Title:Getting Down To Business Author:Jules Part:1/1 Series:2/5 of Letterboys in Love (Sub series of Fetish) Feedback:Yes Please - mailto:slash_me_baby@yahoo.com Backstories of Fetish: http://boyslash.just-in-dreams.com/jules.htmlor http://boybandfantasies.homestead.com/JulesStories.htmlor http://www.allihave.net/tangobaby44/fiction/julesseries.htm Backstories of LIL: http://boyslash.just-in-dreams.com/jules.htmlor http://boybandfantasies.homestead.com/JulesStories.html Rating:NC-17 Pairing:Letterboys (AJ/JC) Warning: Slash warning, bigroupal warning. Schmoop warning. Disclaimer:This is all fiction for entertainment purposes. I,m not assuming anything. Getting Down to Business by Jules It had been a week since that night at Stages. The night that JC had made an off handed remark about wanting to be able to dance with another guy in public without it bringing in Entertainment Tonight along with a ground breaking press conference, explaining to the world that no, not all boy band members are straight. But also, that they weren,t the stereotypical homosexual. A week of pure bliss and happiness. Well sort of. AJ and JC had spent every night alternating between each other,s houses, going home only for a few essentials to tide them over for a day or so. They were taking things surprisingly slow, but neither really felt the pressure to speed anything up. They would wake up in the morning, shower ...separately as it happened, have something for breakfast and then head to the studio. They didn,t always leave at the same time, the Boys having other things they had to prepare before wrapping it up to send to production and marketing and JC working with Tony to set things up similarly to how he,d done it on his web site. One would leave a voice mail on the other,s cell phone, indicating who,s house they would be at that night and they would meet up, sometimes well after midnight where they would talk until they fell asleep, only to start the whole process over the next day. As he cooked a celebratory dinner, AJ realized that this was possibly the healthiest relationship he,d ever been in. Thinking about JC, he felt a smile break on his face and his stomach fluttered. He,d told the older man more about himself than he ever thought possible. Things he,d only ever shared with the other guys before. Things that he,d never thought anyone outside their core group would understand. And with patient eyes and an encouraging smile, JC was there listening. Showing how much he did care about him, and that wasn,t something that AJ was used to. Girls using him for money, that he understood. Girls using him to further their own careers, that he could identify with. But someone to want him, Alexander James McLean, and only him, well that sort of wigged him out a little. At first he wasn,t sure what to do or say, that first morning they,d woken up together slightly awkward. He,d woken up first, unsure of where that left them. Just as he was slipping out of the bed, a full bladder calling him to the bathroom, he felt JC,s arm tighten around him to hold him in place. "Now, I know you,re not sneaking out on me Alex." JC,s voice was thick with sleep, his eyes still closed. AJ had felt his morning wood throb, heightened by the fact that he had to go to the bathroom and paused, holding his breath. "Gotta piss." JC gave him a sleepy smile, his eyes still closed tightly as if to fight off waking up any further. AJ couldn,t help but lean down and place a soft kiss on his lips, sighing as the older man giggled and scrunched up his nose shyly. "Good morning." JC whispered, his eyes opening for the first time. AJ found himself staring into their blue depths and forgot all about his need to go to the bathroom, covering his mouth entirely in a passionate kiss. They rolled so that JC was on top of him, their mouths still joined. AJ,s hands roamed down JC,s back and under his shirt, feeling the warmth of his skin. He felt a pressure against his bladder, JC,s hip heavy on his side. "Fuck..." AJ moaned, rolling them back over so he could get back off the bed. He jumped up and ran for the bathroom, leaving JC to watch in a state of confusion and amusement.

