saw the blonde watching him with hopeful eyes and AJ’s resolve was still as weak as it had been that night. "Oh you know, Nick came to me the other night and asked if I’d fuck him. I said no and he pretty much seduced me until I almost said yes."

JC chuckled, the sound went straight to AJ’s dick. "Oh yeah?"

"Yeah, he wants me to be his first."

"Shit," JC said, not laughing anymore. "He did? And you said no?"

AJ nodded, despite the fact that JC couldn’t see it. "Yeah. I can’t do it man. I mean, I was his first everything else and I already kind of feel guilty about that. Like I’m corrupting him or something.."

"But he came to you."

"I know, but ...this is big. What if it’s bad? What if it fucks up the group? What if.."

"What if some dirty pervert in a bathroom does it first?" JC rationalized. "You know he’s going to do it..."

AJ sighed and closed his eyes. JC was right, but it didn’t make his position any easier. "I know. He said he wants someone he trusts. Someone who won’t hurt him and..."

"And won’t sell the story to the tabloid?"

"Yeah."

JC was quiet for a moment and AJ knew he was thinking. He could practically see JC’s face, set in stone cold concentration. "So find someone to do it for you."

"What?"

"Find someone you both trust, someone who he feels comfortable enough with and who you feel comfortable with and have them do it."

AJ thought about it and a smile covered his lips. That was exactly what he needed to do. JC was a genius. "God, you’re brilliant. That’s exactly what I’m going to do. Thanks."

"Alexander James McLean, get your scrawny butt down to the lobby, the bus is leaving."

JC heard Denise McLean’s voice through the line and started to laugh. "Ooooh, full name. You’d better go. When were you supposed to be down there?"

AJ looked at his watch and winced. "Ten minutes ago."

"Look, I’ll see you next Friday. We’re both in Frankfurt that weekend, I checked the schedules. We can talk more than."

AJ grinned and felt his stomach flip. They would definitely be doing more than talking if he got his way.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

"So I hear that NSYNC is going to be in Frankfurt the same time we are," Nick said to the guys as they sat on the bus, watching Germany pass them by.

AJ’s attention was taken from the book he was reading to Nick. He’d been wanting to bring the other group up to Nick to find out what he thought about them and had been trying to figure out how to do that without being suspicious. Nick had just solved that problem for him.

"Yeah. Jayce says they get in on Friday morning. We don’t get in until dinner time, but still. We’re there for three days and so are they," AJ announced. He saw Nick smirk, the smile causing him to blush. "What?"

"I guess you’ll be happy then huh? Same city as your NSYNC lovah."

Kevin rolled his eyes and headed into the kitchen while Howie and Brian both burst into laughter.

"Jealous much Nicky?" Howie asked. AJ held his breath.

Nick wrinkled his nose and thought about it. "I guess."

"You guess?" AJ asked.

"Well, out of all of them, Josh is definitely the hottest. I mean, Justin is a goober and although he’s pretty good at basketball and video games, he’s a dork. Not at all cute. Chris is wicked cool, even though he’s older."

"He’s the same age as Kevin," Brian pointed out. Kevin poked his head into the lounge to see what they were saying about him.

"Yeah, but Chris is cool. Kevin’s old and boring."

Kevin growled and narrowed his eyes while the blonde simply grinned and stuck his tongue out at him.

"And Lance and Joey are okay, I guess. But I've never really talked to them. Not a lot anyways."

"Out of all of them, who’s the cutest?" AJ asked. Nick only smiled.

"You just want to hear that your boyfriend is the hottest one in NSYNC," Nick teased. AJ’s blush darkened and he averted his eyes.

"He’s not my boyfriend."

"He’s more your boyfriend than the rest of them," Nick pointed out. "But he is the sexiest one."

AJ watched Nick lick his lips.

"Totally sexy," Nick mumbled as he looked out the window.

That was all AJ needed to know. He hid his smile in the book he was reading and vowed to beg and plead for JC to help him with his plan.

~*~*~*~*~*~

There was a message for AJ in the hotel when they arrived. JC was in room 238 and had pretty much paid Joey off so that he could have the single for the whole time they were there. AJ’s whole body was on fire.

They had a show the next day, two actually, thus giving them the Friday night off. There had been a discussion as to what they were going to do for the night, a club was the unanimous vote. AJ just hoped that JC’s group would be going to a club too, and in effect, the same club.

"I’ve gotta put my stuff in the room and then go see Jayce," AJ announced. He saw slight jealousy in Nick’s eyes but the blonde only smiled and nodded. Howie and AJ were sharing, Brian and Nick were sharing and Kevin had his own room.

"You’re coming out though, right?" Nick asked. AJ nodded.

"For sure."

AJ stopped at JC’s room and took a deep breath before knocking. He could hear voices and knew that he wasn’t alone. It was Joey who answered the door.

"Ah, the reason for JC needing the single."

AJ blushed and averted his eyes. Joey chuckled and patted his shoulder affectionately, pulling him into the room. "H..hey."

JC’s eyes brightened as AJ entered the room and the two friends regarded each other in silence for a few moments.

"Hey Joey," JC said, never taking his eyes off of AJ. "Why don’t you fuck off."

