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Title: The One That’s A Group Slut Fic
Author:
Pairing: GSF
Part: 1/1
Rating: NC 17
Series: "The One" Series
Disclaimer: Fiction for entertainment purposes. Not to be intended as truth. I make no claims on the sexualities of any of the mentioned people.
Warnings: Slash warning. Cousin slash warning
Notes: After seeing the boys in Pittsburgh in April, I wondered how there weren’t 100 GSF stories going around, especially with the knowledge that the guys were all touring on ONE TOUR BUS! That just screams group sex!! Especially with everyone suddenly taking hot pills. I mean, Kevin ...Brian ...even Howie are so unbelievably sexy as of late and you KNOW they’re all getting it on after the shows. But then I didn’t write it and time kept slipping away. And now, now they’re touring again, but they have their own busses *pouts* which doesn’t leave as much time or opportunity for group sluttery. So this story takes place during the Up Close and Personal Tour. I did LOOOVE Kevin in that green shirt *thud* Originally, it was Brian, Kevin, AJ and Nick, while Howie drove the bus *snickers with Missy and Rhonda* but I don’t know. Howie has grown on me lately and he’s definitely earned the right to be participating!! LOL. Oh, and as much as I TRY to write a PWP, I can’t. CAN’T *cries* Yes, this is a GSF, but you know there’s always going to be one pairing that I lean towards.. LOL...

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The concert had ended nearly two hours earlier but the adrenaline of performing again, all five of them together on one stage as one cohesive unit was still pumping through his veins. They had spent a very brief amount of time backstage afterwards, changing back into their ‘street clothes’ and putting the ‘costumes’ safely in the closet compartment which would meet them in the next city. Nick had nearly asked Brian to keep the white, sleeveless shirt on, but he knew that if Brian did, it probably wouldn’t make it to the next night, and as much as Nick wanted to see him in it tonight, getting to see it every night on stage was worth saving it for. He had definitely asked Kevin to keep the green shirt on that he’d worn, but the woman who was in charge of wardrobe had intervened immediately, nearly ripping it off of Kevin to preserve it. She’d made the mistake in the beginning of letting Kevin wear one of his shirts out after the show, and when it had been returned to her the next day,
 in four distinct pieces, she’d enforced the ‘no wearing the stage clothes anywhere except on stage’ rule. Nick knew it was for their own good, but it really sucked because he wanted Kevin wearing that shirt. He wanted to rip it off of Kevin, watching the little buttons fly across the room and then possibly tie Kevin’s hands to the headboard with the torn material as it was ripped, literally, from his back.

Maybe she was right, the shirt wasn’t safe anywhere except on stage where they couldn’t rip it off of him, no matter how much they wanted to.

Even the suspenders were confiscated, and Nick had spent weeks coming up with fabulous ways to use those. He’d have to remember to pick some up at some point, even AJ had been supportive of that idea, more so when Nick suggested they use them on him.

Once they’d successfully changed and each item of clothing had been safely tucked in it’s proper place, they were allowed to leave. They had gotten as far as the tour bus, where hundreds of over zealous fans were waiting for them, all wanting a chance to congratulate them on a triumphant return and perhaps get a autograph, picture and a hug, perhaps even a kiss or something more. And as tempting as those offers were, they were actually heading out of the city that night rather than the morning. It was a lengthy drive to the next city and if they wanted to make it in good time, they’d have to spend the night driving.

Nick had no problems with that.

It was a bit of a game for them now, to see which would cave first. Nick was ready to jump on the bus and go immediately. He’d been hard for, he checked his watch, four hours already at that point and was promised relief as soon as they were able to provide him with it. He’d been last the night before, and thus that afforded him first go tonight, unless he caved which he was desperately close to doing. But fans were waiting and if they were going to get as big as they had been before the hiatus, they were going to have to start over and rebuild. Which meant time with fans.

So two hours later, Nick was more than ready to get going, but he was damned if he was going to be the first to cave. He looked over and flashed Brian a sexy smirk, punctuated with a swift, lick of his lips. Brian only stuck his tongue out and shook his head. Nick hated Brian’s tolerance levels sometimes. What he hadn’t expected was the sultry look that Kevin shot him. His gaze was hungry, almost predatory. Nick was now harder than he had been before, which he hadn’t thought possible.

Nick was so focused on Kevin’s gaze, that he hadn’t registered AJ coming around behind him to sign autographs right where he was standing. He’d been goosed before he’d had the chance to register what was happening and let out a loud, shrill yelp which caused everyone around them, including AJ to burst into laughter.

"You’re going to pay for that," he growled at AJ who only smiled and winked.

"Counting on it."

It continued on until finally they were told that if they wanted to get there before breakfast, they’d have to leave an hour ago. The relief on Nick’s face was evident. He was thisclose to crumbling and conceding defeat, begging them to go because he was hard and needed relief and why did they always take their god damned time when it was his turn to go first?

"Sorry everyone, we have to go," Brian apologized to the group. He flashed them his trademark grin and they watched the girls swoon, before starting to scream. Despite being told by management that they had to leave, it had been Brian who had ‘officially’ said it first. Brian caved.

Nick, AJ, Kevin and Howie all exchanged knowing smirks.

They all gave their final waves and good-byes as they disappeared into the bus. Nick could feel energy flowing through his veins, his cock throbbing with anticipated release. He headed directly to the small fridge to grab a bottle of water. Howie stepped in behind him and softly kissed each shoulder blade through the thin tee shirt he was wearing. Nick’s lips curled into a smile and he leaned back into Howie’s embrace.

"Brian caved," Howie said softly. The words caused for goose bumps to cover Nick’s skin. This was going to be fun. Brian never caved. NEVER. Most often, it was Nick. Sometimes AJ. Very rarely Kevin or Howie and never Brian. Nick turned around and he gave the shorter man a hopeful smile.

"I know."

AJ entered the ‘kitchenette’ and took the calendar in hand. After a few minutes, he shook his head in disbelief and turned to where Howie and Nick were still pressed tightly against the counter. "He’s never caved."

