Title: I Touch Myself (taken from the song by the same name by the Divinyls)
Part: 1/1
Pairing: Nick/Kevin
Author: Jules
Feedback: Yes Please jumurphy@yahoo.ca
Archive: huh?
Rating: R I guess
Disclaimer: I do not own, rent or lease Nick or Kevin. I don't own rights to the song, don't propose this ever happened and am not assuming anything about their sexual preferences.

Dedication: This is dedicated to and written for the Loveslaves! You girls know who you are. Our convo on Friday made me really think about this picture and... well this is what resulted!!!! I couldn't help it.... the story just HAD to be written!! LOL... And I know I didn't have a song for AJ, but I was watching the Stone Temple Pilots I&I at Much tonight and as I was writing it, Plush came on. And I have some crazy assed memories about that song from high school, so that's what AJ was singing!! LOL...

so here we go...


I Touch Myself
by Jules


Kevin walked off of the stage and went to sit in a seat in the front row. They were in the middle of sound check and to avoid boredom, they had switched things up a little lately. Rather than go through the usual play list of songs, they would each pick a few songs to sing solo, testing out their voices as well as the sound system and band. AJ had just finished doing Plush by Stone Temple Pilots and all they had left was for Nick to do his song. Once Nick was done they‚d have a little break before practicing Shape of My Heart and Drowning for the encore. Kevin made himself comfortable and relaxed into the chair, wondering what song Nick had chosen. He‚d been extremely secretive of his song, only telling Kevin that it was dedicated to him and him alone. Butterflies were occupying Kevin‚s stomach and he was really nervous. He knew how Nick could be sometimes and the only thing he knew was that anything could happen. Nick was a tease and would do anything to get what he wanted, exhibiting no shame nor embarrassment. Kevin‚s breath caught in his throat as he saw his lover walk onto the stage, looking more beautiful and sexy than ever. Nick was wearing a pair of baggy blue jeans, a black wife beater and his glasses. His hair was styled to be all messy and tousled, and he was barefoot. Suddenly Kevin felt a pressure in his groin and he knew that Nick was definitely up to something.

Nick looked out to the crowd of about 20 people, mostly stagehands, the guys and bodyguards and smiled, placing a chair on the front of the stage. He looked back to the band and cued them up. "Excuse me. Are we ready?" He asked, looking at the sound crew. When they gave him the thumbs up, he looked at Kevin and grinned, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. Kevin bit his bottom lip to keep from moaning out. Nick had barely done anything and he was already hard. He watched Nick sit down on the chair and wait for the music to start, his legs spread out, his head rolled back.

"This song is dedicated to Kevin... Baby.. I love you." Nick winked making Kevin smile. Maybe this was going to be okay, maybe he wouldn‚t do anything too off the wall or impulsive.

And then the music started.

I love myself I want you to love me
When I feel down I want you above me
I search myself I want you to find me
I forget myself I want you to remind me

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
Ooh I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no

Kevin watched as Nick‚s eyes were trained on him, unfaltering. They were a stormy blue, indicating his arousal. With each word that Nick sang, Kevin felt it all over his body. Nick‚s voice was like honey, dripping sticky and sweet all over him making him hot and wanting more. And if Nick‚s voice and gaze wasn‚t enough to make Kevin‚s cock twitch, watching his hands move was. While one hand was firmly grasping the microphone, holding it up to his mouth to sing, the other was free for other tasks. Nick first ran his fingers through his hair, stopping only when it reached the back of his neck. Kevin could see the muscles in his arms and shoulders shift sleekly as his arm moved to trail those fingers over his skin. Unable to help himself, Kevin‚s own hand made it‚s way to his lap, discreetly rubbing his erection which was getting harder and more painful by the second. He wanted to see if anyone was watching him, but couldn‚t take his eyes off of Nick long enough to do so.

