Title:Blind Date Author: Jules - mailto:goddess_julie@just-in-dreams.com Part: 1/1 Rating:NC 17 Pairings:Nick/?? (don't wanna ruin it), TrickyKitten Warning:NSYNC warning, slash warning Disclaimer:Fiction for entertainment purposes. I do not make any claims Notes: Nick has gone solo in this, but there is no animosity between the Boys. There is no bitterness and no fighting, his taking a break to do a solo cd and tour was amicable. Lyric "I'm not a player, I just fuck a lot", taken from the song of the same name by Big Pun (or something like that.. don't really know the artist's name..) ~~~~~~~ Blind Date by Jules Nick sighed as he changed his shirt for the fourth time. Nothing seemed to fit right. Nothing looked right and nothing felt right. when he had started the tour, he looked better than he had in years. He felt better too. And then, somewhere along the way it seemed to change. He spent less time working out and eating right, and more time sleeping and eating fast food garbage. He spent the time he'd used to be in the gym getting the rest he wasn't getting at night, when he was up partying until dawn. He had been exercising though, if you considered sex a form of exercise, which he did. But that was about it, and more times than not it was the other person doing the majority of the work while he laid back and enjoyed the ride. He was Nick Carter of course. But the tour had ended and Nick decided to take some much needed time off. All he wanted to do was relax and try to get his life back to normal. Relatively speaking of course. It had been a week and he was already going crazy. So he had called the one person that he knew would understand. "Christopher. Long time no speak buddy." Nick grinned as Chris' cackle flowed through the line. They spoke for ten minutes before Nick invited him over. "My house, you up for it?" "I'm there Carter, but so you know, keep your pants on. Josh doesn't care what we did before, but now that we're together..." Chris didn't even need to finish that sentence, he knew Nick would understand. "I get it. You're his now. No need to worry." Nick heard Chris' sigh of relief and grinned. "It took you two fucking long enough you know. I mean, the whole time we were screwing he was totally hating me. And you ...." Nick stopped. There was no need to continue because they both knew the number of times that Chris had called out JC's name while cumming. The first time, Nick had been offended, but it was then that Nick had understood what exactly was going on in the older man's head. He'd had his own issues to deal with, so he didn't hold it against him. "I'll be by in twenty." JC was off doing promos and so Chris stayed at Nick's for three days. They swam. They ate. They played play station until it seemed the music was permanently engraved in their heads. During that time, Nick had remembered why he'd missed Chris so much and vowed that he would take more time to just chill. It was over left over pizza that Chris brought up Nick's love life. "So. Fucking anyone right now?" Nick laughed as he looked down at his lap. "Right now? No. I'm eating pizza and talking to you." Chris launched crust in Nick's direction while giving him the finger. "I mean ..is there anyone you're seeing? Fucking regularly?" "Nah." Nick shook his head. "There was Dwayne for a while, but you know.." Ahhh, the wonders of 'on the road relationships'. Sex. Dwayne wasn't the first and Nick didn't suppose he'd be the last. He had been there for the nights that groupies weren't possible, or when Nick didn't want the mess that went along with fucking some random girl or guy. They were still good friends but had agreed that it was strictly a tour thing. Chris had nodded, understanding exactly what Nick was talking about. "Yeah. So ...you interested?" "JC would kick my ass."