"Manners Joshua," Joey said with a laugh as he headed to the door. "I know when I’m not wanted. Just know, your ass better be ready at ten-thirty to go out. It’s eight now. You have two and a half hours to get as much in as you can."

"Where are you guys going?" AJ asked, tearing his eyes from JC’s face. He looked at Joey who shrugged. "No idea, some club that Kevin was telling me about, I think."

AJ breathed easily. If it was the club that Kevin suggested, then they would be going to the same one. "Good."

"Good. Now go." JC demanded. His eyes hadn’t left AJ since he’d entered the room. And with a laugh and the slam of the door, they were alone.

AJ found himself pressed against the back of the door in no time flat, JC’s mouth hot and insistent on his. The feel of their bodies pressed together, the heat in JC’s kiss was leaving him breathless and he tangled his fingers in JC’s short hair, angling their heads so that he could get in deeper.

He sucked hungrily on JC’s tongue, reveling in the familiar taste of JC’s mouth. JC had somehow, taken hold of his hands and pinned them over his head, stretching his body out deliciously. With a whimper, JC ended the kiss and began sucking on AJ’s throat, trailing kisses down to his collarbone.

"I’ve missed you," JC mumbled against AJ’s jaw. "I’ve missed this." He opened his eyes surprised to see AJ watching him, brown eyes filled with desire.

"Me too," AJ admitted. He thrust his hips against JC’s hoping that the older man would get the hint.

JC looked down at their bodies, pressed together tightly. "God, I just want to fuck you against this wall. Hold you up and slam you into the wall while I’m fucking you."


AJ’s knees wobbled at JC’s words and he whimpered loudly, in agreeance. Unfortunately, JC stepped back and shook his head.

"Too tired. Not enough strength to hold us both up, so you’ll have to make do with me fucking you on the bed."

AJ was about to say something when JC cut him off, the kiss forceful and demanding.

"And then maybe I’ll let you fuck me."

AJ closed his eyes and shuddered. JC cocked an eyebrow and AJ blushed profusely. JC’s eyes danced down his torso, landing on what looked like a suspiciously wet spot on the front of his jeans. Before AJ could apologize, JC threw him on the bed and tore his jeans off so quickly, with such determination that AJ had no idea what was happening.

JC’s mouth watered and his body was crawling with anticipation. AJ had just come, come from JC telling him he was going to fuck him and then wanted to be fucked by him. JC knew that AJ had been sexually frustrated as of late, being around Nick who was exuding some pretty powerful sexual vibes and not being able to do anything about it. He knew that the first time, or first few times to be exact, that night would be hot, hard and fast, but he wasn’t expecting this. This only made JC harder.

The come clung to AJ’s cock, decorating his skin. JC carefully pulled AJ’s underwear from his body, careful not to wipe off any of the sticky fluid. With long, flat strokes of his tongue, JC licked the come from AJ’s body. He hungrily feasted, enjoying it as he watched AJ’s cock twitch and come back to life. Their eyes met and JC saw that the embarrassment had long since passed and was placed with sexual hunger. Sexual hunger that he himself matched.

JC prepared first AJ and then himself, wanting them to be appropriately ready for when he slid inside of AJ’s lean, muscular body. AJ’s legs were thrown over his shoulders, his whole body open for JC. JC wondered if AJ could be more beautiful than when he was spread out, begging to be fucked. He didn’t think so.

AJ’s brain had long since shorted out. The second JC had looked at him with those sultry, blue eyes and that devilish smirk and he’d come so prematurely that it was embarrassing, AJ had been gone. Gone and loving every damn minute of it. He’d almost forgotten what he’d gone there to talk to JC about. Almost.

JC pushed steadily into his body, gripping AJ’s hips with a force that was unnecessary, but at the same time erotic. AJ trembled and JC whimpered, the feelings overwhelming them both. Their eyes met and AJ nodded, indicating that JC could move. JC pulled back, only to push back in roughly. Forcefully. Deliciously.

AJ arched his back, accepting JC’s assault on his body, begging him for it, pleading that he never stop. If he could bottle this feeling up, save this for every damn time he forgot what it felt like to be fully owned and possessed by Joshua Chasez AJ would. That way he would never have to do without it, but he couldn’t, and that just made these times more special. AJ screamed as he felt JC’s teeth nip at his throat, leaving a small red welt in their wake.

"Pay attention," JC snarled, capturing AJ’s lip with his teeth and biting down.

AJ screamed and clenched his walls around JC’s cock. The feeling was euphoric, AJ never wanted to leave this room. Never wanted JC to leave his body.

It was in that moment that AJ made his mind up. "Josh..." He whimpered softly, licking at the vein in JC’s throat. He nibbled on JC’s ear, licking the lobe and eliciting goose bumps from the older man.

"What ...."

"I want you to do it.." AJ could think in half sentences, JC’s cock was short circuiting any remaining brain cells he had.


"Do what?" JC grunted, swiveling his hips and punching directly into AJ’s prostate. "Fuck you harder? Longer? Faster?" JC picked up his pace, pinning AJ to the bed in the meantime.

"OH GOD," AJ screamed. He scratched at JC’s back, unable to breathe properly. It was all too good, too much and he was starting to see stars.