		"What,s wrong?" "I,m gonna fucking piss myself if I don,t get there now." AJ had called from the bathroom, causing JC to erupt into laughter. Once he was finished in the bathroom, AJ sprinted back into the bedroom, leaping from the middle to the room to land in the middle of the bed, almost on top of JC. From there, they had spent the rest of the day in bed, continuing their conversation and getting to know each other as much as they could. AJ had phoned Nick and Kevin to explain that he wasn,t going to be available that day and to leave him alone. And now, a week later they had fallen into a comfortable existence with one another and AJ still had to wonder how he,d gotten so lucky, finding someone as beautiful and special as JC. As much as JC assured him that he wasn,t going anywhere, AJ was still waiting for the bubble to burst and the dream to shatter. The buzzer for the chicken caccitore sounded and AJ pulled it out of the oven, peeling back the aluminum cover he,d placed on it. Once he was happy with it, he set it back in the oven open faced to let the cheese on the top brown slightly. JC would be home in less than an hour and by then everything would be ready. It was the final day in the studio for JC, the CD completed and ready for production. After talking with a few people, JC had settled on printing only 5000 copies the first time, seeing how well they sold. If they did well, he could up his order and meet whatever demand there was for it. That was fine with him, and as he,d left that morning for the studio, AJ had seen a spring in his step that he,d never seen before. JC,s excitement was contagious, but at the same time, his anxiety was as well. AJ had been on edge all day, nervous as hell for his boyfriend. But he had to admit, the fact that JC was his boyfriend, that they had actually decided to name what was going on between them, was also part of the reason he was so jittery. While he was at his house alone, left to his own thoughts, AJ decided to plan a whole evening of celebration for his boyfriend. Everything had been thought of, from the good china to eat off of, to the candles and flowers in the centre of the table to the jazz playing softly in the background. He,d taken a few of JC,s favourite CDs and put them on random, knowing that the older man would appreciate the little things that he,d thought of. By the time he,d heard the front door open, the wine was on the table chilling, the pasta and chicken ready to be served and the garlic bread just being pulled from the oven. Everything was perfect and AJ held his breath, praying that everything went as well as he,d hoped it had. When he saw JC enter the kitchen, a giant smile on his face AJ let out the breath he was holding, thankful that he seemed to be in high spirits. "Hey baby." "It,s done. I can,t believe it,s fucking done." JC threw his bag on the floor beside the kitchen,s island and hurled himself against AJ, wrapping his arms around him. AJ braced himself as they went crashing into the refrigerator, JC,s mouth finding his and starting them on a fast and furious kiss. The need to breath broke them apart and it was then that AJ was afforded the opportunity to look into JC,s eyes, to see exactly how much producing and recording that had affected him. He was truly shining, and AJ thought he was beautiful. "I,m so proud of you Jayce. I knew you could do it." AJ cupped JC,s face in his hand, looking deep into his eyes. "I want you to hear it. I have a final copy of it... I burned one ..." JC felt his heart racing and hands trembling. He,d never been so nervous in his life, this his moment of truth. Each of the 12 songs on this CD were his. Entirely. He,d written the lyrics, composed the music and put it all together, by himself. There had been a few instances that he,d asked Nick and Kevin, and even Tony for some assistance, but for the most part, it was him. Heart, mind and soul. What he needed was assurance that it wasn,t garbage, that it wasn,t a waste of time and effort on his part. And he wanted AJ to listen to it, to be honest with him before he made the call the next day to go into production. His words were cut off by AJ,s mouth on his. When AJ pulled away his eyes were warm and his smile wide. "I,d love to baby. I,m honoured." And he was. The emotion that was in JC,s eyes, the way he was trembling in his arms pulled at his heart, and he kissed him again, stroking the long locks from his face. "Can I listen after dinner?" It was then that JC actually looked around and saw the bread on the counter, the pan and pot on the stove. He had been so preoccupied with the CD, with wanting to get to AJ,s to have him listen to it that he hadn,t even noticed anything else. As his eyes spanned the room, he saw the lights dimmed in the dining room and heard music playing softly. "You...?" "Congratulations baby." AJ softly kissed JC,s forehead, grabbing onto his hand and pulling him into the dining room. He heard a gasp come from the older man when what he,d done had sunk in and laughed. "What,s wrong?" JC could only shake his head, unable to believe that AJ had done all of this for him. He wasn,t used to being pampered like this, him always being the more romantic one in his relationships. No one had ever taken the time to do something so extravagant for him and he felt his heart swell considerably. "You ....for me!"