You're the one who makes me come running
You're the sun who makes me shine
When you're around I'm always laughing
I want to make you mine

Nick‚s hand made it‚s way down his shoulder and around his neck. He raised it to his mouth and traced his mouth with his index finger, briefly sticking his tongue out to roll it around the finger. Kevin sucked in a deep breath watching Nick tease him, loving every minute of it. It was amazing how much he wanted this man, how much Nick turned him on and made him so hot for him. He‚s never felt passion this strong for anyone before and sometimes it was overwhelming. The need to have him, touch him and be touched by them every second. Nick‚s hand left his mouth and trailed down his chest, stopping to pinch his nipples through the thin material of his wife beater.. He threw his head back, singing the lyrics in a breathy, seductive voice while his hand continued to roam his chest, touching as much as he could.

Watching this, Kevin groaned loudly. Just the mental image of Nick touching himself, getting himself off was enough, but watching it in public knowing it was for him was making it hard not to cum. Kevin was stroking himself through the fabric of his jeans steadily now, not caring who could see him nor what they thought. But as much as he wanted to cum, he knew he couldn‚t. He had to wait until he could get Nick alone and make him pay for teasing him like this.

I close my eyes And see you before me
Think I would die If you were to ignore me
A fool could see Just how much I adore you
I get down on my knees I do anything for you

Kevin gasped as he saw Nick‚s hand dip lower on his stomach past his belly button. Nick continued to sing as he began to palm his own cock, which was now creating a visible bulge in his jeans. He massaged himself slowly, his voice faltering every so often as evidence of how turned on he was. Every so often an audible moan would escape in between words and with each one Kevin felt himself get closer to the edge, forcing him to stop touching himself.

Nick raised his hand from his jeans and Kevin let out a sigh of relief, thinking that Nick‚s torture was over. He settled back into the uncomfortable seat, not realizing what was to come. And as soon as Kevin was relaxed, Nick‚s eyes opened and stared directly into his, searching his soul. With a smirk and a wink, Nick‚s hands slid into his baggy jeans and settled down onto his cock, beginning to stroke once again, his hips raising with each thrust. His head rolled back, his eyes closed and he licked his lips, not missing a single note as he continued to sing. Kevin‚s jaw dropped to the floor and he couldn‚t breathe. Nick was sitting on the stage in his chair, hand down his pants jerking himself off while singing to a very captive audience. Kevin could only watch dumbfounded. Never in his life had Kevin seen anything like this, and he wasn‚t sure how much longer he‚d be able to hold on.

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
Ooh I don't want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no

Kevin‚s mouth went dry as he watched Nick‚s hand speed up under his jeans, the movements quick and jerky as his moans began to get louder and louder. He would touch himself but he was too captivated by watching Nick get himself off. As Nick‚s breathing got quicker, his mirrored that of his lover, wondering how far Nick would take this performance.

I want you I don't want anybody else
And when I think about you I touch myself
Ooh, ooh, oo, oo ahh

Kevin didn‚t realize that his hand had finally found it‚s way back down to his own cock, stroking and pulling the hard throbbing mass while his hips were thrusting furiously into his hand, needing the same release that Nick was striving for. He could barely breathe and wasn‚t aware of anything but Nick moaning and writhing on the stage.

I don't want anybody else When I think about you
I touch myself Ooh I don't want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no

With a gasp and a smile, Kevin watched Nick cum. It was perfect actually, the band played the last few notes of the song and as Nick hit the final note, he came hard, his eyes not leaving Kevin‚s for a second.

Watching Nick‚s performance was almost enough to make Kevin cum. Almost. Through a heavy lidded gaze, Kevin saw Nick remove his hand from his jeans, pick up the towel placed on the floor beside him and wipe his hand off. Standing up, Nick threw Kevin a cocky grin and bowed slightly to the audience which was silently watching him in shock. He then walked off the stage, towel in hand moving towards the dressing room. Without a word, Kevin was out of his seat and on weak legs, ran across the stage following after him. When Kevin caught up with Nick, he threw him up against the wall of their dressing room and stepped in so that they were sandwiched together.
"What the fuck was that Nicky?" He breathed, his lips dangerously close to the blonde‚s.

"Did you like the show Kev? It looks like you did." Nick smiled as he trailed his hands down to the bulge that was still in Kevin‚s pants.

