Title:Clueless

Author:Jules

Pairing:Nick/Kev

Rating:NC 17

Feedback: Yes Please - mailto:goddess_julie@just-in-dreams.com

Part:1/1

Disclaimer:This is fiction for entertainment purposes only. I am not making any assumptions on the sexual orientation of either of these men.

Warning: Slash warning. PWP warning, it's all about as much sex as I can get in here without having any semblance of a plot. *evil grin*

Notes:Again, while I was in line to see Nick, I had ideas. I've taken real events and added my own spin on them as a "this is what *really* was going on" sort of story. Although as I mentioned in the disclaimer. Fiction. As far as I know Nick really WAS sleeping on the bus and ...well Kevin wasn't there at all.

Dedication:to the folks out there who would still consider me a friend even if I never wrote another story. I'm still writing, but to know that you'd still want to chill with me, chat with me and keep in contact with me even if I stopped writing means a lot to me. So for that, I dedicate this story to you. Thank you for your ongoing support, love and friendship.

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Clueless
by Jules

They didn't have a clue. The bus pulled up to that night's venue bright and early, and the dozens of girls that were already lined up had no idea they were on there. Nick checked the clock next to the bunk and sighed. Six thirty. AM. They'd made good time from Pittsburgh and he'd slept pretty much the entire way.

Looking out the window, Nick saw about 30 to 40 fans already standing in line for his show that night. He always did think that the fans in Canada, Toronto especially, were a little strange. But he loved the accents so that made up for how whack they were. And no matter what, they'd always shown nothing but love for him and the Boys, so Nick couldn't much complain.

Stretching, he turned back over and snuggled deep in the duvet covering him."What time is it?" A voice asked, deep and thick with sleep.

"Six thirty," Nick replied, curling up closer to the body beside him. "We've still got time before we have to go inside."

Next thing he knew, a pair of lips were pressed tightly to his, Nick smiling against his lover's mouth. "What's that for?" Letting his eyes flutter open, Nick found himself looking directly into a pair of captivating green eyes.

"Do I have to tell you?" Kevin smirked, leaning in once again to cover Nick's mouth with his own, his tongue licking at Nick's lips. "Because if I do, then maybe I'm losing my touch."

Nick couldn't help but giggle, wrapping his arms around Kevin's broad back to knead the muscles of his shoulders. With one fluid movement, Kevin had rolled them so he was on top of the blonde, their naked bodies pressed together tightly. "There's about three dozen fans right outside the bus Kevin." Nick felt it necessary to point that fact out, knowing exactly what Kevin was instigating. Not that he had a problem with fucking the older man with fans only 200 feet away, they'd done just as much in more public places, but still, it wasn't like Kevin to be so frisky in the morning.

"That's what's so hot about it. They all probably think you're at the hotel and this bus is a diversion. They have no idea we're even here... just look." Nick checked out the window and saw that Kevin was right. The girls had barely been fazed by the bus sitting there. None were even looking in their direction. "So I can fuck you any way I want, as hard as I want, as many times as I want and they won't have any idea." Kevin's voice was practically a growl, Nick feeling his skin cover with goose bumps.

Nick's response was to bite down hard on Kevin's lower lip, his eyes challenging his lover's. In an instant, Kevin was on his knees fumbling around on the floor for something. When he found what it was that he was reaching for, he grinned and held it up for Nick to see. A small bottle of lube and a condom. As Kevin

prepared himself, Nick made himself comfortable by spreading his legs wider and making room for a pillow under his hips. "I love you Kev." Nick growled as he felt first one finger than two probe at his tight opening.

"I love you too baby." Kevin leaned down to give Nick one last kiss before placing himself at the blonde's entrance. He paused for one more second to pull back the curtain, secure in the fact that the windows were tinted enough so they could see out but no one could see in. "What do you think they'd say if they could see us now Nicky?"

Nick gave a full body shiver and licked his dry lips. "They'd say, hurry up and fuck him already."

Kevin chuckled and gave Nick a slap on the ass. "Don't get smart."

"Then fuck me so I can't talk baby."

Kevin was inside of him with one thrust, both men crying out from the sensations. Nick blindly grabbed for Kevin's head, his eyes closed tightly, bringing their faces together in a hot, wet kiss. Kevin attempted to control himself, not wanting to let go too soon, before it really got good. Finally, they both regulated their breathing and their hormones and Nick opened his eyes. He wiped the sweat from Kevin's forehead and smiled as their eyes met. "Please ...."

Kevin nodded, knowing what Nick was asking for. He slowly pulled out, only to once again push back inside, starting them on a slow rhythm. They knew every inch of each other's bodies, everything that was needed to bring themselves and the other to the highest pinnacle of pleasure. One of Nick's hands made it to Kevin's ass, helping him to push in with each thrust, while the other was firmly locked between the older man's head, holding their faces together in an erotic, tongue filled kiss. Kevin let out a soft grunt with each thrust, unable to comprehend how, after so many years of being together, after all of the times they had been in this position, Nick was as tight as he was the first night they'd been together. Being inside of Nick was one place that Kevin felt whole, and as they moved together, he leaned down to remind his lover just how much he loved him.