		"It,s just dinner Jayce...." "Flowers. Candles. Music. Dinner." He could barely even talk in sentences and pulled AJ near to wrap his arms around him tightly. "Thank you so much." AJ broke the embrace and sat JC down in his chair. "Just sit here baby. Pour us some wine and I,ll get dinner." Conversation during dinner was light, both men talking about their days. JC actually at one point decided that he didn,t want to talk about the studio or his CD any longer, and prompted AJ to talk about whatever he wanted. Finally, once the dinner was eaten, the wine drank and the desert devoured, JC pulled AJ to his feet and pushed him into the direction of the upstairs. A CD case was thrust in his hand and a kiss placed to his lips. "Please, I want you to listen to it and tell me what you think. Honestly." "What about the dishes?" JC shook his head. "I,ll do them. It will give you a chance to be alone and listen to it without me hovering. Whenever you,re ready, come down and get me." And so that was that. AJ headed up to his bedroom, grabbing his disc man from his bag and popped the freshly burned CD inside. He made himself comfortable on the centre of his bed and closed his eyes, waiting for the opening bars of the first song to play in his ears. Downstairs, JC fought the urge to run upstairs and grab the CD back. Either that or demand AJ tell him note by note what he thought. Instead, he washed each dish with painstaking care, focusing on anything than what AJ was doing upstairs. When he,d finished the dishes, pots and pans included and still had heard nothing, he decided to wash the counters and rearrange the cupboards. He put all of the cans and boxes in order, first according to size, and then by what was in them and then finally alphabetically. Before he knew it, over an hour had passed and still found himself alone, no sound coming from the upstairs. As much as he wanted to go up and check if AJ was okay, he knew he had to wait. He just hoped that he hadn,t but AJ to sleep, or worse yet made him jump from the window screaming. But if that had happened, he would have heard both the screaming and the crash of his body hitting the ground, so that must have been a good sign. Finally, the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs jolted JC out of the daze he was in, staring at the wall since there was nothing left for him to clean. AJ walked into the kitchen, stopping to look around. "Were you cleaning?" "An hour and a half... Finished the dishes and..." JC stammered, blushing profusely. His nerves calmed down a little when he saw the smile on AJ,s face. "Awww, you,re so cute. I,ll bet..." AJ let his voice trail off as he opened a cupboard. "Holy fuck you did it..." "What?" "I was going to joke and say I,ll bet you went through my cupboards putting everything in perfect order, but you did." He turned around and tried to stifle the laugh that was threatening. "Oh baby. Sorry it took so long..." JC shook his head, not trusting his voice to speak. He was trembling and there AJ was, standing and staring at him. Not saying anything about the CD. AJ held his hand out for him to take, and JC reached out to grab onto it. "Come upstairs with me." AJ lead him up to the master bath, knowing how badly JC wanted to know what he thought. The trouble was, he,d been trying to think for over a half an hour of what to say. How to accurately explain what he was thinking when he was listening to the songs. He,d listened to it a second time, not completely but pretty much enough of each song in hopes that the words would come to him. It had gotten to a point where he had to go down no matter what at that point, it wasn,t fair for him to keep JC waiting like that. Even if he couldn,t give the older man the answers he needed. How could he be honest with him, when he himself had no idea how to put it in words. "Where are we going?" JC asked, noticing that they were going straight through AJ,s room to the bathroom. When they entered the spacious room, his breath caught in his throat once again. The lights were dimmed and candles were scattered around the room. There was a bath run with bubbles and a single duck floating. The room smelled like vanilla and JC,s eyes were watering. Again, something that no one had ever done for him. Of course, he,d taken a bath with a lover before, but it had always been him that initiated it, and they,d always commented on how corny it was, making him feel silly and melodramatic. But this, this was beautiful. As if pulled right from a movie and set in AJ,s bathroom. The tub had more than enough room for them both to fit in, so it was the perfect setting. "Surprise baby. I thought we,d take a bubble bath together." AJ carefully undid each of JC,s buttons on his

		shirt, one at a time. He could tell that the other man was overwhelmed by the evening, and it had nothing to do with his CD. No one had ever taken the time to do this for him before and AJ was glad that he was the first. That he could pamper JC and make him feel things he,d never felt before, experience things from this side of the fence, rather than always being the one to do it for someone else. Seeing the gratitude in JC,s beautiful eyes, the wonder that someone would take the trouble to do this for him was more than enough thanks. It was only moments before AJ had removed JC,s shirt, followed by his pants and underwear. His own clothes followed suit until there was a large pile of clothes by the toilet and both men were standing chest to chest, naked. For as much as they,d done, and as far as they had gone in that week, this was the first time for both of them to see the other naked. Both men took the opportunity to openly admire the other,s body, JC even going as far as reaching out to touch AJ, feeling the younger man shiver under his exploring fingers. "You are so beautiful Alex." JC whispered, raising his hand to trace AJ,s lips, nose and then eyes. "Thank you Josh." AJ stepped in, closing the distance between them to rest his own hands on JC,s hips. He pulled them so that their chests were pressed tightly together, their bodies touching almost everywhere. At the sudden contact of skin on skin, both men groaned softly, their once flaccid members springing to life. AJ sucked in a deep breath and tried to calm himself, wanting to make it last until they,d at least had the bath. Seeing the same hunger mirrored in JC,s eyes, AJ decided it was time to get into the water. "Come on, the water,s going to get cold." AJ clasped their hands together and JC pulled him in, engulfing his mouth in an erotic kiss. "Thank you baby, for everything." "You deserve it all Josh. And more." Was AJ,s reply as he broke from the kiss and stepped into the tub that was half full of water. Once he had settled in the water, the bubbles attaching themselves to his skin immediately, JC followed, sitting in the vee of AJ,s legs. He felt those legs wrap around his waist and they both let out a sigh of contentment as they relaxed against one another. JC grabbed onto the rubber duck as AJ opted for the loofah, soaping it up generously before bringing it down to JC,s chest and scrubbing. "So, what did you think?" JC,s voice was soft, not