		"Not with me fucker." The two men shared a comfortable smile, Chris winked. After everything they had been through, it was amazing that they were as close as they were. Both men had used the other as a substitute for what they'd really wanted, and somehw ended up hurting each other. Repeatedly. "I mean in general. Are you interested in someone? You can't be a player forever!" "I'm not a player, I just fuck a lot." Nick sighed a serious tone settled over him. "Yeah, I know I know. Yes I'm interested in more. But shit Chris, who? I 'm not looking for someone who's looking for dollar signs. It's fucking hard yo. You were my most stable relationship and ...." "And we were fucked up on all sorts of levels." Both men knew the truth in that statement. "I know someone." Nick raised an eyebrow. For some reason he just didn't trust his friend. "Dude. I'm serious. You guys would be perfect for each other. You ARE perfect for each other. I've thought so for so long, but there's just been no opportunity to hook you up." "And there is now?" As much as he hated to admit it, Nick was seriously contemplating it. "Yeah, his divorce came through on Wed..." "DIVORCE!" Nick groaned. That was all he needed, some straight guy with curious tendencies. Nick shook his head. "No way." "Bi dude. He's bi. You're bi. So shut the fuck up." Nick shut up. "So his divorce is final, and ...do you trust me?" Nick shook his head. He didn't. He knew Chris all too well to trust him. Chris only laughed. "Screw you." "Been there, done that." "It's not what you think." Chris sat close to Nick, putting his hand on the blonde's arm. "Look Nick. I care about you. More than you know, and more than I could ever tell Jayce. I just want to see you happy and I think that this guy could make you happy. I've thought it for so long but haven't been able to do anything about it, but now is the perfect time. You're both free and looking. I know I'm a fuck up at so many opportunities, but I wouldn't screw with this. Not with you." Their eyes met and Nick could see the genuine concern in Chris' eyes. "One date couldn't hurt." He just hoped he wouldn't regret it afterwards. Chris squealed causing Nick to groan. And here he was, a week later trying to find a shirt to wear. "This makes you look so fucking hot Nicky. I've always loved you in this." Chris handed Nick a fitted black tee. Nick looked at JC who was watching them on the bed. He raised an eyebrow in suggestion. JC nodded. "I could almost picture myself fucking you in that shirt." Chris giggled and Nick rolled his eyes. "God, don't traumatize me with that thought Chasez." He pulled the shirt he was wearing over his head and replaced it with Chris' suggestion. "But seriously though. This is good?" He watched Chris and JC exchange a look that he couldn't quite make out. "What?" Chris shook his head. "Nothing. It's nothing. Nick, you're hot. He's going to fucking love you. He'll cream his pants." JC simply nodded. So after another twenty minutes of uncertainty, Nick decided on a pair of well worn jeans and the fitted tee. It was only a casual date, drinks and if that worked out, dinner afterwards with the possibility of something after that. "Are you even going to tell me his name?" Nick slipped his arms in his jean jacket and grabbed his wallet and keys. "You'll know him when you see him." Again, JC nodded in agreement. "Is this some joke? You two are acting stranger than usual!" JC stepped in and put his hands on Nick's shoulders. "Trust us Carter. This isn't a joke. No matter what it seems." Nick nodded and took a deep breath. Chris clapped his shoulder enthusiastically. "Knock him dead." They said their good-byes and Nick promised Chris that he'd phone with details. Depending on how pissed

		he was would depend on how quickly the phone call would come. They were supposed to meet at an obscure coffee shop that JC loved. It was trendy but not overly popular, so Nick was assured that he wouldn't have any problems being mobbed. They were meeting at seven, and as Nick checked his watch he saw it was five before. Just in time. The butterflies were running rampant in his stomach as he pushed the door open, the chime ringing to signal his arrival. There was a good size crowd, the place half full. Nick quickly scanned the room wondering who his date was, who this man Chris had wanted to set him up with for so long. 