They weren't certain how long it had been, but Nick could feel the familiar pressure starting in his stomach. "Kev... Gotta cum..." Kevin's hand moved slowly from where it had parked on Nick's hip to his erection, grasping the thick organ in his hand. It took only four strokes for Nick to shatter, his whole body jerking and trembling violently. He bit down on Kevin's shoulder roughly, that jolt of pain bringing Kevin into his orgasm with him. When they finally came down from the high, both men were exhausted. Nick couldn't help but giggle. "Fuck baby, that was unbelievable."Kevin could only grin, curling up behind Nick to spoon him. "What can I say, must be this Canadian air."

Both men were asleep in a matter of seconds, bodies tangled together, touching at every possible juncture. It wasn't until there was movement that Kevin woke up, feeling the engine running and the wheels rolling. The curtain was pushed aside and Kevin watched as their driver moved the bus from the street where it had been parked to the lot, blocking the door. The way the bus was now parked, they could get off of the bus and into the venue without the fans seeing them. Kevin wondered why they didn't just get off the bus and say hello to the girls. Kevin checked his watch and saw it was now ten o'clock. There was maybe only fifty girls by now and he was amazed that despite the minus 10 degree weather, most of them were waiting outside for at least twelve hours to see Nick perform. The least they could do was go out and say hello. But management had indicated that Nick wasn't to do that. He was to stay on his bus and wait until he could go into the venue, not making any contact with the fans. And well, if they knew Kevin was there visiting Nick, they certainly wouldn't let him come out of the bus to see the fans. Then they might become aware that something was going on, that something HAD been going on for almost four years, and it would quote, end quote "ruin the group."

So going out to meet the fans was definitely on the 'no go' list. Kevin stretched and climbed out of the bed carefully as to not disturb Nick who was still fast asleep. After getting a drink of juice, he stood in front of the tinted window, watching the girls in line. Although the weather was freezing outside, Kevin was naked. Nick always kept the bus a few degrees warmer so it always felt like the middle of summer. He stood in front of the window, resting his forehead on his arm against the cool glass. He was so focused on watching the girls that he didn't register anyone approaching him from behind. Nick's arms were around his waist in a practiced movement.

"What are you thinking about?" Nick placed a kiss on first Kevin's right shoulder, then his left before licking a path up his spine. Kevin shivered and moved back against Nick's chest, the blonde's flaccid penis brushing against his backside. Both men inhaled sharply, desire flashing deep in their stomachs.

"These girls. How much they love you to stand outside for twelve fucking hours in this god awful cold just to be up front. To see you close up."

Nick beamed and Kevin could see it in the reflection off the mirror. That smile sent his pulse racing. "I know. I've got the best fucking fans don't I? I'm so lucky."

"It's because you're the best fucking ....well.." Kevin grinned and turned his face to give Nick a gentle kiss on his chin. "I'm sure you know." Nick let out a breathy moan and ground himself into Kevin's ass.

"I wanna fuck you against this window." Nick growled, biting Kevin's ear lobe gently. "I wanna fuck you while we watch all those girls, knowing they have no idea what I'm doing to you in here." Kevin's eyes focused on a few fans that just happened to be watching the bus with knowing smirks. The one, a tall girl wearing a black puffy vest and blue hoodie turned to say something to the girl she was with, wearing a baby blue winter coat. They took their eyes off the bus long enough for the taller girl to speak, and both to laugh. Kevin felt a shudder flow through his body. It was as if they knew. The shorter girl nodded and they laughed again before focusing their attention back to the bus, but Kevin didn't get the impression that they were laughing AT whatever might be going on inside of the bus. Just that they were laughing because no one else had a clue.

"You think they know?" Kevin knew that Nick was probably watching the two girls as well.

"Wouldn't surprise me. I've read the stories. I've heard the gossip." Nick's hands moved to Kevin's ass to spread his cheeks apart, gently rimming Kevin's pucker with his index finger. "Although, I prefer the stories where I'm paired with you ...or even Brian if I have to admit.... But I mean, there are some out there that pair me with Timberlake. What the fuck is THAT?"

Kevin giggled, knowing Nick's frustration. Although he too thought the picture of Nick and Justin together was hot, Nick seemed oddly revolted by it. Justin too for that matter. Kevin and Lance had been trying for years to convince their boyfriends how hot the two of them would be together. "Awwww, poor baby." Any other thought he might have had was cut off by Nick thrusting sharply inside of his body, slamming him roughly against the cool window.

"FUCK." Nick grunted, his forehead resting on Kevin's back. They felt the bus bounce a few times and laughed. "You feel so good Kev.. can't remember the last time I was inside you like this." It had been a while for their positions to be reversed like this. Most of the time, when sexually intimate, it was Kevin that topped and Nick that bottomed. But every once in a while they would change things up and Nick would find himself making love to his best friend, his soul mate, his lover.