wanting to push the younger man but needing to know at the same time. He felt AJ take a deep breath and then let it out, wondering what that meant. "I don,t know what to tell you Josh." "Oh." JC,s heart was in his throat and he instantly tensed. He knew AJ had felt it and fought against the arms that tightened around him. There had been that chance that AJ would hate it, that it would be a failure, but he hadn,t actually let himself believe it would come to that. But he could feel AJ,s discomfort and didn,t want to put him through the torture of having to tell him it sucked. "Well you know. It was a crazy idea anyways..." The resignation in JC,s voice tore at AJ,s heart. He could hear the sadness and AJ tightened his grip on the older man. "Listen to me...." He tried, realizing that JC was doing anything but. "You don,t have to say it. It,s awful.. I can tell by..." "By what? What have I said to make you think it,s awful?" AJ,s hand continued stroking the skin on JC,s chest and arm, while his face nuzzled his neck. "It,s what you didn,t say..." "Listen to me Josh..." When he was sure he had JC,s full attention, AJ continued. "I don,t want to say that I love it, because that doesn,t mean anything. I love a lot of things, but after a while it loses it,s meaning. I mean, I love peanut butter, but it,s not like I could eat it every day without getting sick of it. And I love those new shoes, but in a while there will be a pair that I love more... So to say something that cliché isn,t enough. And amazing, awesome, fantastic, brilliant are good words too, but .... Fuck Josh. It,s so much more than that. I don,t know any words that can accurately describe just how listening to this CD made me feel." JC went completely limp in AJ,s arms, not sure that he was understanding him. "What?" "God Josh. This CD. It,s phenomenal. There is so much wrapped up in these 13 songs that I don,t know how to explain it. I listen to the songs and it,s like I,m right there, inside your head. Inside your heart. And I don,t know if you intended it to be like this, but it,s like I can feel you through the music." That was what he had been going for, but JC had been afraid that he hadn,t been successful in capturing the emotion that he felt about the CD. About the songs and their meanings. Some were songs that he,d penned for the Celebrity CD but hadn,t made it because other songs were more important. Other people were more important. Some of the songs were written during their down time, when JC had nothing else to do but sit around, wondering where he was in his life and where he wanted to go. But a few, at most three, were written while he was in the studio recording and producing the older songs. They were songs that he,d written after

		seeing AJ every single day, knowing that the younger man had no idea he was there, let alone watching him. They were written specifically for the man sitting behind him, wrapped up entirely in a soapy bubble bath more adorable and lovable than he could ever imagine. And some how, some way he knew AJ knew that. "That second song?" AJ said softly, as if thinking the exact same thing JC was thinking. JC swallowed the lump in his throat, knowing what he was going to ask. "Yeah?" "Who was that for?" He couldn,t let himself believe that JC had written that song for him. It wasn,t gender specific, so in reality, he could be singing to a man and AJ hoped that it was him. It was a song about loving someone from afar, knowing that differences beyond their control kept him from admitting his love for them. The way JC trembled in his arms gave AJ the answer he was looking for. "You wrote that for me?" "Of course. God AJ, I,ve had these feelings for you for so long. And then knowing that you were down the hall from me all that time, recording ...I just couldn,t help it. I wrote it one day, the entire time, your face in my mind." He turned his neck backwards slightly so that his lips could meet AJ,s, the kiss sweet and gentle. AJ opened his mouth enough for JC,s tongue to slide in, pressing them together. When they broke, JC smiled and said, "tracks 8 and 13 as well. Those are for you too." AJ,s mind whirled back to the CD, wondering which songs JC was talking about. Sensing AJ,s hesitation, JC told him. "Beautiful Angel and Just Give Me One Night (To Show You)." AJ smiled in recognition, the smile turning into a sexy smirk in seconds. "Just one night?" "Just to show you. After that you won,t want to leave." Their mouths came together in another kiss, this one deeper and hotter than the last. AJ,s hands were busy on JC,s chest, stroking and plucking at his nipples, tracing each of the muscles on his stomach delicately. He could feel the goose bumps on JC,s skin from his appraisal and growled into his mouth, wanting to taste him all over. As his hand made it down to the patch of hair just above his groin, he felt JC,s hand already there. AJ pulled away and looked down, seeing JC,s hand already stroking his stiff erection with a precise, lazy motion that made his mouth water. "Fuck Josh.. You don,t have to do that, I was gonna get there." He whispered into JC,s ear, licking at the lobe. "I can,t stroke yours with you behind me baby, so I figured I,d play with my own instead," was JC,s answer, his free arm still wrapped around AJ,s neck behind him. AJ,s hand joined JC,s and they continued to jerk him off together, tongues battling erotically in a steamy kiss that had both of their toes curling. When AJ moved his mouth to JC,s jaw and finally the side of his throat, JC asked him again about the CD. "So, you really thought it was good?" "Baby... Fucking amazing. You have no idea how proud of you I am. And to know that three of those songs are for me, I,m honoured." Their eyes met and JC could see the honesty in AJ,s chocolate brown eyes. "I don,t think 5000 is going to be enough." "Well, we,ll deal with that when it happens. I,m just so nervous." "You have no reason to be. It,s going to fucking blow up, you,ll see." As their mouths met again, AJ shifted JC so that he was more on his lap, giving him better access to jerk him off. They both knew that this was going to be the night. They had talked the morning after they had gotten together about sex and how they didn,t want to rush things. Both