'You'll know him when you see him,' Chris' voice ringing loud in his ears. There was no one he would even suspect was there for him, except for someone sitting alone in the back. The person looked up and their eyes met, Nick's jaw dropped open. He sure as hell knew this person when he saw t hem. Chris couldn't have meant .... He wouldn't have... Judging from the look on their face, they were just as surprised as he was. Nick walked towards the back table, feeling his knees shake slightly. "Kev?" Nick's voice was barely a whisper. "Nick. What ....what are you doing here?" Kevin licked his lips and Nick felt a tremor flow through his entire body. Emotions long since buried were floating their way to the surface again. Nick prayed to god that this wasn't some fucking joke. "Chris..." Nick watched Kevin close his eyes and let out a shaky breath. "It's you?" "It appears so." They sat down, neither knowing what to say. A question was nagging at Nick's mind so he spoke first. "He said divorce." Kevin nodded. "Yeah. Wasn't working out. Too many differences, things just came to a head and we decided to cut our losses." Nick could see the pain in the older man's eyes. "I'm sorry." "Thanks." "Why hadn't you said anything?" Nick knew that he'd been detached from things while on the road, but never so much as to not know about this. "How could I miss something this big?" With an enthusiastic shake of his head, Kevin held up his hand. "no one knows. Just Kris and I and our families. Brian's the only one of the guys that knows." "Chris knew." Kevin shrugged. "Long story Nick. Wrong place wrong time... I just ..." "No. I'm not angry. I just ... I don't want you to think that you couldn't tell me this. I should have been here for you." "I know Nick. I was actually planning on calling you tomorrow. I got into town yesterday and was busy getting the house in order. And then today I had this blind date that Chris had set up for me and tomorrow, I was going to see if you were busy. If you wanted to get together. It was then I was going to tell you." Both men couldn't help but laugh. "Well, okay then." A waitress came over and took Nick's order, topping off Kevin's coffee. They stared at each other for a few minutes. "So this is weird." "Very." "You didn't know it was me?" Kevin shook his head. "Not a clue. He just said that he knew someone perfect for me. Someone that he'd been wanting to set up..." "Forever, but the time was never right." "Yeah." "Told me the same thing." Nick's heart sped up and he could feel how sweaty his palms were. His whole life

		he'd been in awe of this man. Pretty much in love with him, and never had he thought he would have this opportunity. But as he looked closely at Kevin's features, he could see how uncomfortable he was. His heart sank. "But you know. Chris is wrong about 90 percent of the time, so why should this be different." Kevin's attention focused on him, his jaw once again dropping. "He what?" "You're clearly disappointed. Uncomfortable with your date being me, so to save myself the utter embarrassment of actually wanting to be here and hoping that you do too, I'm going to get up and walk out. Tomorrow we'll meet up and pretend that this never happened." Nick stood, trying to settle the ball of nerves that was in his stomach. "Disapointed? No. Oh god no. I'm just ....thrown off. I ran through every scenario in my head of who Chris would set me up with, but never ....I never expected it to be you." "Why?" Nick's face was a mask of steel, he didn't want the older man to know how fragile he was at that moment. "Because my luck isn't that good. The one person I wanted it to be ...I didn't think it WOULD be you." Kevin blushed as Nick's breath caught in his throat. Nick couldn't speak. He could barely form a single coherent thought. "Yeah. Who'd have thought it eh?" "You" It was in that moment Nick processed what Kevin had said "...what? Me?" Kevin nodded, finding his shirt hem unbelievably interesting. "Yes Nick. For a while, but ...well.." "ME?" Nick felt the question needed repeating and blushed when Kevin giggled. "You." "Let me get this right, you WANTED this date to be me?" "Pretty much. Yeah." "Fuck." Nick looked up to meet Kevin's gaze, his eyes twinkling and lips curled in a smirk. "Now that's what I want to hear." When Kevin stared at him blankly Nick continued. "God, you don't know how long I've waited to hear that. How long I've been wanting you to want me. How long I've wanted you!" "I had no idea." "Now you do." The air between them was crackling, both men still standing, eyes never wandering. "Nick?" "Yeah." "We've had dinner before. Pretty much every day for nine years. I know more about you than I know about people in my own family." Nick grinned, licking his lips. This was getting good. "And?" "Dinner is for getting to know you. Sort of a test of whether or not you want the night to continue. I know you. I know I want the night to continue. Let's go back to your place since you live closer and..." "No complaints here." They made their way to the door, Nick leaving a few dollars on the table to pay for their beverages. Both men drove so they'd agreed to split up and meet at Nick's. In the car, he fumbled for his cell phone, hitting Chris' number on speed dial. His friend answered on the third ring. "What are you calling me for?" Chris sounded almost worried. "You're fucking lucky Kirkpatrick." "I know my Nicky." Nick heard Chris speaking to JC before he came back. "And besides, you think I was the only one who was calling out other peoples' names?" That shut Nick up pretty quick. He had no clue as to what to say in response. He'd had no idea. Chris paused for a few seconds. As if reading Nick's mind he continued, "only once or twice kiddo, and in your sleep, not mid orgasm like some people." "Wow."