"Not never," Nick argued. He furrowed his eyebrows and thought back. "Brian must have caved at least once before."

Both Howie and AJ shook their heads. Nick was biting on his lower lip and gasped in surprise when Howie leaned up to lick at the corner of Nick’s mouth. Anything they were about to say was interrupted by Brian joining them.

"I didn’t cave," he said petulantly. They knew he couldn’t have heard their conversation, so Kevin must have said something. Brian received three sets of raised eyebrows in response causing him to stamp his foot and shake his head. "I didn’t."

"Uh, you did," AJ pointed out with a shrug. There was a sharpie attached to a string, taped to the wall and AJ uncapped the marker, writing ‘Brian’ under that night’s date. Brian made a move to grab the sharpie but AJ was quicker. Nick and Howie snickered from their spot in the kitchenette.

"The fuck I did."

Nick sighed and rubbed his eyes. "Oh Brian. I’m disappointed in you. You finally cave, and you’re not even man enough to admit it? And resorting to cursing? That’s so not you."

"I am too man enough to admit it. But I didn’t cave."

"Who was the one that said it was time for us to go?" Kevin asked from the lounge. Everyone held their breath as Brian’s face contorted into frustration.

"Johnny!"

Nick shook his head. "Uh, no. That doesn’t count." He’d been caught on this technicality so many times that he knew this rule like the back of his hand. Hell, he’d broken enough rules that he knew them all. Every clause, stipulation and sub-rule had been pretty much his own doing, so if anyone knew technicalities, it was Nick.

"What do you mean it doesn’t count?" Brian whined. "Johnny said it was time to go. So I just repeated what he said. That doesn’t count."

"It counted for Nick," AJ said, shrugging. He grabbed a box of cookies and pushed past Brian to join Kevin in the lounge. "It sure as hell counted for me. Numerous occasions."

A silence fell over the bus, as they all waited for Brian’s reaction. Howie pressed his face into Nick’s throat, trying to stop from laughing as Brian crossed his arms over his chest, pouting. Finally, he softly spoke.

"I didn’t cave."

Nick and Howie exchanged smiles. "Fine, Rok," Nick said as Howie stepped back. He patted Brian’s shoulder as he passed to head through to the lounge. "You didn’t cave. We’ll see you in the morning."

Brian stood in shock as Howie winked and followed Nick. They closed the door to the lounge behind them. He flinched as the door shut. The sound echoed in the otherwise silent bus. As he was going to join them in the lounge, Brian heard a click. They had locked the door. He was not invited in the evening’s events.

Brian had caved. He knew from the second he had opened his mouth and started speaking what the outcome would be and still, he tried to deny it. Never once had he ever caved. Never once had he lost any semblance of control and for a moment the thrill raced through his veins. He could still remember with perfect clarity the first night Kevin had caved. He tried unsuccessfully to convince them that he hadn’t caved, but it took Nick crawling onto his lap, licking his mouth playfully and asking why it was such a bad thing, for Kevin to realize he didn’t really care much. He would be getting some and for the most part, it was all just part of the game. Everyone caved and Kevin accepted his face with open arms and a giant grin.

Except Brian didn’t cave. He never had. Until tonight. Brian felt a tremor of excitement race through his body.

A low moan echoed through the thin bus walls and Brian’s groin tightened. "Fuck yeah, Kevin." It was Nick’s voice and Brian could picture the way Kevin was probably positioned on his knees, between Nick’s outstretched legs, Nick’s cock as deep down Kevin’s throat as they both could manage.


Brian whimpered softly and closed his eyes. Nick’s moan was followed by Howie’s and a sexy laugh that Brian instantly recognized as AJ’s. Brian was at the calendar in two careful strides, flipping through the previous month. Underneath that calendar were older ones, ones from past tours and Brian quickly leafed through one after another. The code was all so familiar yet foreign at the same time. It had been so long since he’d looked at these that it caused for butterflies in his stomach and he longed for days past. Memories of nights after the Black and Blue tour assaulted his memory, followed closely by the Millennium tour. And even so far as Backstreet’s Back. He couldn’t pull himself out of his memories until Nick’s scream echoed throughout the bus, probably loud enough for the driver to even hear it. Brian’s concentration was lost. Nick had screamed his name.

With a hand curled into a fist, Brian stood before the back room door, posed to knock. His heart was racing and his stomach fluttering nervously. There was one thing that Brian noticed more often than not, that it was AJ or Nick who had ultimately caved. Most often than not, they would take turns in caving, and although there wasn’t an obvious pattern, they received the most attention. Never once had Brian ever heard them complain. Maybe it was time for him to see things on the other end.

He knocked.

"Busy," Howie called out with a strangled moan. It was quickly followed by a loud resounding smack of skin on skin and a sharp yelp. "Fuck Nicky, that hurts."

Brian trembled and closed his eyes. He rest his forehead against the door and waited, holding his breath. He heard the sound again followed again by a sharp yelp. The yelp was punctuated with a moan this time, both sounds courtesy of Howie.

Before Brian could compose himself, the door swung open just enough for him to see half of AJ’s face. Brian tried to see more but AJ positioned himself purposefully like that. "May we help you?"

Brian looked down and then back up, staring directly into AJ’s eyes. The remorse was evident in his eyes, the apprehension and excitement displayed on his face. "I caved. I’m here for..."

The door swung open almost instantly. They didn’t care what he was there for, they KNEW what he was there for. What was important was that he admitted it and was coming to them. He was granted access to the fun and games. Brian stepped inside, shocked to see Nick and Kevin curled up together on the couch, fully clothed and Howie laying on his stomach on the floor. There was a pillow next to where Howie was laying and Brian assumed that AJ had taken that spot. While Kevin and Nick’s bodies were tangled together, Nick’s free arm was hanging from the couch, his hand resting comfortably on Howie’s ass. Brian crossed his arms over his chest and glared at his best friends.

"What the fuck?"