"What do you want me to do?"

"Fuck me.." AJ chanted. "Fuck me... Fuck me..."

"I am fucking you," JC purred into AJ’s ear. "Fucking you so damn good. God, this ass feels so good." JC leaned in to capture AJ’s mouth with his own, licking pornographically into his mouth.

AJ pulled away from the kiss and turned his head to the side. His whole body was on fire and his head was spinning. With a silent cry, he came, his cock which was trapped between their rock hard stomachs exploded angrily, AJ was trembling violently, but JC didn’t stop. He barely even slowed down.

"I want you ...fuck Nicky ...think you should do it.." AJ gasped incoherently. JC faltered for a half a second as he processed what AJ had said.

JC looked down at his lover and for a brief second, his mind flashed to something else, someone else. It wasn’t AJ under him, but Nick Carter. Blonde hair plastered to his forehead with sweat, face pink and flushed. Lips plush and swollen from his kisses, eyes glazed with overwhelming desire. That soft, mewling voice begging him, pleading with him, whining for his release.

"Fucking hell," JC groaned. The visual image was too much and as he thrust in sharply, he came.

And came.

And came some more. By the time his orgasm had rocked him hard, JC collapsed onto AJ’s body, feeling the younger man envelop him in his arms. When JC opened his eyes he saw AJ watching him, an amused expression on his face.

"So, is that a yes then?" AJ knew exactly what was on JC’s mind when he came. It was the thought of fucking Nick, and as much as it should have offended him, it didn’t.

AJ couldn’t say that the thought of being inside of Nick, of fucking him hadn’t been the reason for a few of his own orgasms in the past while. He forgave JC the offense.

"You want me to what?" JC said softly, voice scratchy. He just needed AJ to repeat himself, in case he misheard.

"I want you to ...deflower Nick. We talked about you guys this week, he brought it up that we were all going to be here at the same time."

"And?" JC asked, curious as to what was said about them.

"And he said that he likes you. And then he said something about you being pretty sexy and licked his lips. And I know he trusts you because I trust you." AJ kissed JC’s lips softly and without illusion for more. "And if anyone, I want it to be you that does it. I know you won’t hurt him..."

"Will you be okay with that?" JC’s mind was already made up. He’d do pretty much anything that AJ asked of him, mainly because he knew that the other man would do the same for him. Despite their casual fucking, there were underlying emotions between them. AJ was one of the most important people to JC, which was saying a lot since JC didn’t attach to people very easily. Especially not in this industry. "Me fucking Nick? I mean, it’s not just your feelings for him..."

"I know, my feelings for you are in there too," AJ admitted with another kiss. "I know we haven’t exactly defined this, but you mean a lot to me."

"You too."

"But I trust you. And I love him and want him safe."

"You need to be there in the room," JC announced. AJ nodded without hesitation.

"That’s not negotiable. I want to be there for it."

JC smirked and tickled AJ. "Kinky fucker."

AJ rolled his eyes and shook his head. He looked at the clock, just before ten. They were going to have to get going if they wanted to meet everyone in time. "Shut up."

"When do you want to do this?" JC asked, gently stroking the skin on AJ’s back. He propped himself on his elbow as AJ sat up to stretch. AJ looked over his shoulder and the two men paused for a moment, lost in each other’s gaze.

"Tomorrow?" AJ suggested. JC closed his eyes and thought about their schedule.

"We have a showcase at one and six."

"Ours are at three and eight."

It would give JC time to get everything ready while Backstreet were on stage. He wanted this to be special, memorable. Perfect. "We’ll do it here."

AJ nodded. He stood up and headed towards the bathroom, pausing to invite JC with him.

When they were both dressed and ready to go out AJ leaned up to gently kiss JC’s mouth. "Thank you for doing this for me."

"You’re welcome. Does Nick know?"

AJ shook his head. "No idea."

JC grinned. "Fun. So tomorrow, Nick’s Deflowering?"

"I can’t wait."

~*~*~*~*~*~*

Nick wanted to go to a club. He wanted to get out and not have to watch the goofy and satisfied smile on AJ’s face. He knew what AJ had gone to JC’s room for the night before, and he knew why it was that he was late for breakfast, especially when Howie had said AJ never came back the night before after they’d left the club. He’d been with JC. Having sex.

Nick still hadn’t had sex. And as much as he understood AJ’s reasoning, it sucked.

"So junior, what’s up for tonight?" AJ asked, sliding into the van beside Nick. Nick growled and pulled away, moving closer to the window.

"I wanna go to a club," Nick pouted, not looking at his best friend. In the window, he saw AJ shake his head.

"Not tonight kiddo."

"But Howie and Kev are going..."

"Yeah, they’re going. You’re not."

Nick glared at AJ and shook his head. "Yeah I am."

"Not if you know what’s good for you."

There was enough promise in his voice for the argument to die on Nick’s lips. He looked into AJ’s eyes and held his breath for a second. AJ nodded and smiled and Nick’s interest was piqued.