"Too long." Kevin agreed. He watched as a Beer Store truck pulled in beside them and began to unload that night's beverages. "GO."

Nick pressed Kevin tightly against the window as he began a demanding pace, fucking his lover relentlessly. They watched the fans laughing and talking, probably discussing him and the show that night. He watched as Fed Ex trucks drove in and out of the depot lot across the street, but mostly Nick watched the expressions on Kevin's face in the window, enjoying the feeling of being buried deep inside of Kevin. The bus began to bounce just slightly and Nick worked harder at bringing them closer to the edge. It would be a matter of time before someone came back to get them and he didn't want them finding the two of them in such a vulnerable position.

Kevin's hands were braced on the window as he was unable to do much of anything else. Nick had taken a fast, furious pace with him and it was all Kevin could do to keep from sliding down to the floor. Kevin jumped as he felt one of Nick's hands grasp his erection, pumping it roughly. That jolt of pain was what Kevin needed to let go, cumming long and hard on the window in front of him. His scream was swallowed by Nick's mouth and as he clenched his anal walls around the blonde, Nick found himself exploding deep inside his lover's body. Nick turned Kevin around and pressed him against the now soiled window, kissing him passionately. The cold glass of the window sent a shiver down Kevin's spine and he clung to his lover, kissing him back enthusiastically.

A knock on the bus door broke into their moment. "Thirty minutes Carter. Finish whatever you two are doing and be inside." Ron, Nick's bodyguard gave the door one last knock before leaving them in silence once again.

"Shower?" Kevin asked, still breathless. Nick nodded in response as he grabbed a dirty tee shirt from the floor and wiped the window of Kevin's mess. "Don't worry baby. I'm going to clean this mess while you're inside. I mean, if I'm going to be living on here for the next few days, it's going to be clean. Then when I leave, you can go back to being the slob you are."

Nick giggled as he padded towards the bus's bathroom, raising his eyebrow questioningly. As if Kevin needed an invitation. Within seconds, they were crammed into the small stand up shower, alternating between cleaning up and getting off, again.

Thirty minutes after his first visit, Ron was once again knocking on the door, this time actually coming onto the bus. "

Carter. You better be dressed." He received a round of laughter from the two men. "Just Nick? Ron, I didn't know you cared," Kevin teased, moving his legs so that Nick's bodyguard could sit on the couch. Ron in turn shook his head indicating that he didn't have time."Well you know Kev, for some reason I can see him more

parading around the bus naked than you." Kevin and Nick both broke out into hysterics and Ron couldn't help but chuckle. "Oh god man. You have no idea. Kevin's the one that corrupted me. 'Sleep naked Nicky, it feels so much better.' 'It's so comfortable, completely natural.'" Nick imitated Kevin and Ron looked at the older man for it's validity. Kevin could only nod in agreement.

"It's true. The kid used to wear a fucking tee shirt swimming. I hate clothes, so constricting.." Ron held up his hand to stop Kevin from talking.

"I don't want to know. I'm sorry I said anything." All three laughed while Nick pulled a bomber jacket over his black tee shirt. He'd dressed completely casual today, a tee shirt and camouflage pants. He walked over to Kevin and placed a series of kisses on his lips.

"You sure you don't want to come in?" Kevin shook his head.

"Nah. I'm going to clean up in here a bit. Make a few phone calls. The usual. I'll call you when I'm done what I've got to do." They engaged in another erotic kiss, their tongues clearly visible when moving from Nick's mouth to Kevin's and back again. A discreet sound of Ron clearing his throat broke it up.

"Later baby," Nick whispered, taking one last swipe of his tongue and standing up. "Ron baby, let's go before I throw Kevin down...."

"Again, too much information. Did I ask? Let's go kid!"

Kevin stayed on the bus as Nick headed into the venue to check things out and get everything ready for that night's show. The instruments and gear was all being unloaded from the truck and Kevin knew that Nick would probably just be hanging out with his opening band Sev all day, goofing off and getting himself hyped up for the show. As much as Kevin loved the younger man, sometimes he just needed to step away and let him be wild and free. Let him get all the excess energy out of his system and let loose. And thus, his reason for staying on the bus. And he did in fact want to clean things up, Nick wasn't exactly the cleanest person he'd ever met.

It took him about an hour to get the bus completely organized, dirty clothes put in laundry bags to be done the next day when they got to Michigan. While Nick was doing sound check and his radio interviews in Pontiac, Kevin would sneak away and get the laundry done. As soon as everything was spic and span, Kevin settled down on the couch and put in a movie, grabbing for his phone. He made a few phone calls to his family and friends, just letting them know that he was okay and with Nick. His get away was unplanned and he hadn't exactly told anyone where he was going. The next thing he knew the movie was over and Ron was knocking on the door holding up a few containers of take out food. "Nick figured that you'd be hungry, and left over pizza wouldn't exactly be on your list of lunch possibilities." Ron set down Kevin's lunch a container of soup and a sandwich along with a paper and some iced tea, as well as his own, roast chicken and fries. Kevin nodded and moved to where the table was located. Both men sat down in a comfortable silence as they began eating their lunches.