Nick simply shrugged as Kevin took his lips hostage in a hungry kiss. Howie turned over and Nick’s hand was now resting on his groin. Howie threw his head back and whimpered as Nick began to massage his already hardened erection. AJ simply snickered and shut the door. He stepped in behind Brian, wrapping his arms around the older man’s waist and slowly moving his hands to cover Brian’s bulge.

"You might be a baby, but you’re not stupid Rok," AJ whispered. His breath was hot on Brian’s neck, causing for him to tremble. "So Nick said to pretend to start without you and see how fast you came running."

"What if I didn’t?" Brian asked, his voice trembling.

"Then you would have proven to be stupider than we give you credit for," Howie mumbled.

Brian watched in awe as Howie leaned up and whispered something into Kevin’s ear. Seconds later, Kevin broke the kiss with Nick to transfer it to Howie. Brian’s breath caught as he saw the flash of his cousin’s tongue trace Howie’s lips before delving inside. Nick nipped gently at the skin under Howie’s ear before turning to where Brian was standing.

"Well, we were starting to wonder," Nick started to say, cut off when Howie moved from Kevin’s mouth to his. Nick fell completely into the kiss, trying to suck hungrily at Howie’s mouth and taste any remnants of Kevin there. Within seconds, the kiss turned desperate and Nick crawled from under Kevin’s weight onto the floor, covering Howie like a blanket.

"Nick had just given you ten more minutes when you’d knocked," Kevin announced as he laid back and roughly palmed his erection. "I said fuck it, that you weren’t coming and we shouldn’t have to wait for you, but he knew you’d see the light."

Brian turned to AJ who nodded. While AJ had seen Kevin’s point, that they never waited, and if they did, nothing compared to how long they’d waited tonight, but at the same time it had been ages since they’d dealt with someone’s ‘first’ and Brian deserved the respect. The respect that they at least give him a chance to really realize what he’d signed up for. They could remember how hesitant both Kevin and Howie were when they first caved, and considering those events had happened years and years ago, Brian deserved a little bit of leeway to deal with the end of an era.

Gone was his bragging rights that he’d been the only one not to cave. Gone was his superiority to be held over the rest of them. Brian had been brought down to their level and AJ understood that was going to be a hard blow for Brian to deal with.

Not to mention that AJ was aware of the fact that Nick had never fully outgrown the crush he’d had on Brian when he was sixteen and he would walk on water for him. Still. To this day. Despite Brian’s wife and son, Nick held Brian on a pedestal that none of the rest of them could ever even dare to compete with. No matter how hard Kevin tried.

Brian looked down and gasped. Nick’s hand had made it’s way into Howie’s jeans and he was leisurely stroking him. AJ sighed and rest his forehead on Brian’s shoulder. "Nickolas Gene Carter. Stop jerking Howie off right this instant."


Howie chuckled into the kiss while Nick whimpered in frustration. "But..." Nick started to say. He was cut off by Kevin.

"No. It’s not Howie’s turn." Nick looked up to where Kevin was watching them. Their eyes met and they held a silent conversation between them. Nick extracted his hand from where it had been resting in Howie’s underwear and traced Kevin’s lip with a finger that was wet from Howie’s pre-come. Kevin darted his tongue out and drew Nick’s finger into his mouth. Kevin had been about to change his mind when he looked up to see Brian and AJ engaged in a sensuous kiss. He whimpered and shook his head. "It’s not Howie’s turn Nicky."

"He’s right, it’s your turn." Howie said, sucking on Nick’s throat. "You went last last night..."

"He went last," AJ said, breaking the kiss with Brian, "because he caved last night."

"And the night before that..." Howie pointed out.

Brian chuckled. "And the night before that."

Nick only shrugged and smirked. "What can I say, I have no patience."

Kevin shook his head and climbed down on the floor next to Nick and Howie. "I don’t think it’s that at all. I know for a fact that you can hold out much longer than anyone. I think you’re just a slut and you love being our little whore."

Nick whimpered and let his head fall back. His eyes closed and his body trembled with anticipation. "Yeah," he said with a half moan-half chuckle. "I really do."

"Maybe if you’re really nice," AJ said as he led Brian across the room to where their three friends were already comfortable on the floor, "maybe Brian will..."

"No," both Brian and Nick protested. Nick shook his head. "We haven’t changed things this long, we’re not going to now." Nick extracted himself from his embrace with Howie and Kevin so that he was facing Brian. His stomach fluttered nervously and he felt an excitement flow through his veins. He had to take a few deep, cleansing breaths to prepare himself. When he was ready he gave a quick nod. "Undress me."

The rules were like this, whoever went last the night before went first the next night. Usually, if you went last, it meant you had caved, so unless you caved again you had a first go at the person who DID cave. If the person who had caved the night before caved again, first rights went to the person who had gone second last. The ‘next’ was chosen by the person in front of them. So with Nick going first, he would choose who went second. Brian would come last. If there was any chance at him coming before his turn, they had a drawer with five very distinct cock rings to assist in the prevention of his orgasm. Sometimes they didn’t make it on time, but those times were very few and far between. When that happened, not only did they have to continue, but they weren’t afforded the luxury of coming again.

Unless someone took pity on them and plead their case, which was usually what happened, as side deals were always made at any possible time. None could remember who had started the game, or how the rules had been agreed upon and set in stone, but they had been playing it for over nine years now, since Nick had turned sixteen and it was how it had always been. The game didn’t stop for wives, girlfriends, boyfriends or anyone else beyond the five of them. They may have had to ‘pause’ the game for various reasons, but never had the possibility of them stopping all together crossed their minds.

"Suck me," Nick instructed. He had a firm hold of his cock in his hand and stroked it a few times until a pearl of white liquid escaped the tip.

Brian licked his lips and nodded, eyes focused solely on Nick’s straining erection. Within seconds, Nick was buried in the wet heat of Brian’s mouth as his best friend sucked and licked every inch of him. He felt the tip nudge against the back of Brian’s throat and yelped as a single finger slid it’s way through his ass cheeks. Brian inserted one, then two fingers, fucking Nick while working diligently on his cock.