admitted in previous relationships, they,d jumped right into having sex and they both wanted this to be different from all their other relationships. A new beginning and so, for that matter they,d decided to wait until the time was right. It didn,t mean that they hadn,t been intimate, just not to the point where either or both were naked. And there had been no penetration. Of any kind. But as JC was sitting in AJ,s lap, writhing uncontrollably, hands and toes curled from the pleasure that was shooting through his body and AJ,s fist was pumping furiously on JC,s erection, his lips planted firmly to the skin where JC,s jaw met his ear, there was an unspoken understanding that tonight, tonight would be the night where things would move to the next level. And both men would be lying if they didn,t say that it wasn,t foremost on their mind right then. It would take almost nothing for AJ to reposition JC on his lap, sliding his throbbing erection deep inside of the older man. The slick friction that the water and their bodies were providing them was driving him crazy, and AJ wanted nothing more than to be buried balls deep, fucking him with a precision that would have them both reaching explosive climaxes. But for now, he resigned himself to continue jerking JC off, trying to capture his mouth once again in a passionate kiss. He didn,t want their first time to be like this, desperate and clutching in the bath tub. Granted, the candles flickering, illuminating the room, the sounds of their moans and grunts echoing off of the walls mixed with the soft music playing in the background and the way that the water was clinging to their heated skin was both

		erotic and romantic, but AJ had other ideas of what their first time was going to be like. "Yeah Alex.... God baby.. So fucking good." JC moaned, thrusting into their closed fists, his head thrown back on AJ,s shoulder. He could feel AJ,s other hand stroking his chest, playing with his nipples, and the feel of the erection pressed tightly against his back was proving to be the stimulation that was going to put him over the edge. "You wanna cum Josh? You wanna cum so hard all over my hand?" AJ,s had pumped harder, his voice low and gravely in JC,s ear. The hand that had previously been resting on JC,s chest, moved down below his cock to fondle his balls. He could feel how tight they were and applied just enough pressure to feel a full body shudder to wrack JC,s lithe frame. That, and AJ grunting obscene words and phrases into JC,s ear was enough to make him crash over the edge, cumming in long spurts all over their hands and his own chest. "Fuck yeah." JC growled. His eyes had slammed shut and he was biting his lower lip, feeling the orgasm rock him from the ends of his hair to the tips of his toes. In his euphoric state, he could still sense the urgency with which AJ was grinding himself into his lower back and thus, as his body trembled uncontrollably JC rocked himself against AJ,s erection. He wanted the younger man to cum with him, to feel as good as he felt at that moment. "Almost there baby.." AJ panted, not caring that water was splashing over the side of the tub, flooding the bathroom floor. He,d felt JC start to grind on him and remembered his own need to cum. Up until that point he had been so focused on JC that he,d forgotten about himself, but now as they moved together he could feel the familiar tingling in his stomach, signaling that his own orgasm was near. "Just a little more.." JC reached around and initiated a kiss, whimpering at the force with which AJ was kissing him. He couldn,t feel anything outside of that tub, the two of them working together to get AJ off. He felt AJ jerk beneath him and accidentally bit down on his tongue. That one jolt of pain was what AJ needed to push him over the edge, and he felt a warmth coat his back, mixing with the water that had seeped between their bodies. AJ cried out in pleasure as his orgasm rocked him while JC managed a whimper, the sensation of AJ cumming under him extremely erotic. He could feel every twitch, every shudder as well as each time another load shot from his now limping cock. It was quite some time before either had recovered enough to speak, let alone withdraw from the tub. Once the plug to the bathtub had been pulled and the water drained away, both men stood on shaky legs, neither saying a word. AJ pulled the curtain around them and turned on the shower, setting it to a comfortable temperature. "To clean us up a little." He said, smiling shyly. The moment he stood up, he found himself locked in a tight embrace, his mouth held captive by JC,s in a tender kiss. "Make love to me," JC sighed into AJ,s mouth, his body molding against the younger man,s. He felt AJ harden against his lower stomach as a reflex to his words. Opening his eyes, he found that the man in question was staring at him, a mixture of lust and love in his eyes. "Are you sure?" JC answered by pulling AJ under the water, rinsing them both off quickly before shutting the shower off and stepping out onto the water soaked floor. Two towels had been placed on the toilet and JC grabbed one, wrapping them both in it tightly. They made their way to the bedroom and JC,s lips curved in a sexy smirk. "Dry off and wait there for me." AJ did as he was told, his eyes trained on his boyfriend the entire time. He watched as JC turned the sheets down and brought the candles from the bathroom into the bedroom. It wasn,t until JC was about to put some random CD into the player that he stopped and approached him. "I want to listen to this." He spoke, handing JC his disc man. "That,s my CD!" "I know." An electric heat passed between them and JC blushed, looking away nervously. "I.. I don,t..." AJ spun him around and forced him to look directly at him. "I,m serious Josh. I want to listen to you sing to me while I make love to you.." "But I could just sing..." He stopped when AJ shook his head. "You,ll be too busy screaming my name to be able to sing..." At that, JC whimpered and AJ growled, their mouths meeting in a hard kiss. When they broke apart, JC grabbed the CD and placed it in the player before pulling AJ towards the bed. The towel was discarded at the foot of the bed and both men crawled on, meeting in the middle.