"Has he eaten?"

Ron shook his head. "He said he wasn't hungry. He's in there jammin on the drums. He'll eat later." Kevin nodded and began to eat, the blonde first and foremost in his mind. He was amazed at just how much he loved the younger man, how proud he was of him. "You know, he's such a different person when you're around. I don't think I've seen him this ...calm since the last time you were up." Kevin couldn't help but beam, causing Ron to chuckle in response. Kevin ate his lunch and the two men shared the paper. When Kevin was done they shared a look. "You ready to go in there?" Kevin nodded, feeling butterflies in his stomach. He looked through the tinted windows and saw a considerably large crowd had gathered. It was going to be a wild afternoon, he could just feel it.

Once inside, Kevin made his way to where a group of people were sitting around, watching the boys fiddle around with the guitars and drums on stage. Nick was sitting at the drums, face flushed and hair wet with sweat. Their eyes met and Nick winked, causing goose bumps to cover Kevin's skin. Nick always looked fifty times sexier hot and sweaty. He sat down and subtly shifted the bulge that was appearing in his pants.They did about an hour of a sound check before taking a break. Nick came to sit beside Kevin, putting his hand discreetly on his thigh. "How are you doing baby?"

"Good. I love watching you Nicky. You're so beautiful up there. You shine." Kevin was breathless. Nick blushed and they shared a gentle kiss. Anyone who was inside the venue at that point, was authorized and they had been on the tour long enough with Nick to know what was going on between the two Boys.

"Thanks."

They sat in silence for a few minutes until Nick's growling stomach could be heard. Nick giggled and Kevin rolled his eyes. "Have you eaten anything?"

"Forgot," Nick replied, shrugging sheepishly. Nick stood up and jogged to the exit, checking if the coast was clear before sneaking onto his bus. He returned a few minutes later with a bowl, and a spoon. "I'm out."

"Of?"

"Milk and cereal." Nick looked crestfallen. "I am so craving Cheerios right now." Kevin couldn't help but laugh at the pout on Nick's face. Rob, one of Nick's friends that was on tour with him came over with a solution.

"You want milk and Cheerios? I'll go. I need a walk and I'm pretty hungry myself." He nodded at the other guys, calling them over. "You want anything from the grocerystore across the street?"

Nick jumped up, a huge grin on his face. "I wanna go too." Everyone stared at him in disbelief."Are you crazy?" Ron asked, not planning on letting Nick out of his sight.

"Yes. I am. But that's not the issue. I want out of here. It's just across the street. We'll go over, get some groceries and come back. Ten minutes tops."

"Did you forget the few hundred girls outside?" Kevin reminded him, knowing that Nick was going to the store whether anyone liked it or not. He'd made up his mind andthat was that..

"They've been out there all day, it's a shame if they can't at least see me."

Arrangements were made and Nick, Ron and Rob were going to go. They left and Kevin held his breath, knowing that all chaos would ensue. Just as he'd expected, about two minutes after leaving, screaming could be heard. Kevin shook his head and hoped that Nick knew what the hell he was doing.

He'd expected them to scream. He'd expected them to get excited. but he sure as hell hadn't expected them to start chasing him. About fifty of them, maybe a hundred, started after them, chasing them into the grocery store and upstairs to where the cereal and milk aisles were. Nick ran like he'd never run before, knowing that if they caught him, he'd be a goner. They were screaming something fierce and he could just vaguely hear Rob and Ron screaming at him to head back, they'd take care of the milk and Cheerios. Nick didn't care though, he cleared the cereal aisle, grabbing the familiar yellow box. "Nick, go back. I'll pay for it." Rob yelled. Nick nodded and smiled at his friend and bodyguard. He paused for just a second, not seeing the girls coming at him from theother side. They managed to grab his coat, and pull it sharply, right to his throat. He felt the material choking him and pulled quickly, getting out of their grasp. As excitingas it was, as much as the adrenaline was pumping, he was equally as frightened. There were a fuck load of girls and they were all after him. It took him all of two seconds tor egain his composure and head in the opposite direction, sprinting as fast as he could. He made it to the escalator and ran towards the exit, barely seeing people as he passedthem, box of Cheerios in hand.

"Ruuuun Nick ruuuun." A voice called, grabbing his attention. It wasn't the normal screams that were following him and he turned his head to see two girls standing at theexit of the grocery store. It was the two girls that had been watching him and Kevin on the bus. Knowing that the hysteric girls were quick on his tail, Nick flashed themboth a smirk and watched their jaws drop open in surprise. He would have laughed had he the breath to do so.

It took him about two minutes to get across the street and through the parking lot before he was safe and secure in the venue again still breathing hard from exertion. He wasn't sure if his pulse would ever return to normal. As he jogged into where everyone was hanging out, all eyes were on him. Nick stopped and tried to pretend likenothing had happened, but he could tell Kevin knew better. "What happened?" Kevin's tone was disapproving, his one eyebrow cocked.

