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Guilty Pleasures
by Jules
~Howie~
I have never been so happy to see the end of a tour as I am right now. I never thought that this tour would end
and am relieved. I love being on the road, love the traveling, the women, the performing, everything. What I
don't love is the tour bus. That fucking tour bus where everything can be heard and nothing is secret.
Nothing is behind closed doors because there are no fucking doors. It's been the LONGEST 6 months I can
ever remember. So much has happened but at the same time nothing has happened. We're all living
blissfully, Nick and Kevin are happier than ever before and are coming up on their 1 year anniversary. AJ and
Brian are happy too which actually makes me happy too. There's something about watching my best friend so
much in love that pulls the heart strings. I've known AJ longer than anyone, and have seen him through the
toughest relationships, and considering how rough this one started I was worried about him. Worried about
how Brian would deal with the whole being gay issue, but amazingly enough everything was fine. But it stops
there. All this love and shit that I have for them can only go so far. I mean please..
I now know more about their sex lives than I think I ever needed to. I mean I started off on Nick and Kevin's
bus. We all thought it would be best to give AJ and Brian their own bus at least until the 'honeymoon' phase
was over. Which I respected. Kevin and Nick had been together for like 6 months so their hormones should
have been at least a little calm. I don't know if I've ever been so wrong in my life. The things I found out
bunking with them are enough to scar me for the rest of my life. I questioned the rationale of me not having
my own bus. I mean, I understood that if Kevin and Nick were on one bus, AJ and Brian were on another and I
had my own, we'd be sectioning ourselves off and eventually drift apart from one another, but please, it had
to be better than the shit I had to put up with. So yeah, on to the scarring of my poor defenseless psyche.
Like I said, the last 6 months have been a period of learning.
Like, I learned that Nick likes it when Kevin talks dirty to him while they're fucking. Loves Kevin to be graphic
on what he's doing to him and what he want's them to do to one another. It's bad enough I can hear the
moans and groans and imagine what they're doing, but to have Kevin lay it out in full detail is just too much.
And Nick also is into the kinky stuff. Likes to be tied to the bed, blindfolded all that stuff. Also, from what I've
heard, Nicky's into the toys and shit like that. Thankfully they leave the really kinky shit for the hotel rooms
when they're together, but it doesn't stop them from talking about it while we're on the bus. Its funny to listen
to them at night and then have to face them the next morning, acting as if nothing happened. Stealing
glances at one another, sneaking kisses or lingering touches. If it wasn't so annoying, I'd be happy for them,
but like I said, you'd be amazed at some of the things that they've said and done.
And well I've learned that Kevin isn't any better than Nick. I know he gets off on what Nick has him say and do,
he tells him enough how hot he finds it, how much he likes the talking, the kinkiness. I think if he didn't like it
he wouldn't do it, but Kevin's got a kinky side to himself as well. His weakness? I think that surprised me the
most. Nick has always been the curious one, the adventurous one, the one that does what feels good and
doesn't care about anything else. Kevin's always been the reserved one, but hell if that didn't change as
soon as they got together. The thing that I've noticed Kevin is impartial to is watching Nick jerk off. He likes
Nick spread out on the bed while he sits in the corner and watches him masturbate. He doesn't like Nick
cumming too soon, so he makes him draw it out, makes Nick beg to cum. And damn if Nick doesn't beg
something fierce. His voice gets so low it's almost growling and when Kevin can't take anymore he tells Nick
it's time and Nick's allowed to orgasm. But Kevin likes Nick cumming on himself, so he does. All over his chest
so that he's covered in his own cum and Kevin will crawl over to him and lick him clean. How do I know this?
Because everything is said in full detail. It ends with Nick talking to him telling him what a good boy he is
cleaning him so good. And since Kevin's tongue is so talented, maybe Nick will let him fuck him. And then he
does, Kevin turns Nick over and fucks the shit out of him for hours, all while I sit in the living room trying to
watch a movie or sit in the kitchen and eat my dinner. I put up with this for 3 months until finally I figured that
nothing could be worse than being on Kevin and Nick's bus. Brian and AJ's bus HAD to be better. I then
learned that I've never been so wrong in my entire life.
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