They headed into the hotel, greeted with screaming fans. Kevin, Brian and Howie were talking excitedly about the girls that they had meeting them at the club in an hour or so, but Nick was silent. His eyes were trained solely on AJ, wondering what the night held in store for him. He knew that AJ hadn’t changed his mind, that was clear, but he didn’t know what it was that was so important that Nick couldn’t go to the club with the others. "Come to my room in about ten minutes. Change into something ...different."

"Different how?" Nick asked, looking down at his jeans and tee shirt.

"Different good. Sexy." AJ promised as he stepped out of the elevator at his floor. "Ten minutes."

Nine minutes later Nick was at AJ’s door wearing a pair of leather pants he’d snuck from the costume bag and a blue tee shirt that was just slightly big on him. He’d spiked his hair up to look as sexy as he could and decided not to wear shoes. Halfway down he wondered if he’d made a mistake because if they were going out, he’d need shoes and AJ would be pissed that he came down without them. But at the same time, he thought that the bare feet look was sexy. And for some reason, looking sexy was what was most important here. He knocked, seconds later AJ opened the door and let out a soft gasp.

"This okay?" Nick asked, leaning against the door frame. AJ could only nod as his gaze raked up and down Nick’s body. When he got to Nick’s bare feet the blonde blushed. "I didn’t know if we were going out ...I didn’t wear shoes."

AJ’s tongue felt heavy, his cock throbbed. "Uhh.. No, that’s good. Fantastic. Perfect."

AJ stepped out into the hall, directly in front of Nick. Nick didn’t move, they were flush against each other. AJ looked into Nick’s eyes and they both held their breath, wondering if they both leaned in a little closer, if they could .... The sound of a door opening at the end of the hall startled them both into the situation at hand and they both stepped back, cheeks pink.

An elderly couple exited their room and headed towards the elevators, both Nick and AJ were breathing hard, bodies on fire. "Come on," AJ murmured as he tugged Nick towards the elevator.

"Where are we going?"

"You’ll find out when we get there."

The elevator ride to JC’s room was short, but clouded with intense sexual desire. AJ wanted to say ‘fuck it’ to his moral conscience and throw Nick against the wall and fuck him into next week. It should be illegal how good he looked in those leather pants, tailored to accentuate his assets. They fit him like a second skin, and although the shirt didn’t fit exactly well, it was electric against his golden skin, blonde hair and shockingly blue eyes.

They got off of the elevator at JC’s floor and AJ practically dragged Nick to the room. AJ knocked twice fast and then once more, the code they’d set up earlier that day. Moments later, the door opened and JC stood before them, low slung jeans, bare feet and a tee shirt that fit him but looked as if it were just a little too small. There was a strip of skin between the hem of the shirt and his jeans, a spot that caught both Nick and AJ’s eye, making them both want to get on their knees and taste the skin there.

"Welcome," JC said, stepping aside. AJ walked in confidently, while Nick stood at the threshold, unsure of what was going on. AJ and JC shared a quick kiss, JC looked at Nick who was frozen in spot. "Come on in Nick."

"What ...what’s goin’ on?"

JC looked at AJ in disbelief. "You didn’t tell him?"

"I thought we’d do it together." AJ was sprawled on the edge of the bed, invitingly.

JC took Nick’s hand in his and pulled him in, closing the door behind him. Nick’s pulse was racing, his stomach fluttering nervously and he fought to catch his breath. JC smiled warmly at Nick, pleased when the blonde seemed to relax a little.

JC’s hand was hot on Nick’s back. Almost scorching and the heat went directly to his erection which was pressing uncomfortably against the leather. There was no room for underwear under these pants.

"Do you know why you’re here Nick?" JC asked softly. He stepped in front of the blonde, awed at his beauty. Nick shook his head slowly, memorizing every feature of JC’s face. JC was beautiful, beautiful in a way that boys shouldn’t be, but it only added to JC’s character. Nick desperately wanted to reach out and taste him, but he couldn’t. AJ was sitting on the bed, a few feet away and for all intense purposes, JC belonged to AJ. But that didn't mean Nick couldn’t wish.

And did he wish.

"Not really," Nick breathed. "I wanted to go to the club with the fellas, but AJ said I should stay behind."

"I’m glad that you did," JC murmured, stepping in closer to Nick. They were standing dangerously close and JC put his hands on Nick’s hips. "I hope that when you find out why you’re here," he took another step in so that they were chest to chest, "you’ll be glad that you did too."

"I already am," Nick admitted with a blush.

JC’s gentle laughter filled the room rolling over them with ease. Nick wrinkled his nose in embarrassment causing for JC to shake his head and rub their noses together. "I don't want you to be embarrassed about anything Nicky, but ...damn it’s sexy when you are. You are so gorgeous, so damn sexy."

Nick’s eyes darted to AJ, panic in their blue depths. It was as if he was in an alternate universe and he waited for AJ to lunge at him and deck him at any minute. But instead of AJ looking angry, he looked ...turned on. Aroused. And the way he was stroking his erection through his jeans was enough to make Nick tremble.

"Aje?" He asked. Nick whimpered when he felt JC’s lips brush against his jaw. Their hips were flushed against each other and JC snapped his hips so that Nick could feel his arousal.

AJ didn’t speak though, it was JC. "Alex tells me that you went to him with a request a few weeks ago."