"Nothing." He tried to play it off cool, as if there weren't almost one hundred crazy Canadian chicks hot on his heels, but Kevin wasn't buying it.

"Then where is Rob and Ron? Where are your Cheerios and milk?"Triumphantly, Nick held up the box of cereal which had up until now, been pressed tightly against his chest.

"Cheerios."

"Milk?"Kevin was walking towards Nick steadily and Nick's pulse was still racing. The adrenaline was still pumping through his veins. He was hit with a sudden hunger likenothing he'd known before. Well for a few hours anyways.

"Fucking hell." Nick growled something unintelligible and grabbed Kevin's tee shirt, pulling him towards thesecluded VIP lounge. He didn't say a word until they got upstairs and pushed Kevin roughly against the bar. It was clear that the older man was a little apprehensive from Nick's behaviour, but didn't question it. Nick pressed their mouths together in a rough kiss, assaulting Kevin's lips with his tongue. It was raw, desperate and frantic, bothmen falling into the rhythm expertly.

"What happened?" Kevin finally asked as they broke free for air.

"Girls fucking mobbed me. Chased us to the store and ..." Nick paused and shuddered, remembering how their hands felt grasping and clutching at him. "...don't wanna talk about it."

Kevin looked deep in his lover's eyes and recognized the emotions he was going through. He pulled Nick close and kissed him passionately, surrendering all power over tohim. Nick felt Kevin's submission and growled, tearing his mouth away and wiping it with the back of his hand. With a gentle shove, Kevin was pushed towards the bar,bent over with his ass in the air. Nick quickly undid his jeans and pushed them down his thighs, knowing he wouldn't need to tell Kevin to do the same. The older man wasalready bare and ready for Nick.Twice in one day, this was a very rare occasion.

Nick spit on his hand, stroking his cock with it. It wasn't sufficient lubrication, but it was the thought that counted and both men could appreciate that. In seconds, Nick waspushing forcefully into his lover, while Kevin's hands were gripping the edge of the bar tightly. Nick used quick, sharp thrusts into Kevin, resting his forehead between hisshoulder blades. No sweet words were uttered between them, no loving caresses shared, and no time for gentle intimacies. Nick was working with wild abandon and allKevin could do was hold on for the ride. Without warning, Nick began to shudder and shake as his whole body began to tremble. A soft cry could be heard and heexploded deep into Kevin. Had he been more focused on what was going on then and there, rather than what had happened in the grocery store, he would have seen thatKevin himself hadn't cum yet, but Nick's mind was whirling as fast as his pulse was racing. With a groan, he pulled out of Kevin and stumbled back. Kevin slowly straightened his back, stretching out the muscles that had began to cramp. His cock was still throbbing but he was more focused on his lover and what had happened outside.

Once completely dressed, Kevin led Nick to the wall lined with a couch, pulling the younger man down. He wrapped his arms around Nick and felt arms tighten aroundhim. Once both of their breathing regulated, Kevin softly kissed Nick's forehead. "What happened baby?"

"Nothing. They rushed us, I didn't see some coming and they got me. I grabbed the cereal and ran." Nick looked up at Kevin, his blue eyes twinkling. Kevin saw nodiscomfort or anxiety there and exhaled.

"You're okay?"

"I am now." Nick's hand brushed against the throbbing mass between Kevin's legs and he jerked to attention, staring his lover in the eye. "Oh fuck, you didn't cum!" Kevinshook his head and smiled.

"It's okay baby. You can make it up to me later." They kissed softly, Nick gently stroking Kevin's hair.

"Twice?"

Kevin nodded, "twice."

They stayed wrapped up in each other's arms until hearing someone loudly approaching the area they were in. Nick and Kevin exchanged smiles and giggled. "You can come in, we're decent."

Rob appeared holding a few bags, a grin on his face. "Good, because you two fucking is the last thing I need to see today."

"Day ain't over yet," Nick announced causing Rob to pause and Kevin to laugh.

Nick was given the food that they'd managed to buy once the girls had left them alone long enough to pay. Kevin sat with him the entire time, making sure that Nick in factdid get something to eat. The last thing he needed was Nick getting sick because he wasn't eating properly. The rest of the afternoon went off pretty much without a hitch. Nick had a few visitors stop by to hang out for sound check as well as the show. Just before they were aboutto let people in, Nick gave Kevin a passionate kiss and promised he would see him sometime after the show.

It was one of the highest energy shows Kevin had seen in a long time. It reminded him of Nick during early Backstreet. Or even Nick during Millenium. Kevin missedthose days and took the time to study the younger man. To enjoy each smile, each breath, each everything of that night. He was filled with an overwhelming sense of loveand admiration for Nick and Kevin's hand shook as he wiped away a few stray tears that were building in the corners of his eyes.