		"I love you Alex." JC admitted, running his hands over AJ,s chest. He raised his eyes to meet AJ,s and paused for a moment before continuing. "I know we,ve only been together for a week but I don,t care. I do ...love you." "I love you too baby. You know when you think you,ve been in love before, but then falling in love shows you that what you thought was love before wasn,t even close?" When JC nodded in understanding AJ smiled. "And yeah. I thought I was in love before but ..it was nothing compared to this." The kiss was slow, the heat and passion building up until neither could hold on any longer and broke apart panting for breath. JC trailed his tongue down AJ,s jaw to his throat, sucking on the skin there, nipping and biting it occasionally. While JC was busy with that, AJ,s hands had trailed down their chests to where their erections were grinding against one another, taking both into his hands and stroking them. "How do you want it Josh?" AJ asked, whispering the words right against the older man,s mouth. "I want you inside me. I want to feel all of you." JC took AJ,s lip between his teeth, sucking and nibbling on it. "On your back? Hands and knees? Fast and hard or slow and teasing?" AJ wanted this night to be all about JC, and so he was calling the shots. He would determine how fast or slow things would go and where exactly they would draw any lines. He could see JC hesitating in his decision. "This night is about you, so tell me what you want." "I want to see your face as you,re fucking me. Want to watch you cum inside of me." JC found himself almost instantly on his back, AJ positioned between his legs. An animalistic growl resonated through the room and he smiled at how eager AJ was to proceed. He could see exactly how much of an effect his words were having on the younger man as he rushed to grab a condom and lube from the night stand beside the bed. "Do you know how fucking hot you are when you talk like that? All dirty and shit." AJ explained, leaning down to kiss JC passionately. When he felt him growl against his lips he reached between them to stroke himself a few times in preparation. "Like what? Telling you how hot you are? How nice and thick your cock is and how bad I want to taste it? How bad I want you to not only shove it in and fuck my ass with it, but fuck my face with it too?" JC felt AJ tremble violently and let out a deep laugh. "Yeah Alex. You don,t know how much I love sucking cock. I,d just open my throat and let you fuck my face as hard as you want, as deep as you want..." AJ groaned, figuring the only way to stop JC from talking was to occupy his mouth, and thus he began kissing him, murmuring in between. "Need to fucking stop... Gonna cum before I even make it in your ass." "Oh you don,t want to do that. I,ve got such a tight ass. You,re gonna feel so good in there. So hot and tight..." He began to buck his hips against AJ,s, grinding their bodies together. "Stretch?" AJ grunted, rolling the condom on his erection. "No. Pain ...love the pain ...the burn." JC replied, understanding exactly what AJ was asking. He saw a fire in his brown eyes and felt goose bumps cover his skin in anticipation. AJ coated himself with lube and finally was ready, placing himself at his entrance. "Ready?" AJ asked, closing his eyes and trying to calm his nerves enough to do this. He wanted it to be good for JC so he would have to hold out for a lot longer than 5 seconds after he,d slid inside. "Yeah baby. Been waiting forever for it. Fuck me." AJ took that as his cue and began to push against the ring of tight muscle. Their eyes locked in an intense stare and AJ could see the pleasure that JC was deriving from the pain his cock was inflicting on him. They shared soft kisses, whispered encouraging words and after stop and go pushing, wanting to make the first push inside memorable, AJ found himself completely in, unable to push in any further. JC,s legs were over his shoulders and he was leaning down, resting his forehead on his lover,s. His lover. JC was his lover. A full body tremble wracked AJ,s body and he smiled, kissing his lover passionately. When it broke, he realized that JC hadn,t answered his question from earlier. "Do you want this hard and fast or sweet and slow?" His voice was barely a whisper. "I like both. Just make me feel good baby, I know you will. You already do feel so good, inside of me." JC shifted and felt AJ slide in a little deeper, making both men cry out.