Nick didn’t want to come that way. He looked over to see AJ, Kevin and Howie all watching in rapture. Kevin’s hand had already made it into his jeans and he was stroking himself leisurely, enjoying the show. Howie leaned in to kiss AJ, their tongues doing a pornographic dance as their hands too began to wander.

"Please..." Nick whimpered. His body was covered in a sheen layer of sweat and he was trembling. As much as he loved the way Brian would lightly scrape his teeth down the underside of his cock, how he managed to hollow out his cheeks so much that the blow job hurt as much as it was pleasurable and how he could time the thrust of his fingers just perfectly with when he would swallow around him, it wasn’t what he wanted. He wanted Brian inside of him. Fucking him. Owning him.

"Please what," Brian whispered, breathing heavily. He crawled up Nick’s body and kissed him desperately.

"Fuck me. Undress yourself, and fuck me." Nick scratched at Brian’s shirt and pants. "Fuck me, fuck me ....fuck me."

There was something in Nick’s eyes that Brian couldn’t recognize, something he wasn’t sure he’d ever seen before. He looked over his shoulder to see AJ and Howie watching them, knowing smirks on their faces. "What?"

AJ shook his head, he wasn’t going to answer.


Brian looked at Howie and tried again. Nick was still scrambling to undress him. "What?"

"Nicky seems to enjoy having you at his mercy. Usually it’s you fucking him, but on YOUR terms. Now he can make you do it any way he wants and you have to. It’s his big chance to.."

"Shut up," Nick growled. He laid Brian back and stripped him of his pants, gasping at the lack of underwear underneath. Brian’s cock was full, a dark angry colour and looked more delicious than Nick could ever remember. Before he could stop himself, he leaned down and slid it as far into his mouth as he could manage.

Brian’s eyes slammed shut and his head rolled back. He arched his hips and instinctively started to thrust into Nick’s mouth, fucking his face steadily. Nick bobbed his head up and down furiously, swirling his tongue around the head and into the slit at the top, disappointed when Kevin interrupted.

"Nicky, focus." Kevin said, kissing Nick softly. He could see how overwhelmed the blonde was and knew that he needed to be grounded, just a little. "Focus."

"But.." Nick leaned into Kevin’s embrace. Most of the time, when they were together, it was Brian in control. Brian dominant and Nick taking whatever Brian gave him. And it wasn’t that Nick didn’t enjoy his time with Brian, but it wasn’t always how he wanted it. Brian was gentle, loving, tender. Brian liked to take his time and tease Nick, draw it out and make him beg for it. Sometimes Nick just wanted Brian to flip him over, spread him open and fuck him until they were both gasping for breath. Sometimes Nick wanted Brian to take him so hard, so fast that if he bled, he bled and who cared if he couldn't sit for a week or two. But Brian wouldn’t ever do that. Nick had watched him with AJ and Howie sometimes, and it was never a problem for them, but with Nick it was different.

Kevin and Brian didn’t fuck. Never had, and surprisingly never would. Blow jobs, hand jobs and kissing were one thing, but never had they crossed that final line. It was something that Nick and Kevin had discussed on many occasions, and Kevin stood firm with his position. It didn’t matter how hot Nick thought it would be, and how often he would beg him to change his mind just so he could watch it instead of fantasizing about it. Kevin wouldn’t.

"I want it hard. Like really hard.." Nick whimpered, nuzzling Kevin’s throat. "I don’t want to be able to sit for a fucking week."

"You know he won’t do that," Kevin said looking at Brian. Just as he expected, Brian shook his head.

"He has to," Nick protested. And Nick was right. No matter how much Brian didn’t want to do it, he would. He would because they never said no, unless it was something hieneously unmentionable and a vote was needed to be taken. But this wasn’t anything that Brian couldn’t do, he just wouldn’t. "Maybe you can help him."

Kevin nodded. A visual of him sliding in behind Brian, guiding his hips harder and faster into Nick’s body, their own bodies pressed together so tightly that they could be one. The feel of Brian’s ass against his cock, Brian’s back against his chest. Nick struggling beneath them, crying out in painful passion. "Yeah, I’ll help him."

Nick turned to Brian and kissed him. "I want you to fuck me hard," he said against Brian’s mouth. "I know you can, because I’ve seen you sometimes, when you fuck AJ that hard. Make me bleed."

Brian frowned. This was his Nicky, his Frack. It had taken him longer than anyone would realize to overcome the guilty feelings he had when fantasizing about Nick. He’d loved him since the beginning, wanted him sexually almost just as long and making love to Nick was one thing, but fucking him was something entirely different. "I don’t want to hurt you." He didn’t want Nick to look at him differently when it was done. He didn’t want Nick to regret it and have it change things.

"It won’t hurt me," Nick protested. He knew that Brian meant emotionally hurt, not physically and as much as he loved how concerned Brian was, it frustrated him.

"You don’t know that. You might think that..."

"I know that I love it when Kevin does it," Nick pointed out, shocking Brian.

Brian looked at Kevin who shrugged. "You ...?"

"And I know that he loves it when I fuck him so hard there’s bruises. Little finger prints on his hips from where I’m holding onto him when I pound into him," Nick continued. "And AJ. I don’t know how many times I’ve asked him to tie me to the bed and hold me down so he can fuck me harder. I want this, and I want this from you. I’ve waited too fucking long, and now you have to."

Brian threw a pleading look over his shoulder and was surprised to see the looks of disbelief on AJ and Howie’s faces.

"Are you fucking kidding me Rok?" AJ asked.

"Maybe we were wrong," Howie said with a snort. "Maybe you are just that dumb." When Brian didn’t react, Howie continued. "He’s been wanting this for years. Years. And for some reason, you just haven’t understood the fact that he’s grown up. And trust me, he’s done a hell of a lot of worse things than what we do in here. You fucking him fast and hard isn’t going to put him in therapy, Brian."

"But..."

"No buts cousin," Kevin smiled. "D’s right. This is on the tamer side of what Nick likes, trust me."