The show passed by in a haze of screams, water fights and from what Nick could see, a shit load of girls who were fainting. As the final notes of I Got You were being played, he thanked the girls one more time for having him and sauntered off the stage, his band not too far behind. Nick knew that Kevin would be waiting for him on the bus, the older man probably already on there.He also knew that Kevin wouldn't be expecting him for a while now, as Nick was to wait until some of the crowd had dispersed, so instead, he chose to goof around with theband for a bit, blowing off some of the excess steam that was building. He overheard some of the guys in the opening band inviting girls to party on the bus and laughed,wanting nothing more than to go onto

his bus and have his own private party.

"Nicky... great show kid!" A voice spoke from behind him. Nick smiled as he recognized the owner of the voice.

"Darren. Yeah? You liked?" Nick pulled the man in for a half hug and grinned. Darren O'Brien, who was more widely known as Snow stood before him, smiling wildly.

"You know I dig ya." Nick had approached Snow when starting to do his CD, but due to conflicts in scheduling and contracts, they were unable to be able to work together.But with promises to hook things up on the second album, Nick and the Canadian artist still stayed in close contact with one another. "We still on for tonight?"

Nick had forgotten that he'd made plans to chill with Snow that night after the show, not leaving for the next city until the morning. Nodding his head, he knew that Kevinwould understand. As much of a social outing it would be, the time together could be beneficial professionally. "Of course. I just have to go and talk to ...."

"Of course. I had mentioned something to him earlier about it, and we both figured that you'd forgotten," Snow chuckled and Nick blushed. "Your mind has probably beenon ...other things."

Nick's blush got a little deeper. "Yeah. Ain't that the truth."

"So I'll chill here for a bit, and wait. We'll take my jeep."

Nick nodded and snuck past the crowds to the bus where he found Kevin lounging on the couch watching a movie. He was wearing only a pair of jogging pants, his legscrossed at the ankle. "Hey baby." Nick placed a kiss on his lover's forehead as he moved past, stripping the sweaty clothes off of his body.

"Take a shower and then come to see me," Kevin laughed as Nick stuck out his tongue at him. Ten minutes later, Nick emerged from the washroom wearing only a towelaround his waist. He sat down beside Kevin and they engaged in a heated kiss. Nick moaned as Kevin's tongue explored every inch of his mouth. "So I'll see you a bit later?"

Nick sighed, burying his face in Kevin's neck. They moved so that Nick could curl up with him, wrapping themselves in a tight embrace. "I forgot baby. I'm so sorry."

Kevin shook his head and placed a kiss on Nick's nose. "Don't worry about it. We figured that it had slipped your mind. I mean, I wasn't even supposed to be here with you. You only came to get me because you had to reschedule Boston ....so it's okay."

"Do you want me to tell him I'll see him later? Next time?"

"No. You go out. Talk and do whatever it is you two do when you get together."

"You wanna come with?" Kevin's stomach flipped. As much as he wanted to go out with the two men, he knew he couldn't. For Nick to be seen out was one thing, everyone knowing he was in town. But if Kevin was seen with them, suspicions would be raised as to why.

"No baby. I might go out and do my own thing, or just stay in and get some work done. I've got a lot to do, and I know that I'm not going to get any of it done when you'rearound." Nick's eyes twinkled and his lips curled into a sexy smirk. They became lost in another kiss as Kevin's hand trailed down Nick's damp chest to his towel, cuppingthe impressive bulge firmly. "So go, have fun. Dance with some girls and get yourself all horny so you can come back and we can fuck all night." Kevin began to massage Nick's hardening cock, loving the growls and moans escaping Nick's plush lips. "Because you still owe me. I never got off earlier today, and you're going to get me off."

Nick rolled and was on top of Kevin in an instant. "Yeah I will baby. First I'm going to suck you so fucking good you'll cum for me. Shoot it in my mouth and I can drinkyou. And then, when I get you hard again, you're going to fuck me. Fuck my ass so hard and good, in any position you want. On my knees ....on my back ....me riding you,however you want my ass, you're gonna get it." Their hips rocked together, mouths hovering inches apart. "How does that sound?"

Kevin's reply was a groan, his eyes closing tight and his lip caught between his teeth. "Gonna cum baby ... fuck Nick, I'm gonna cum."

"No Kev... you're not." Nick was up and off of Kevin quickly, eliciting a moan of protest from the older man. "You're gonna wait for it, knowing that all night I'm going tobe thinking about you. About how good you're gonna fuck me. You're gonna wait because you know when I get home, you're gonna be able to fuck me like you've neverfucked me before." Without another word, Nick went to his cabinet and pulled out some fresh clothes. He dressed without looking at Kevin, only submitting to the curiosityonce he was ready to go. What

he saw was his lover watching him, an obvious bulge in his jogging pants and a look of frustration on his face. "Until later babe." Nickplaced one last kiss on Kevin's lips and headed out the door of the bus, sneaking back into the Kool Haus.

Kevin worked to forget the throbbing mass between his legs. He could have just as easily put in a movie and took care of it, knowing that Nick's bus was well stocked with any type of porn imaginable, but he didn't. He wanted to wait until his lover came home because Nick was right, it would be better that way. He made it a point not to thinkabout what Nick was doing and who he was doing it with, working harder to keep his mind focused.