Nick blushed and covered his face with his hands. JC pulled his hands away slowly. Nick held his breath as JC placed those hands on his ass.

"Y..yeah."

"You asked him to do something and he said no."

Nick nodded. JC brushed their lips together in the briefest hint of a kiss. Nick trembled and whimpered, JC bit back the moan that threatened. "Y..yeah."

"So he and I talked about it. Do you trust me Nicky?"

Nick’s eyes widened. His jaw dropped. JC giggled and leaned up, taking Nick’s lower lip between his teeth and tugging playfully.

"Do you trust me?" JC asked again. Nick still didn’t answer. He was in too much shock. JC tried another tactic. "Do you trust AJ?"


Nick nodded without having to think about it. He trusted AJ with his life. Same with Brian, Kevin and Howie.

"AJ trusts me, don’t you, Baby?" JC asked. Nick watched AJ nod and smile.

"You know I do."

"Do you think you could trust me too, Nicky?" JC asked. He darted his tongue out to lick at Nick’s mouth, surprised when the blonde captured it between his lips and sucked on it. Seconds later their mouths were fused together in a steamy, erotic kiss. Nick’s hands tightened on JC’s ass, pulling them closer together. This, Nick could do. This, he knew. And judging from the reaction he was getting from JC, he knew how to do this well.

JC had to fight to remember that Nick was a virgin. He didn’t kiss like a virgin and JC knew that there were other things he didn’t do like a virgin. AJ hadn’t wasted any time the night before when they’d gotten back from the club telling JC everything that he and Nick did. In full, explicit detail. JC had come from jerking off while AJ talked to him about how good it felt to suck Nick’s cock, how good it felt to have Nick suck his. JC had to get a grip before he threw Nick down and fucked him raw.

It was in that second that he realized AJ’s dilemma weeks earlier. Nick was intoxicating and he had to control himself. At least somewhat.

"I want to trust you," Nick admitted, breathless.

"Good," JC said as he kissed Nick again. "We’ve ...tonight is going to be about you. We’ve named the night Nick’s Deflowering."

Nick narrowed his eyes and glared at AJ who smiled innocently.

"I’m not some girl. Some girl who gets deflowered. I want to get fucked. I told you..."

"I know what you told me," AJ bit back, not backing down. "And I told you that you could trust me, that I would see what I could do." AJ motioned towards JC who was licking playfully at Nick’s throat. His skin tasted so sweet, so soft and inviting.

"If you don’t want this..." JC started to say. He laughed when Nick let out a strangled yelp and shook his head.

"I do.. Fuck, I do. I just ...I’m not some stupid girl..."

JC’s eyes wandered down Nick’s body to the bulge behind his leather pants. Nick looked down too and blushed. "I can see you’re not some ‘stupid girl’. But the important thing is not what it’s called, but what’s going to happen."

"And what..." Nick started to ask, licking his lips nervously, "..is going to happen? Exactly."

With a gentle tug, JC pulled Nick towards the bed. AJ grinned and stood up, walking to the comfortable chair in the corner of the room. He pulled it closer so that he had a good position to watch the evening’s events. JC pushed Nick so that he was sprawled out on the bed, cheeks pink and flushed with excitement and nerves.

"What’s going to happen, is that I’m going to take your clothes off, take mine off and then I’m going to do what you asked AJ to do."

"Unless you don’t want him to," AJ said. He knew Nick’s answer even before the blonde shook his head and with pleading eyes begged JC not to go.

"I’ll take that as a green light?" JC laughed as he crawled over Nick’s body slowly, seductively.

"Please," Nick pleaded softly. He looked at AJ, suddenly afraid he was going to leave. As much as he wanted this, as much as he never in a million years thought that he’d be in JC Chasez’s hotel bed being prepared to be fucked by him, he was afraid of doing it alone. Of not knowing what he was doing and having no one there to help him. "Are you going to ...stay?" He asked softly. AJ’s facial features softened and he smiled.

"Of course Nicky. I’m not going anywhere unless you want me to."

Nick shook his head and he reached his hand out for AJ to take. AJ got up and came closer, threading his fingers with Nick’s as he knelt down beside the bed. "Don’t go."

"I won’t. Ever."

Nick pulled AJ in and kissed him hungrily, desperately and with a touch of fear. JC watched in awe as the two men before him lost sight of everything around them except each other. Slowly, he started to unzip Nick’s pants, surprised to see bare skin underneath. Nick whimpered into AJ’s mouth and thrust his hips up at JC’s attention.

"Fuck," JC whispered, leaning down to lick at Nick’s lower stomach. The skin was hot and smooth under his tongue and he went lower, feeling the stubble of pubic hair against his cheek. Nick broke the kiss with AJ to whimper and moan into the quiet hotel room.

"I’m just going to be right here Nicky," AJ said with a motion towards the chair. Nick nodded and closed his eyes, allowing JC to tug his pants from his legs. He was naked from the waist down and with curious eyes, watched JC’s face as he took him all in. Instinctively, Nick leaned up to remove his shirt, throwing it on the floor next to the bed. JC gasped and Nick fell back down, sprawled out naked on the bed.