Nick chuckled and crawled over Brian, laying him down. "Maybe some day, I’ll get out my cuffs and whip and let you really get a crack at my ass. But for now, just fuck me."

Brian nodded. He kissed Nick softly, sweetly until finally he couldn’t stall any longer. "Fine. Whatever you want Nicky." Brian looked at Kevin who was still watching in rapture. There was something in his cousin’s eyes that he couldn’t ignore, something that caused for a chill to travel up and down his spine. "Help me?"

Kevin’s heart skipped a beat and he searched his cousin’s eyes. Briefly, he flickered his gaze onto Nick who was watching him hungrily, desperately. Nick nodded and Kevin gave both blondes a smile. "Okay."


Brian knew that this would be his only opportunity to top for the evening. Both AJ and Howie were most definitely going to be fucking him, and Brian fought to hold on to his self control. He couldn’t come, but at the same time, there was no way that fucking Nick hard and fast, while Kevin helped him wasn’t going to make him come.

Nick leaned up and took Brian’s mouth in a gentle yet demanding kiss. "I want you to come inside of me," he whispered. "I know you’re not allowed, but ...I get to go first, and I want you to fuck me hard and then feel you come inside of me."

"Inside you?" Kevin asked, a knowing smirk on his face. Brian looked from his cousin to his best friend, slightly confused. He was even more confused by the way Nick’s cheeks darkened.

"Or on me. What I really want is to feel Brian come in me without the condom, so I can feel it, but I’ll take what I can get."


Brian whimpered and felt his cock react at the thought. Although it only had happened a handful of times, he loved the feel of being inside of Nick with nothing between them. And the thought of pulling out and coming all over Nick’s chest, or even his back and ass was a tempting thought, but he couldn’t get over the fact that things were being changed because of his reluctance to cave.

"I come last," Brian argued. He trembled as Kevin removed the remaining pieces of clothing and started to stroke his already straining erection. Instinctively, he leaned into his cousin’s embrace and tilted his mouth to catch his lips in an erotic kiss. Nick’s breath caught in his throat and he gasped, watching these two beautiful men kiss. It was so wrong, yet at the same time so fucking beautiful it took his breath away.

Everything about Brian and Kevin being together was right in Nick’s eyes, yet despite his consistent efforts, this was pretty much the extent to the show he was afforded. On one particularly generous night, Nick’s twenty first birthday if Nick recalled correctly, Kevin had granted Nick’s wish and sucked Brian off, only to have Brian return the favour immediately afterwards, but they would only perform like that on special occasions. Nick usually had to resign himself to enjoy kissing and occasional hand jobs, like the one Kevin was presently giving Brian.

"Yeah, but I go first and I’m telling you that you can come."

"No, he can’t," AJ moaned from the couch. Howie had effectively pinned him down and was sucking him enthusiastically, head bobbing with fast, furious purpose.

"Yeah, well you two aren’t supposed to be fucking either, but you are. So Brian gets to come with me, that’s final."

"Fine," Howie said pulling off of AJ. The two men shared stern glares until finally AJ relented and sighed.


"Whatever."

"Fine," Howie repeated himself. He turned to flash Nick and Brian a coy smirk. "But when he’s done with you, he gets a cock ring until WE say he can come again."


Brian wasn’t so sure about that. He wasn’t guaranteed to come again, and knowing how well he’d be fucked by AJ and Howie, he wasn’t sure if it would be worth holding off on the orgasm later, just to get off with Nick. Brian met Nick’s eyes and saw promise in their blue depths. Nick would look out for him, Brian was sure of it. As if to punctuate his thoughts, Nick leaned in and licked at Brian’s ear.

"It’s okay, I’ll take care of you. I promise, it’ll be worth it."

"So, do we have a deal?" Howie asked.

Brian nodded. Nick and Kevin nodded soon after.

"On your knees," Kevin instructed. Brian shook his head.

"No, I want him on his back."

Nick pouted and leaned up so that he was resting on his elbows. "Nuh, uh.. No fair. You promised..."

Brian leaned in and smiled wickedly as he bit Nick’s nose playfully. "You want me to fuck you fast and hard. So hard you’ll be feeling it for a week. If I’m going to do it, I’m going to do it my way."

Nick turned his head to see the expression on AJ’s face, not surprised at all to see his jaw had dropped. A look of jealousy was etched on his face and Nick’s body was alive with excitement. Brian could do whatever he wanted to him in that moment and Nick wouldn’t care. "Okay."

In a move that surprised Kevin, Nick hooked his foot around Kevin’s thigh, indicating that he wanted him close. Kevin’s stomach rolled a few times and he leaned down. "What’s up?" The endearment ‘Baby’ was on the tip of his tongue and he fought not to say it.

"He’s going to fuck me." That thought was just hitting Nick now. He still couldn’t believe it.

"I know, you okay?"

Nick nodded and licked his lips nervously. He ran a trembling hand through his hair and took a deep, cleansing breath. He didn’t have any type of defined relationship with Kevin, especially since Kevin was married and Nick was in love with Brian, but what they did have meant a lot to him and he didn’t want what was about to happen to affect that. "Yeah." Kevin moved to pull away when Nick pulled him back down. "Are you okay?"

Howie watched the exchange between Nick and Kevin in silence. It was uncomfortable because they were intruding on something that was very intimate and private, but at the same time he felt awed to be a part of it. They all knew what was going on between the oldest and youngest member of the group, had known about it for years, but it was unspoken, and for the most part ignored. And up until this moment, most of the more tender moments were shared behind closed doors. But watching the interaction take place, it was obvious that Nick felt more for Kevin than even he realized, and Kevin felt more for Nick than he would ever admit to.

Kevin looked at Brian who was watching him through patient, kind eyes. Kevin focused his attention back to Nick and nodded. "I know how long you’ve wanted this."

Nick’s eyes flickered to Brian’s and he saw surprise there. Nick blushed and buried his face in Kevin’s throat. "Shhh."