Nick on the other hand was having the same issues. He was having a blast with Snow, them talking about everything from the tour, to the CD to the new CD that Nick was contemplating doing. It wasn't certain whether he would wait until another Backstreet CD came out or was going to go ahead on his own, but Snow assured him that he'd bethere in any way necessary. The hours passed by and Nick checked his watch, seeing that it was well after 3am. He had an interview with one of the radio stations in themorning, and was going to do that and have breakfast before heading down to Pontiac for the next show. Noticing Nick checking his watch, Snow chuckled. "Come on kid, night's over."

"Wha?"

"You've checked your watch about five times in the past ten minutes. As good a time as we're having, you have another party to get to." Nick blushed which only madeSnow laugh harder.

"I'm cool It's cool." Nick didn't want to seem rude, but he was interested in getting back to Kevin.

"I know it's cool, but you got other things on your mind and, to be honest wit you, I'm exhausted. I still gotta drive home. So let's roll." Nick thanked the other man as he stepped out of the jeep into the cold, winter air. Promises were made to keep in touch and Nick informed Snow that whenever he wantedto come down and catch a show, just to give him a call.

Silently, Nick let himself on the bus noticing that the lights were out. Kevin was sprawled out on the bed, soft music playing in the background, a sheet covering his naked lower half. Nick snuck into the bathroom to take a quick shower so he could get the smoke off of him, joining Kevin once he'd dried off adequately. So as not to wake his lover, Nick slowly pulled the sheet off, exposing Kevin's beautifully muscular and lean body. He wasn't hard, but notentirely soft either, just enough for Nick to know what to do now. With gentle love bites, Nick licked and sucked his way up Kevin's thighs, making his way to his lover'scock. He teased the growing organ pleased when he could see that it was fully engorged. Instinctively, Kevin's hands gripped the back of Nick's head, causing him to lookup and see that Kevin's eyes were still closed. He was still asleep.

Nick's licks were soft and teasing at first, enough to cause for Kevin's hips to begin writhing and soft moans to be heard throughout the bus. "Yeah Nicky.. .suck me. Takeit all.." Nick chuckled at Kevin's sleepy demands, doing exactly that. He allowed Kevin down his throat until he couldn't go any deeper and began to suck furiously,knowing the exact moment that his lover woke up. "JESUS FUCK.." Kevin sat up in an instant, his fingers tightening in Nick's hair. It took almost no time at all for Kevinto let out a loud howl and explode in Nick's mouth, cumming violently down his throat. Once he stopped shaking, Nick raised his head and smiled at his lover, claiming his lips in a welcoming kiss.

"Wake up sleeping beauty."

"Holy fuck Nick. That was..."

"Just the beginning. God I've been thinking about this all night. All I could think about was you, waiting here for me."Kevin rolled over and they curled up together as Nick relayed the night's events to him. They talked about what he and Snow had discussed, what had gone on at the cluband what Kevin had done to pass the time. It didn't take long for Kevin to find himself rehardening, that with their bodies pressed so tightly together, Nick's fingers drawingpatterns on his lower back. During a moment of silence, where they were simply gazing into each other's eyes, Kevin leaned in to place a series of kisses on Nick's lips.

They were innocent at first, until Nick's tongue crossed the barriers of their lips into Kevin's mouth. Slowly, they erotic battle of tongues became passionate and they wererocking their hips together.

"Need you," Kevin spoke against Nick's mouth, his body trembling with desire.

"Take me," Nick replied causing for Kevin to whimper. They stared into each other's eyes for a few moments, all movement stopping. "Please Kevin, take me now." Kevin nodded and covered Nick's mouth in a hot, openmouthed kiss. When he pulled away he sighed.

"Turn over baby, on your stomach."

Nick followed Kevin's instruction and shifted so that he was laying on his stomach. Once he was comfortable,

he felt Kevin slide in between his legs, spreading themenough so that it was comfortable for both of them. Nick propped himself on one elbow so that he could look over his shoulder to watch his lover prepare himself. Kevin sheathed himself in a condom and liberally lubed up his erection as well as Nick's waiting hole. Their eyes met for an instant as Kevin moved into position, sucking on the tattoo on Nick's shoulder. "You ready Nicky?"

"Always Kev, I'm always ready for you." Nick's confession ended in a strained moan as Kevin began his ascension into Nick's body. Nick's back arched and Kevin's handsfisted into the sheets, both men losing themselves in the sensations their bodies were bringing them. Once Kevin was inside of Nick's body completely, they both let out ashaky breath. Kevin rested his body on Nick's, every inch of their skin touching at least somewhere. He grasped Nick's hands in his own and raised them over their headson the mattress.

"You feel so good Nicky. I love being inside of you like this." Nick shivered at the feel of Kevin's breath on his neck, enjoying the feel of his lover's tongue on his ear.

"Never want to leave you, never want to be apart..."