"Now you," Nick whispered to JC. JC nodded and quickly removed his clothes. Nick wanted to be the one to take them off of him, undress JC and discover every inch of his skin, but right now he was so overwhelmed with emotion, that he just lay back and enjoyed the show. Briefly, he wondered what it was like for AJ to watch them together, his best friend and quasi boyfriend, but he didn’t want to take his eyes off of JC for a moment for fear of missing something. When JC was naked, gloriously naked, Nick afforded himself the luxury of swallowing.

JC was breathtaking. Awe inspiring. Beautiful. Nick’s eyes lingered at JC’s erection and his stomach clenched at the thought of allowing that inside of his body. JC was ...huge. Larger than Nick had expected and he knew that if anything, it was going to tear him in half. The thought scared the crap out of him and he almost wanted to tell JC that he’d changed his mind. But he knew that AJ was right there, and AJ wouldn’t let them do this if he thought it would hurt Nick in any way. Not to mention the fact that JC had just crawled on top of him again and pressed their now naked bodies together.

Nick’s mind went blank. He whimpered and thrust up against JC’s body, unsure if he’d last much longer. He should have been more embarrassed at how close to the edge he was, but it was the first time he’d been this intimate with anyone, even he and AJ had never been completely naked when they’d made out. "Oh gawd," Nick cried out with a trembling voice.

"Are you going to come?" JC asked. It was as if he knew and Nick figured that JC did know.

Biting his lip Nick nodded. "I ....close.."

JC leaned in to take Nick’s erection in hand, pumping it quickly a few times. "It’s okay Nicky, this is new ...you’re going to be..." The rest of his sentence was cut off by Nick’s tortured moan and the spurt of hot come that covered his hand. JC continued to milk Nick’s cock, awed by how beautiful the blonde looked during orgasm. His whole body exuded sex, and considering Nick was just newly seventeen JC’s hunger for him intensified.

"S...sorry..’ Nick stuttered when he could talk again. He could already feel himself getting hard again and he hadn’t missed how JC’s cock was now leaking at the tip.

"Don’t ever fucking apologize Nicky, not for that," JC said against Nick’s throat. He licked at the beads of sweat before taking Nick’s mouth hostage in a passionate kiss. They spent some time kissing leisurely and taking time to learn each other’s bodies. JC showed Nick what he liked and what Nick could and should do during foreplay. He taught Nick to ask for what he wanted and to not be embarrassed to have a very healthy sexual appetite.

"Don’t apologize for liking something that someone else doesn’t. If you’re into one thing and they aren’t, don’t ever be embarrassed."


"But ...what if it’s ...like, really kinky?" Nick asked, timidly. He thought that the night was going to be JC fucking him and that was it. He hadn’t expected this, the talking, the exploring, the questions and answers. He also hadn’t expected AJ to play a part in it, but there he was, talking and offering suggestions along side JC. The two older teens had made it so comfortable for Nick that he forgot to be embarrassed or nervous.

JC shook his head. "Unless it’s something illegal, then don’t ever be embarrassed. Like, if you get off on the thought of children, that’s disgusting.."

Nick frowned and winced, shaking his head. "No.. I mean ...like ...dirty talk. Or like, jerking off on someone, or having them jerk off on you."

JC leaned in and nipped at Nick’s ear. "I know you’re still young, and you think that is the kinkiest thing you can think of, but you’ll find that’s pretty tame."

Nick’s eyes widened. "Do you like them?"


"What? Dirty talk? Being jerked off on? Jerking off on someone?"

Nick nodded and looked at AJ as JC’s face turned to that direction. "Yeah?"

"Love it. All of it. I love hearing what my lover is feeling, what they’re thinking. The dirtier the better. And as for coming on and being come on ... AJ can attest to how much that gets me off some nights."

"What else?"

"Being tied up, blind folded ..." JC said. Nick gasped. JC leaned in to growl in Nick’s ear. "And I love spanking. Can I tell you something Nicky?"

Nick swallowed thickly and nodded. He was barely breathing.

"Sometimes I look at your ass and just want to spank it. Bend you over and spank you so fucking hard that you’re crying."

Nick whimpered and JC had a feeling that he was going to come again. He cupped Nick’s erection hard, holding it at the base. Nick yelped but JC kissed him to ease the pain. "I don’t want you coming again too soon Nicky. I want to be inside of you when you come next,’ he explained.


"Wow."

"Yeah, so don’t ever be embarrassed about what you like. There was one girl ...I don’t even remember her name, a few months ago. She got off on water sports."

Nick wrinkled his nose in confusion. "Water sports? Is that like, having sex in the tub? Or in a pool?"

AJ and JC chuckled. JC shook his head. "No Nicky. She wanted me to pee on her."

Nick’s eyes opened wide and a look of disgust appeared on his face. "Like ...pee on her? Like..."

JC kissed Nick softly, stroking his erection leisurely. "Yeah. We got into the tub and she laid down while I stood over her. She fingered herself while I peed on her."

Nick’s eyes were opened wide. He looked at AJ who didn’t at all look surprised. There was so much about sex that he just didn’t know. Even at seventeen, after living on the bus with the guys for four years, he realized just how much they kept from him.

"Was it sexy?" Nick asked. JC shrugged.