		AJ made up his mind and began moving, pulling out painstakingly slow before sliding back in at the same pace. It was maddening because all he wanted to do was start to thrust in hard and fast like a jack hammer, practically drilling JC into the bed, but at the same time, this was nearly as erotic, feeling every inch of JC surround him, squeezing him tightly. He rolled his hips as he pushed back in, grazing JC,s prostate and making him twitch in response. "God." JC trembled, his eyes fluttering shut. AJ repositioned himself higher up on his knees, giving himself better leverage to work in and out of JC with. They continued on like this until they were both shaking from the need to cum and their bodies were dripping with sweat. "Alex... Please... I need it..." JC pleaded, opening his eyes slowly. He watched as AJ leaned down and covered his mouth with his own. AJ,s tongue was working his mouth at the same pace as his cock was working his ass, thrusting and dipping in teasing strokes, leaving him wanting more but not giving it. "Tell me what you need Josh. Just say the words..." "Fuck... Please ...wanna cum." JC,s hand moved to his erection and began to pump it furiously. He whined in frustration as AJ,s hand stopped his, removing it completely. "You want me to go faster? Harder?" AJ asked coyly, smiling at the desperation in JC,s eyes. Truth be told, he was nearing his limit as well. He needed to cum, the ache setting in his balls from holding off for too long. "Please baby..." JC whimpered. Without warning, AJ changed his pace, pulling out entirely before thrusting back in sharply. At first he saw a look of shock in JC,s eyes before they slammed shut and a smile covered his lips. AJ moved JC,s arms so that he was holding onto the head board before moving his own hands back to their bodies. One moved swiftly to JC,s erection, stroking it in time with his thrusts, while the other cupped his lover,s face tenderly. "Open your eyes Josh. You said you wanted to watch me fuck you, to watch me cum inside of you." AJ flicked the tip of JC,s erection before sliding back down, and as he did that he jabbed directly in the spot where he figured JC,s prostate was. Hitting the right spot, AJ watched as JC,s eyes opened wide and his mouth opened in a silent scream. Thick ropes of white ribbons shot from JC,s cock onto his chest and AJ grunted before succumbing to his own orgasm, shooting deep inside of JC. With each shot of JC's cum that landed on his skin, AJ thrust in that much harder, wanting to prolong both of their orgasms. "Love you love you love you.." AJ could hear JC's voice like a mantra with each thrust, his head now thrashing from side to side. As he felt his last load shoot, AJ couldn,t help but collapse, landing on his lover,s chest which was heaving from lack of oxygen. "Sorry baby." He groaned, trying to move and give JC room to breath. He was surprised when he felt his lover,s arms wrap around his slick body, holding him in place. "No.. Don,t move." "But?" "Don,t move. Wanna feel you against me." JC,s whole body was one raw nerve ending, every touch amplified. The feel of AJ,s heaving body laying on his was comforting and he wasn,t ready for this to be over yet. He,d felt the younger man soften, but was still lodged deep inside of him. He ran his fingers through AJ's damp curls and let the multitude of emotions flow through his body. He felt a rumble in AJ,s body and realized he was talking to him. "You,re gorgeous when you cum, do you know that?" JC giggled at the compliment, feeling his face blush. "No I,m not. I make this funny face....." "Yeah, and it,s fucking gorgeous. Your whole body was like, glowing and your hair was matted to your face from the sweat.. And I don,t think I've ever seen anyone as gorgeous and sexy as you..." "Shut up." "You have no idea. Watching you cum was what did it for me." AJ watched as JC,s eyes went wide, a look of disbelief on his face. He nodded his head to tell him he was being honest. "I,m serious. When I top, I can usually hold out until the other person has at least cum twice. I just keep going until they,ve cum again. But right there, I saw you cum and the next thing I knew I was cumming." JC shivered at AJ,s confession, letting his fingers trace his lips tenderly. "Really?" AJ leaned down, kissing his lover. "Really. And I love you Josh. I love you so much."