"Me too babe." Their faces turned together and mouths met in a fleeting kiss. Simultaneously, they both started to move. It was slow and sensuous, Kevin's body covering Nick's like a blanket as they moved towards fulfillment. Kevin couldn't keep quiet, needing to voice his inner monologue to his lover. His mind was moving frantically as he tried to process each sensation he could feel, and accordingly, he shared his thoughts with Nick, who could only listen and accept what Kevin was doing to him. They bothknew that there was no other place that they could feel this whole, this fulfilled, and that in turn was what made the experience so phenomenal. The sweat from exertion only helped Kevin to move on top of Nick as he pulled out and thrust back into his body. He wasn't sure how much longer he would be able tohold on, the pain and pleasure of their slow, methodological love making starting to settle in. "Nicky...I love you..."

"I love you too Kev.... but I need ....you have to ..." Nick couldn't ask for what he wanted, his brain not functioning properly. He was being bombarded by multiplesensations, that of Kevin's body hot and slick on his, Kevin's breath tickling his ear as he whispered anything and everything he could think of to him. Nick was completelysurrounded by his lover and that was affecting his thought processes. But he needed to cum, that much was certain.

"I know..." Kevin understood, but he didn't want for things to change. He didn't want to end this with a fast paced, almost rough movement of slamming into Nick to give him his orgasm fast and hard. He knew exactly what Nick needed. Although picking up his pace slightly, it wasn't a drastic change. Kevin did a few swivels of his hips,aiming his cock directly for Nick's prostate. "You wanna cum don't you baby? You wanna let go and just fucking cum..."

Nick groaned as he heard Kevin's voice shift to deep and raspy, his accent thickening instantly. "God Kev..." He knew that the older man was going to give him hispleasure, just not how he'd expected.

"Yeah, my baby wants to cum. Did I tell you how hot you are? How hard I was the whole time you were on stage tonight? I almost had to go into the bathroom to jerk offbecause I was so fucking hard. Just watching you, all wet up there. Knowing that earlier that morning you'd fucked me against the window of the bus, that you fucked meover that bar." Kevin felt Nick begin to tremble, the blonde's hands tightening in his own. It wouldn't be too long now. "Yeah baby, I got to thinking about how bad I wanted to lick that water off of you and make all those whores watch. They thought that you'd be inviting them backstage for a party, that you'd bring them on your bus ...this bus and maybe even fuck them. That's what they wanted you know, to fuck you. To feel that hot, thick, hard cock inside of them, but they're not going to get it because that cockis mine. This ass is mine. And all I wanted to do was suck that cock and feel this ass." One of Kevin's hands moved down Nick's back to his ass, where their bodies met."

"Kev... almost there. God... more. Tell me more." Nick loved Kevin's possessive streak. It wasn't threatening or degrading, it was just how they were. Nick belonged toKevin heart, body and soul and in return, Kevin belonged to Nick, heart body and soul as well. They were secure enough in their relationship not to let things come between them, but at the same time, it was clear who they belonged to. He could feel Kevin's fingers branding him in a bruising grip on his hip, probably one similar to the purplishmarks on Kevin's hip from earlier that day.

"You'd like that Nicky? Me fucking you for everyone to see. So they know that you belong to me and they don't have a chance. They could see just how much you lovecock in your ass. How you like to be owned." Kevin could see Nick's body tense, signaling his release. "But you know what else they'd see?"

"Kev... fuuuuuck."

"They'd see how much I love you. How I'd do anything for you and live for you. So please baby, cum for me. Let me see how beautiful you are when you cum."

That was all Nick needed to release, his orgasm rocking him to the core. Feeling Nick let go beneath him

brought Kevin to his own orgasm, and the two men shudderedtogether, the bus filled with cries of passion. Kevin remained still on Nick's back, not wanting to move an inch from his lover. Even pulling out seemed like too much of aneffort at that moment.

"You're shivering," Nick spoke, breaking the silence of the room. Previously, the only thing that could be heard was their shallow breathing.

"I'm a bit cool. Well my back and ass anyways." Kevin couldn't help but giggle. He still felt slightly euphoric from their love making. "You okay?"

"Never been better." Kevin leaned in to kiss Nick, getting lost in the blonde's kiss. Catching Kevin off guard, Nick rolled them so that they were facing each other on theirsides. With one swift movement Nick reached to the foot of the bed to pull up the sheets and comforter around them. "Shouldn't we clean up?"

"You really have enough energy to get up, shower and then change the sheets?" Nick opened one eye to look at his lover, content when he saw him shake his head. "Then fine. We'll just sleep on your side of the bed. No wet spot there."

They knew each other's bodies like they knew their own. Where to touch, what to do and how to move. So as they made themselves comfortable under the duvet, Nick feltKevin wrap an arm around his waist to pull them together tightly and slide a leg between his own. They stopped moving when they were totally wrapped around oneanother, no amount of space between them. Nick's fingers ran idly through Kevin's hair as he felt the older man slowly drift off to sleep, secure in his arms. Nothing couldwipe the grin from his face or stop the fluttering in his heart.

Finis