"Not really my thing, but she wanted me to do it and I figured why the hell not. She got off on it."

"I don’t think I want you to do that to me."

JC nodded and kissed Nick’s lips. "Good. And always remember Nick, don’t do anything you’re not comfortable with. You can always say no, and no one is going to judge you for it. At least not the people who matter."

Nick nodded. He had so many questions, but didn’t know where to start. Thankfully, JC understood.

"It’s okay, you don’t have to figure everything out tonight. You know you can always go to AJ with questions."

"Any time Nicky," AJ assured him.

"And you can always call me."

"Thank you," Nick whispered, kissing JC. "I ...I’m ready."


"Do you want it on your back or your stomach?" JC asked. He figured he would give Nick the option. Nick only shrugged.

"I don’t know. Which way do you like it better?"

"It depends on what kind of mood I’m in." JC looked at AJ who raised an eyebrow.

"First time?" AJ said softly, "It’s probably easiest on his stomach. It was for me."

JC winced. "Mine was on my back first time and I thought that would be easier."

They both turned to Nick who was watching them with pink cheeks.

"How have you always fantasized it Nicky? How do you want your first time?"

And there was the problem, Nick didn’t know. He’d thought about it both ways, on his back and on his hands and knees and he always figured that the person he was with would be in control, telling him what to do and where to do it. "I ...I assumed that whoever it was I was with would tell me what to do."

JC smiled affectionately and nuzzled Nick’s cheek. "Unless that’s what gets you off Nicky, don’t ever let anyone tell you what to do. Do what you want. Do what feels good for you."

Nick closed his eyes and allowed himself to picture JC. Him and JC in that bed. His lips curled in a smile and he looked directly into JC’s questioning gaze.

"Can we do both maybe?"

JC nodded, a smirk playing on his lips. "Of course. Which do you want first?"

"On my hands and knees. Is that okay?"

"More than okay."

JC got up and allowed for Nick to make himself comfortable. A pillow was placed under his groin and once Nick found a comfortable position, he held his breath and waited. JC accepted the lube and condom that AJ offered him. "I’m going to get you ready, okay Nick? I’m going to stretch you."

Nick nodded. He bit his lip and felt JC’s finger dance around his pucker.

"Have you been touched here before?"

Nick pressed his face into the pillow and nodded. "Yes." The word was muffled as he hid his embarrassment.

"Who did it?" JC said, slightly jealous. He could tell by the look on AJ’s face in the corner that he was jealous too. "Who touched you here?" JC pushed a finger inside, marveling at how responsive Nick was. How tight he was.

"Me."

JC moaned at the thought of Nick fingering himself. His eyes caught AJ’s and they shared a smoldering look between them.

"That’s hot Nicky, you fucking yourself with your fingers."

"And ...I have a ...."


JC’s cock twitched at what Nick was about to say. "You have a what? A vibrator? A dildo?"

Nick nodded, moaning in embarrassment and pleasure at the two fingers JC currently were sliding in and out of his ass. "Yes. As a joke, someone gave me a small ...vibrator. And ...I wasn’t going to use it, but one night I was so horny that I did. God..."

"Did it feel good?" JC asked. Nick whimpered.

"Not as good as this."

Finally, Nick was stretched enough that JC didn’t worry about tearing into Nick. He ran a trail of kisses up Nick’s spine, stopping to lick at the nape of his neck. "I’m going to fuck you now Nicky. Is that okay? Can I ..."

"Please.." Nick whimpered.

JC felt the need to pause and see if Nick was okay with what he was doing. As confident as Nick was, he was equally as terrified and JC needed Nick to be comfortable. "Is this okay? Am I doing okay?"

Nick nodded. He looked at AJ who was appropriately flushed with laboured breathing. He looked at JC who was watching him with concern in his eyes. "I like ...I like you talking to me..."

JC grinned. "You like the dirty talk?" Nick blushed and nodded.

"Kinda. Yeah. It’s sexy."

"So, you want me to slide my cock in your ass then?" JC asked, voice low and gravelly.

Nick whimpered. That was his answer.

JC aligned his erection with Nick’s pucker. Slowly, he began to push inside.

This was nothing like the vibrator he’d used. It was nothing like the two awkward fingers he’d managed to slide inside his body. This was pain. And a fullness he wasn’t expecting.

And a fucking lot more pain.

He was about to tell JC to stop, that he changed his mind when his brain registered JC talking to him, whispering softly against the back of his neck.

"God, you are doing so good Nicky. So fucking good. I’m so proud of you, Baby, so damn good."

The tears seeped into the pillow beneath his head, and as much as Nick hated to cry, hated for them to see him cry he couldn’t stop them.

"Nicky," AJ’s voice penetrated Nick’s ears. "Push out, it’ll make it easier."

Nick did just that. He fought against JC’s entrance into his body and found that the friction lessened. It actually made it easier and so he pushed again, holding his breath and ignoring the tears that were still slowly falling. JC gasped against his back and Nick trembled.

"I’m in, Baby. I’m all the way inside you Nicky." JC’s eyes were shut tight. It was one thing to have Nick’s tightness overwhelming him, the heat and the delicious tight fit of his cock inside of Nick’s ass, but to have to look into AJ’s eyes and see the lust he knew was there would be too much for him. And as much as he wanted to come already, he needed to make this good for Nick. Needed for the blonde to have the first time he deserved.