"It’s okay Nicky," Brian said, joining into the intimate moment. He leaned forward to softly kiss Kevin, smiling against his cousin’s mouth as he felt Nick tremble and gasp beneath them. Nick whimpered and leaned up, nuzzling Kevin’s jaw with his nose. When Brian broke the kiss with Kevin, he leaned down and followed suit with Nick, allowing the blonde to taste his lover on his tongue. Finally, it was time and Brian pulled away.


Kevin held a condom in his hand. "Come on him or in him?"

Brian and Nick locked eyes. At the same time they answered "on".

Seconds later, Kevin sheathed Brian in a condom and was helping to guide him to Nick’s entrance.

Kevin swallowed Nick’s gasp as he took the blonde in a deeply passionate kiss. Brian pushed in steadily, not stopping until he was forced to do so by their bodies meeting.

"Fuck him," Nick pleaded. Kevin knew Nick was talking to him and referring to Brian. He shook his head.

"You know I can’t."

"Won’t," Nick argued. His breath caught as Brian shifted and slid in deeper.

"Can’t," Brian agreed with his cousin. The two shared another kiss until they saw Nick’s eyes flutter shut and a smile grace his lips.

"Then fuck me."

"Brian’s fucking you," Kevin pointed out. Nick shook his head.

"Both of you." Nick arched his back and whimpered as Brian pulled out and pushed back in sharply. Kevin took his erection in hand and began stroking himself.

"I can’t, not if Brian’s going to fuck you like you want to be fucked," Kevin leaned down to kiss Nick’s mouth sweetly. "Just enjoy it, Baby." He let the endearment slip out that time, pleased when no one called attention to it. "Don’t worry about me, I can take care of myself." Kevin exchanged a look with Brian and nodded his head, Brian could start.

Nick was about to protest when he felt Brian’s hands tighten on his hips. They shared one last kiss before Brian positioned himself on his knees, giving himself better leverage before starting to thrust into Nick’s body with sheer determination.

It was rough. Hard. Fast. Violent. Everything that Nick had begged Brian for but didn’t think he would ever get. Nick held onto Brian’s biceps in a tight hold, his legs firmly resting on Brian’s shoulders. All he could do was arch his back, close his eyes and hold on for the ride, while Brian manipulated his body with precision that was awe inspiring. Every thrust felt amplified, every touch electric. Sweat dripped off of Brian’s body onto Nick’s while everyone in the room quickly disappeared except for the two of them.

AJ and Howie exchanged knowing smirks. "I’ll flip you for it,’ AJ whispered. Howie shook his head.

"You cheat." AJ’s smirk told Howie everything he needed to know. "You fuck him, I’ll suck him." Howie offered.

"You fuck him, I’ll suck him," AJ argued.

Howie leaned in to lick AJ’s lips. "I’ll fuck him first while you suck him, then when I come, you can fuck him and I’ll suck him. And then when you’ve come ..."

"Maybe we’ll let him come," AJ finished.

"Maybe," Howie agreed. They both knew that if they didn’t let Brian come, Nick would have recovered sufficiently by then and he would let Brian come. They would take the night as it came.

Nick’s yell brought them back to the events currently taking place and they were surprised to see how overwhelmed Nick looked. His eyes were opened wide and he was looking at Kevin, his lower lip trembling and his eyes full of unshed tears.

It was more than Nick could take. Brian was relentless. His whole body was tight and starting to ache. Nick had never felt better in his entire life. He desperately wanted to come, but he wanted to hold off until Brian came. "Please ..." He begged. "Come Rok, come for me..."

"Almost ....there ..." Brian grunted. Nick was clenching around him, his whole body was trembling so much that it was making the angle he was aiming at difficult. But Brian continued. Kevin was at his side, whispering words of reassurance and comfort, occasionally leaning in to cover Brian’s mouth with his own, kissing him with a hunger Brian had never known before. He’d always been aware of Kevin’s feelings for Nick, and on a deeper level, was aware of Nick’s feelings for him, but never had Brian realized that Nick’s feelings for him had affected his relationship with Kevin.

"You’re doing so fucking good," Kevin encouraged. Brian wasn’t sure who he was talking to, him or Nick.

"Thank you so much," Brian grunted. He looked to his right to look at Kevin for a second and saw the surprise in his cousin’s eyes. "For ...letting me have him like this."

"He’s ...not mine to let," Kevin admitted softly, hoping that Nick hadn’t heard. Kevin gasped when Brian leaned in to kiss him.

"We all know he is," Brian admitted against Kevin’s mouth.

"He’s yours Brian, he always has been," Kevin confessed as he sucked Brian’s tongue into his mouth. He was vaguely aware of Nick’s eyes on them, and the fact that he probably knew exactly what they were talking about. And Kevin didn’t even want to think about what AJ and Howie were thinking in the corner.

"He’s both of ours," Brian compromised. Kevin looked down and saw love in Nick’s eyes, astonished that it was him Nick was focused on, not Brian. Nick gave a hint of a smile before moaning loudly, Brian had slammed directly into his prostate.

"Fuck, I’m going to come," Brian warned. He quickly pulled out of Nick, relishing the whimper that resulted. Nick’s legs fell from Brian’s shoulders and Brian quickly pulled the condom off, disposing it in the garbage that had been conveniently placed next to the couch. With one hand, Brian propped himself up over Nick’s body and began to stroke his throbbing erection. He looked at Kevin who was watching in awe. "Come on Kev, help me out here..."

At first Kevin wasn’t sure what Brian meant. But he saw Brian’s eyes linger on his cock and then dart up to his eyes, smiling at him. Kevin moved so that he was hovering over Nick along side Brian, both men jerking themselves off over top of Nick. They shared a kiss before both leaning in to kiss Nick, taking turns licking and sucking at the corners of his mouth. Nick’s hand moved from Brian’s arms to his own cock, puling and stroking it along side Kevin and Brian.