Kevin groaned and allowed himself to enjoy the pleasure that Nick‚s hands brought him. As Nick stroked him through his jeans, Kevin thrust into his hand wanting more, needing him to get closer. Without warning, Nick dropped to his knees and pulled Kevin‚s pants down, setting Kevin‚s erection free. Softly, Kevin could hear Nick singing under his breath." A fool could see Just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I do anything for you." Kevin grabbed ahold of Nick‚s hair and tangled his fingers in the short spikes, sighing at the feel of Nick‚s breath on his thighs. "Oh god Kev.... You‚re so hard for me... Is this for me baby? Did I do this?"

"Fuck Nick.. You did this.. Now fix it.. Please..." Kevin was almost pleading. He needed his release and to have Nick suck it from him would feel so good right now. Nick‚s tongue snaked out and licked Kevin‚s tip before pulling the whole head into his mouth. He nibbled on it for a few minutes before placing little kisses up and down the shaft and sucking softly on Kevin‚s balls which were almost painful now. As much as he wanted Nick to tease him, to make it last, he‚d been hard for far too long and needed his release. "No Nicky... Make me cum. Use that beautiful mouth to make me cum. Suck me damn it." Kevin began to fuck Nick‚s mouth, thrusting into it at a steady pace.

Opening his throat entirely, Nick allowed for Kevin to slide in as far as he could go, while creating a suction that was quickly pushing Kevin over the edge. And just as he was about to cum, Nick stilled Kevin‚s hips and pulled away, letting his lover slip from his mouth entirely.

"No Kev. You‚re gonna cum in me. Fuck me Kev... It‚s what I thought about on stage... What I used to get off ...the thought of knowing that after my performance, you‚d fuck me so good and hard was what made me cum. Now please ..just do it. Fuck me baby." Nick stood up and kissed Kevin forcefully, pulling his own jeans down to reveal his own erection that was standing up proudly. Nick ended the kiss and pulled Kevin over to the table. He turned around and bent over slightly, grinding his ass into Kevin‚s crotch. Kevin groaned and massaged Nick‚s saliva as well as his own precum onto his cock, using it as lubrication. When he had fully prepared himself as well as Nick for the intrusion, he placed himself at Nick‚s entrance, pushing in steadily.

The heat and warmth was almost too much for Kevin to bear, seeing that he was already unbelievably sensitive to begin with. It only took a few thrusts into Nick for his orgasm to begin to wash over him and he reached around Nick‚s waist to help bring him to orgasm with him.

"That‚s it Kev... Cum for me. Fucking cum in me... I want to feel you...." Nick moaned loudly, thrusting back to meet Kevin‚s movements. With Kevin‚s first explosion, Nick felt himself cum as well, shooting into their hand as well as on his chest, sticking to his wife beater, the white standing out on the black material.

Groaning, Kevin withdrew from Nick, suddenly overwhelmed by the loss of heat surrounding him. Slowly, Nick turned around to face Kevin a twinkle shining in his beautiful blue eyes. Kevin leaned down and kissed him softly, loving his mouth with his tongue and pulling away with a sigh. "I love you so much Nick." Kevin whispered, stroking Nick‚s face with his fingertips.

"I love you too baby."

"You planned that didn‚t you? You knew that this would happen if you sang that song." Kevin laughed at the feigned look of innocence that appeared on Nick‚s face.

"I don‚t know what you‚re talking about Kev. I was just trying to sing a song for sound check... You couldn‚t control yourself backstage. Not my fault I‚m that sexy."

"You‚re so bad Nicky." Kevin said kissing him one last time as they redressed, hoping to slip back into the stadium undetected.

Nick gave Kevin an evil smile as they headed back towards the stage. "You're the one who makes me come running /You're the sun who makes me shine/When you're around I'm always laughing/I want to make you mine" Kevin could hear Nick singing softly, so that only he could hear. Oh yeah, if this was going to be Nick‚s song for each rehearsal, Kevin was definitely going to love sound checks.

Finis