Nick shifted and JC saw stars.

"Give me a second Nicky," JC pleaded.

"It hurts," Nick admitted softly. JC nodded and placed a kiss on Nick’s shoulder blade.

"It will, for the first few times. It’s new, you’re not used to it."

"The hurt kind of feels..." Nick shifted, JC sank in deeper, both men groaned at the feeling.

"Feels good, don’t it Nicky?" AJ asked. Nick discreetly wiped the tears from his face and nodded.

"Yeah. Feels ...good. But still hurts at the same time."

JC started to pull out, Nick yelped in pain. There was a hint of pleasure in his scream. AJ knew Nick was going to be okay. JC couldn’t think of anything except slow, measured thrusts. Anything more would be dangerous. For both of them.


When JC pushed back in, Nick whimpered and moaned. JC felt him wriggle around underneath him. JC gave him a few more hesitant, cautious thrusts, just to prepare Nick for what was coming. When Nick started moving against him, JC knew that he was ready.

"More JC," Nick pleaded. "I want to feel you move."

"Are you sure?" JC asked, already starting to thrust. Nick nodded.

"Please."

JC licked at Nick’s skin, nipped his shoulder then pulled out sharply before thrusting back in. Nick’s eyes flew open and his mouth formed a giant "O" of surprise. AJ cupped his own erection. At this rate, he was going to come without even having to work at it. Nick’s eyes fluttered shut again and he bit his lip between his teeth, feeling JC’s pace pick up considerably.

JC leaned over a little more and took Nick’s cock in his hand. He could feel that Nick’s erection had returned and he was mewling and whimpering for his release. The blonde was still in pain, but it was now mixed with pleasure and JC knew that he would be okay.

It took a few good jabs to Nick’s prostate and one hard tug on his erection for him to come, exploding all over his own chest and JC’s hand. Nick’s body began to tremble and his anal walls tightened around JC’s cock like a vise, pulling his orgasm from him unexpectedly. JC could usually control himself, coming when he wanted to come, but Nick had an effect on him he hadn’t expected. JC was coming before he realized what had happened and he continued to thrust into Nick’s body, wanting to prolong the orgasm.

Nick collapsed onto the bed, a pile of liquid bones. He was breathing heavily and trembling violently. JC withdrew his now limp erection from Nick’s body, kissing away the painful whimpers escaping Nick’s plush lips. AJ was at the bed in an instant, two warm wash cloths in his hand. He handed one to JC while he took the other one and gently cleaned the evidence of Nick’s deflowering from the blonde’s skin. Minutes later, AJ gently nudged Nick to turn over, carefully guiding him away from the wet spot. AJ cleaned the drying come from Nick’s chest and stomach, stopping to press a gentle kiss to Nick’s forehead.

AJ and JC shared a meaningful look over Nick’s now softly snoring form. The blonde had opened his eyes, stretched, smiled and then promptly fell asleep, the emotional aspect of the evening obviously having caught up with him.

"You were phenomenal," AJ whispered proudly. JC blushed and shook his head.

"I was so fucking scared," JC admitted. AJ kissed the worry from his mouth and allowed JC to suck on his tongue with determination.

"You made it so good for him. You answered his questions, you took your time, and just ...showed him what he needed to know and what he needed to do. You didn’t just stick it in and fuck him."

"I know how special this was for both of you," JC said against the skin of AJ’s throat. They pulled away and JC grinned. "But god, it was so fucking hot."

"Tell me about it."

They kissed for a few more minutes. JC moved to lay down when AJ stopped him. "The sheets are dirty."

JC shrugged, looking down. "So? Not like we haven’t slept in dirty sheets before."

AJ nodded, JC had a point.


"Plus, I don’t think we’re done here. He’s tired now, but he’s going to wake up wanting more. And I promised that we’d do it both on his stomach and his back."

"He’s not going to be in any shape to take you up his ass again any time soon," AJ pointed out. JC blushed and giggled.

"I know, but I thought that I’d show him what it’s like on the other end. He’ll find that fucking is as satisfying as being fucked." AJ felt a jolt of jealousy. It was stifled as JC leaned in to kiss him with an overwhelming amount of passion and lust. JC’s fingers tangled in AJ’s curls and he angled their mouths so his tongue could delve in deeper. When JC pulled away, AJ was trembling. "Unless you don’t want me to."

AJ bit his lip and thought about what JC was asking him. Finally, he shook his head. "It’s okay."

"You’ll be right here," JC assured him. "The whole time." They kissed one more time before laying back, sandwiching Nick between them. They would wait for the blonde to rest and when he woke up they could continue.

AJ and JC both lay on their sides, eyes meeting over Nick’s head, mirroring grins on their faces. They were startled when Nick yawned, stretched and turn on his side, snuggling up to AJ. AJ pressed a kiss to Nick’s forehead and smiled when he saw Nick smile in his sleep.

"Thanks so much Aje," Nick mumbled. "Love you."

"I love you too Nicky," AJ answered.

Finis


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