Simultaneously, Kevin and Brian both came, aiming their exploding cocks at Nick’s chest and stomach. Nick’s hand roamed to his now sticky chest, gathering up their juice and back down to his erection, using it as lubrication. It took mere minutes for Nick to join them with his orgasm, shouting out loudly and trembling violently.

Brian felt someone slide in behind him. The cock ring was in place before he had a chance to object. Looking over his shoulder, Howie was smiling wickedly at him.

You came, but not completely. We’ve still got plans for you."

Brian whimpered, licking the sweat from his upper lip.

AJ crawled over Nick, lapping playfully at his come covered chest. He gave the head of Nick’s cock a few generous licks and followed suit with Kevin’s cock, sucking the head directly into his mouth.

"Give me a second," Brian pleaded, trying to catch his breath. AJ clucked his tongue on the roof of his mouth.

"No. Now."

With easy hands, they laid Brian down on his back and Howie grabbed a condom from the floor. He slid it onto his erection, stroked his shaft a few times and spread Brian’s legs, sliding into place. "Aje?" Howie said, getting his best friend’s attention. He offered AJ two fingers to suck, pulling them out when they were sufficiently wet. Using those two fingers, Howie prepared Brian until he was whimpering and moaning, begging for release.

As Howie sunk deep into Brian’s body, AJ sank deep on Brian’s cock. They worked in tandem, working Brian to an even greater state of frenzy than he was already feeling.

Kevin watched AJ and Howie tease and play with his cousin, his mouth began to water and he felt his cock harden. He wanted to fuck someone, and knowing how sore Nick would be at that moment, the blonde was definitely out of the picture. He saw the way Howie’s back had arched, the curve of his spine and smiled, crawling in behind him.

There was a pressure at his back and Howie knew instantly it was Kevin. Nick was still laying boneless, watching them through hazy eyes. He would probably be done for the rest of the evening, as the emotional aspect of Brian’s fuck had most likely caught up with him. Howie knew instantly what Kevin wanted and he shifted, opening himself up for Kevin.


"Easy, D," Kevin warned as he prepared himself and placed himself at Howie’s entrance. "Lift a bit."

Howie did as he was told and at Kevin’s guidance, he lowered himself on Kevin’s cock. He shuddered at the sensation of being inside of Brian, but having Kevin inside of him. Howie’s whole body was trembling.

Brian twitched, causing for his ass to clench around Howie’s cock. It was almost too much for Howie to take. Looking up, Brian saw Kevin sucking enthusiastically at the back of Howie’s neck and Brian started to thrust against Howie, wanting to bring him to orgasm. Brian wasn’t stupid, he still had AJ to go through before he was allowed to come, if he was allowed to come. Judging by the way Nick was watching him, studying him, licking his lips and practically growling, Brian didn’t think he had anything to worry about.

Howie leaned forward, nudging AJ out of the way. "Almost there Aje... Just need to ..."

AJ nodded, it was nearly his turn. Howie was about to come, and if it wasn’t from fucking Brian, it would be because Kevin was reaming him steadily, pounding him so hard that they were practically moving across the bus’ carpeted floor. Thankfully they had put a blanket down before they started, or Brian would have a nasty case of rug burn in the morning.

Howie came first. He leaned down to cover Brian’s mouth with his own and kissed him long and hard, practically devouring him whole. His whole body trembled and Kevin fought not to let Howie take him with him. With each shudder that wracked Howie’s body, Kevin thrust in deeper, harder, faster, prolonging his climax to the point where Howie was whimpering and moaning desperately.

AJ watched closely and saw Howie’s now limp cock slide out of Brian’s body. He pulled Brian out from underneath the two men, careful not to disrupt Kevin’s rhythm. Brian’s body was limp, nearly like a rag doll and AJ licked his lips as he bent him over the couch. They were on their knees on the floor, Brian’s upper body resting comfortably on the cushions. AJ was already ready and waiting. Thanks to Howie’s preparation, AJ slid into Brian’s body without any resistance. He began a fast, demanding pace almost instantly. Looking to his side, he could see Kevin still working Howie, the smaller man scratching desperately on the carpet, his face a mask of pleasurable pain. Kevin was almost at his orgasm. Kevin could taste the pleasure, bubbling incessantly under his skin, dancing over every muscle of his body, igniting every nerve.

It took two words, whispered hoarsely to completely unravel him.

"God ....please ...."

It was an echo, both Nick and Howie making the same pleading sounds, begging shamelessly. Both Kevin and AJ looked over at Nick who was watching both couples hungrily, before looking down at Howie who had his lip caught between his teeth.

Kevin came. Long and hard with a booming howl. He didn’t stop moving for a second.

AJ sped up his thrusts, working Brian frantically. He’d seen too much, felt and heard even more. It was desperate, hungry, erotic and something in the air had changed that night. With Brian’s compliance, and the proof of his faults, that he too was capable of caving under the pressure of carnal desires, something in each touch, each word felt magical that night.

AJ came with a soft moan and a rough bite to Brian’s shoulder. Brian’s body rested limply against the couch, his pulse racing and his body still wound tight.


The room was silent save for the laboured breathing of all five men.

Until Nick’s voice echoed in their ears. "Aje, move for a sec."

AJ peeled himself off of Brian’s back and collapsed on the floor, still needing to catch his breath. Brian protested as Nick flipped him over and nudged him so that he was laying on the couch.

"Fuck ..." Brian whimpered, it was too much.

"Shhh," Nick tried to soothe his best friend. He carefully removed the cock ring and softly licked a path from the root of Brian’s cock to the tip. Brian’s shrieked yelp echoed through the bus, catching the attention of Kevin, Howie and AJ.

It didn’t take long for Nick to suck Brian to orgasm, his tongue dancing deliciously over the hot, velvety hardness of Brian’s cock.

Brian had tears in his eyes and a smile on his face. His whole body felt as if it was one, massive, open nerve ending and he trembled as he felt Nick’s head rest on his stomach. Slowly, he brought his hand up to run his fingers through Nick’s blonde, damp hair, stroking his scalp affectionately.