		"I love you too Alex." They simply laid together for a short while, letting the weight of the day and night,s events settle around them. There was something on JC's mind but he wasn,t sure if he should say anything. And he didn,t want to make things uncomfortable, especially after everything they,d just shared. "What,s on your mind love?" AJ asked, knowing that JC was thinking hard about something. It provided JC with the perfect seg way, deciding to bring up what was on his mind. "I want you to come with me to see Lynz. I want to share that with you, and I know that you,re a little hesitant, but it will be fine. You can do as little as you want, or as much as you want and if you don,t want to go again that,s fine. But I just..." AJ felt a sliver of fear slice through him at the thought of going to see this Lynz with JC. But in all honesty, he trusted the older man completely. Wholly. And he knew that he would never let anything happen to him, never let him get in over his head. "Okay." His voice was soft and JC had barely heard him. "I,ve already told her about you and she said that she,s willing to work with you, with us. And like I said, if you find you,re not into it, that,s fine. It ends when you say it ends." AJ laughed, putting his fingers over his lover,s lips. "I said okay baby. Okay, I,ll come with you some night to see Lynz." The moment JC registered what he was saying, he found his face being covered in kisses, JC giggling like a girl. "You,re serious? You want to come with me?" It was something that he,d hoped for, but wasn,t sure would happen. So JC wanted to make sure that AJ was 100 percent sure of this and that he wasn,t doing it because it,s what he thought JC wanted. "If you,re not sure.." "I trust you baby. I know that you,ll never do anything to intentionally hurt me. And just from what I,ve learned from Kev and Nick, that,s not what it,s about. It,s about pleasure and ..." AJ stopped for a moment to collect his thoughts. "And honestly, knowing that Kev and Nick have met her and you,ve all been together ...that is a big reason as well. I mean, they wouldn,t have invited her back if she was some monster. Not that she is, but do you know what I mean?" He hoped to god that he hadn,t offended JC. AJ let out a sigh of relief when he saw JC nod, a smile covering his face. "I understand. I mean, to you she,s a stranger, so of course you,re going to be a little wary of her. In fact, at first that,s how I was with Kevin and Nick. I mean, I know them but knowing them and trusting them are two different things. But Lynz assured me that everything was going to be fine and I trust her. So in trusting her I trusted them. It,s the same for you. You know that Kevin, Nick nor I would ever do anything to hurt you. And I wouldn,t baby, never." They shared a kiss before JC pulled back and continued. "So of course you,re going to feel that way. It,s okay and that,s why you,re calling the shots. Just say the word and it,s over. No questions asked." "I can,t deny that I,m intrigued though." AJ admitted, curling up closer to JC. Even that night with Nick and Kev at the club when they invited me. It was something that I was curious about, but I don,t think I was ready for it.." "And now?" "Now, I don,t know. It,s something I"ll have to see for myself when we go. But my mind is open to the possibilities." "Well. We can,t go next Friday because that,s when you guys are gonna be done recording and shit and they,re having a party at the club." JC said, his mind reeling. He wanted to go to Lynz, as soon as possible, just in the thought that AJ might change his mind if he waited too long and had too much time to think about it. AJ nodded, knowing that Friday was definitely out. Kevin and Nick had decided that the night they finished with the CDs they would hold a huge party at Fetish, and everyone was going to be there. All five of the Boys, plus their respective others and select friends, Lynz and Josh of course included in that group. "What about the following week? We have a week before we start promoting and shit, so we can go sometime that week?" "Okay. Yeah, I,ll talk to Lynz about it on Friday at the party. It,s something I,ll want to do in person rather on the phone, so I,ll take her aside and approach her with it then." "But I want it to be on a different night than your regular night with her." AJ insisted. "It,s a special night and I don,t want it to interfere with your plans and your schedule." So it was decided. AJ was going to accompany him to see Lynz one night. See his alternate life first hand. JC would be lying if he didn,t admit how nervous he was about it. As he thought about it, he was probably as nervous as AJ, if not more. He knew that if it wasn,t something that his lover wanted, it wouldn,t affect their

		relationship directly, but still, it was something he wanted AJ to understand. For him to understand what JC saw in the lifestyle and know that it wasn,t anything for him to worry about. It was also something that excited JC to think that maybe they could play a little with it. Just the two of them. He didn,t think that he would leave Lynz for any reason, ever. But the thought of submitting to AJ, even slightly, or vice versa got him harder than hell. His cock twitched and JC felt AJ laugh into his neck. "What are you thinking?" "Huh?" "You,re getting hard, so you must be thinking about something good." AJ propped himself on his elbows, shifting to make himself comfortable. He slid out of the older man with a soft popping sound and they both groaned from the loss. "I don,t think I,ll ever like that feeling." He admitted softly. "What feeling?" "Leaving you. Not being connected to you. Physically I mean." "I know." JC pulled AJ closer and they were wrapped completely around one another. "So what were you thinking about?" AJ repeated his earlier question and felt JC twitch again. That caused another round of giggles from both men. "Just you and me. You dominating me ...or me dominating you. Us playing." JC felt AJ tense and a soft moan escape his lips. "There are so many things I want to do with you." "I want that too." AJ admitted, realizing for the first time how true it was. If there was anyone he wanted to do this with, it was this man. As he was about to say something, the mess between them came to his attention, their skin sticky with sweat and dried cum. "Baby? Go and get the shower ready. I,m going to change the sheets, we need to clean up." JC nodded, kissing AJ one more time before untangling himself from the younger man,s limbs and padding naked to the bathroom. They had thrown the second towel on the floor to soak up all the water and JC giggled as he thought about what had happened in that tub just a few hours earlier. The water in the shower turned on and AJ sighed as he rolled out of the bed, depositing the used condom in the garbage by the bed. The sheets were stripped and changed in no time, and AJ entered the bathroom, making his way through the steam to climb in behind his lover. His erection had returned at the vision of JC through the almost clear shower curtain, soaping up his body slowly. Teasingly. The curtain was pulled back and when JC turned around to face him, AJ could see that he too was hard again. "Ready for round two?" JC asked, a wicked gleam in his eye. AJ barely had time to nod before he found himself pressed against the shower wall. Round two had officially begun. Finis. story 3