Nick’s pulse was racing. The night had gone much differently than he’d expected and now he was faced with a few realizations, ones he’d practically forced himself not to think about for fear of their consequences. Nick closed his eyes and waited for his breathing to return to normal. Brian’s touch was comforting on his scalp and face and he tried to lose himself in the feel of their bodies pressed together. It was the hand on his back, and the gentle kiss pressed to his bare shoulder that caused for Nick to open his eyes and turn his head. Kevin was standing above him, eyes soft and kind. Kevin leaned down to press a kiss to his temple, before repeating the action on Brian’s forehead.

Kevin took a shower and headed to his bunk. He was exhausted yet sated and the smile still graced his lips.

Following soon after had been Howie and then AJ, both bidding their good nights before showering and also heading to bed. It left Brian and Nick, still naked, still pressed together. Still awake in each others’ arms.

"I’ll always love you," Brian admitted finally. He pressed a kiss to the top of Nick’s head and smiled at the way the blonde tightened his hold on him.

"Me too."

"It’s okay to love him," Brian whispered. Nick froze for a second but Brian didn’t apologize. He knew he didn’t have to.

"It wasn’t supposed to be like that." Nick closed his eyes and hoped that Brian couldn’t feel his heart beating as rapidly as it was. It wasn’t supposed to be like that, but somehow, some way, it had turned out like that. And Nick was so used to loving Brian, being in love with Brian and pining away for him that it felt almost like ...cheating, if he let himself feel for Kevin what he felt for him. A small part of him was still waiting for Brian to see him as more than his best friend that he sometimes fucked.

Deep down, he knew that day would never come, but he couldn’t let the dream die as quickly.

"But it is like that, isn’t it?"

Nick nodded and swallowed thickly. "Yeah."

"He loves you so much Nicky."

"I know." Nick did know, because he knew how much it hurt Kevin to see Nick with Brian, but he still didn’t stop him. He would never let Nick know just how much it hurt, because he knew how much Nick loved Brian.

"And you love him too."

Nick nodded again. He did love him. More than he’d intended to, and more than he had ever let Kevin know.

"You can’t wait for me ..." Brian admitted. It hurt having to tell Nick this, but he couldn’t return Nick’s feelings. He loved his wife, loved his son and despite what happened on the bus, he didn’t plan on leaving them.

"I know."

Brian looked into Nick’s eyes, something meaningful passed between them. An understanding.

"Go to him."

Nick wanted to protest, but he realized he couldn’t. Wouldn’t. Even though he was laying there in Brian’s arms, Brian’s attention focused solely on him, his mind was on Kevin. Wondering what Kevin was thinking, what he was feeling and if he was as upset or hurt as Nick hoped he wasn’t.

"I’m sorry," Nick whispered. Brian smiled and shook his head as he smoothed back Nick’s hair.

"You have nothing to be sorry for."

Nick leaned up, kissed Brian’s lips chastely and sat up. He took a deep, calming breath and headed to the small, makeshift bathroom. Ten minutes later, he emerged just as naked but considerably cleaner. He heard Brian snicker and turned his attention to the couch where Brian was still lounging comfortably.

"What?"

Brian shook his head, smiling affectionately at the blonde. "Good night Nicky."

Nick’s lips curled into a shy grin. "Night Brian."

Nick made a stop at his bunk and pulled out a towel, quickly drying himself off. As pleased as Kevin would be with his appearance, he would be just as annoyed at how he was still dripping wet. And the bunk wasn’t big enough for a wet spot. He heard the small door to the bathroom close and knew Brian had gone in for his shower. The roll of his stomach that Nick expected never came. Instead, he focused his attention on the bunk at the far end of the narrow walkway, the one he knew Kevin was currently laying in. That was when he felt the familiar roll of his stomach and he smiled.

Quietly, Nick climbed into Kevin’s bunk, pleased to see his back falling and rising erratically. It meant he was still awake. "Hey," he whispered.

Kevin turned around, facing Nick. The surprise was evident in his eyes. "Hey." Kevin was practically trembling, he was so nervous. "What’s up?"

"Move over, make room."

Kevin was confused, Nick could see that but he followed Nick’s request, moving further back into the bunk. When they were comfortable, Nick rest his head on Kevin’s chest. He tangled their hands together at Kevin’s navel.

Kevin had a thousand questions rolling around in his head but he couldn’t voice a single one. He wanted to ask why Nick was there with him and not out in the lounge with Brian, but he didn’t want to know. He didn’t want to question it because the important thing was that Nick WAS there with him. And not Brian. He wanted to know why Nick would barely let him go more than two feet away while he was with Brian, as if he could only do it with Kevin at his side. Kevin was curious as to what it meant, but he refused to ask.

Fortunately, he didn’t have to.

"I love him, I always have."

Kevin’s chest constricted and he closed his eyes. It was a battle to keep his breathing regular, but he did it. "I know."

"But, I’m not in love with him anymore."

This was news to Kevin. It gave him hope. "Oh?"

Nick looked up and pressed his lips against Kevin’s. "Yeah. Haven’t been in a while. Didn’t realize it until ..."

"Until?" Kevin dared to hope and cursed himself for doing so. He was only setting himself up for disappointment.

"Until I saw the hurt in your eyes and felt guilty, guilty for wanting him. Guilty for hurting you. I was laying in his arms and thinking about you."

It was a first, and it shocked Nick as much as it was shocking Kevin. They shared a smile.

Silence fell over them and they allowed themselves to relax in each others’ embrace. Kevin could feel Nick’s breathing start to even out and he knew the blonde was falling asleep. He kissed the spot behind Nick’s ear and smiled against his skin.

"I can’t believe he caved though."

Nick chuckled, half asleep. "I know."

"We were really easy on him tonight." Kevin knew it was because it was Brian’s first time. He had gotten off a lot lighter than had it been Nick or AJ, or even himself or Howie. Kevin’s eyes flickered down and he saw Nick’s lips curl into a menacing smirk. Kevin felt his stomach roll in excitement.

"I know. I can’t wait until next time. He won’t know what hit him."

Finis


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