		"Yeah, now why are you calling me? Where is he?" "On his way to my place, we took separate cars." "Gonna fuck him?" "God I hope so." "Good luck. Make it good, and remember this Nicky, I wouldn't have set you two up if I didn't know what I was doing." Nick did know that and thanked Chris profusely. There was a distinct possibility that he and Kevin may have never gotten to this point without Chris' help. He and Kevin just had too much history between them and Nick knew that he would rather have kept their friendship in tact than risk offending the older man with sexual advances. Before he knew it, he was pulling into his driveway, Kevin resting against his car waiting. He got out and smiled nervously at the older man. "Hey." "Hey." Kevin followed him up to his front door, the air crackling between them. When they got inside, Nick inhaled deeply, trying to calm his nerves. "Can I get you anything?" "Condoms and lube would be a good start." Nick's head snapped around to face Kevin. Kevin only smiled. "What? We both know why we're here. We both want it," Kevin approached him, running his hands up Nick's chest teasingly. When he felt Nick tremble, he brought a hand down to cover the blonde's erection, "so why pretend that's not what we're both thinking about. I have spent way too long thinking about what it would be like to fuck you. So we can prolong it, or we can get down to it." Nick let out a growl as he grabbed Kevin's hand, practically dragging him up the stairs. "Meet me in my room." Kevin headed down to the master bedroom at the end of the hall while Nick stopped off at the bathroom. By the time he reached his bedroom, Kevin was sprawled naked on the bed, stroking himself leisurely. Nick nearly dropped the condom and lube. "Couldn't wait." "Good." He was by the bed in an instant, dropping the items in his hands on the mattress. With trembling hands, Nick removed his own clothing, leaving him as naked as Kevin. The gasp he received in admiration caused him to blush slightly. He knew he was a little padded around the middle and now more than ever wished that he'd been taking better care of himself. Whenever he'd thought about this moment, he'd always pictured himself to be in perfect condition, muscular and thin. Embarrassed, he looked away. Kevin's hand on his arm startled him. "You're beautiful Nicky, just how I've always known." "I'm not. Too fat..." Kevin stretched onto his knees and took Nick's face in his hands. He maneuvered so that they were nose to nose, their eyes locked on one another. "Don't ever say that. You're not fat. You're perfect." Kevin's hands moved down to stroke Nick's sides, his fingers dancing on the skin. "Fucking beautiful." He grabbed a hold of the back of Nick's neck and pulled him closer so that their lips were barely touching. "Beautiful," he whispered one last time before pressing their mouths together in a hungry kiss. Nick moaned at the first contact of their lips, and again when Kevin's tongue bridged the gap between their mouths. His knees shook and he allowed himself to be pulled onto the bed, on top of Kevin. Nick wasn't sure he'd ever felt every single nerve ending in his body feel as alive as that exact moment. He pulled away just enough so that he could breathe, his eyes fluttering open to see Kevin beneath him. "Holy shit." "What?" "You." Kevin smiled and pulled Nick down, this time initiating a slower kiss. Nick could feel the older man from head to toe, and as much as he enjoyed feeling Kevin all over, he wanted to feel him inside. "Kev.. Please.." "What baby, tell me?" Kevin's voice was low, his accent more pronounced. He sat up, moaning as their cocks rubbed against one another. "Tell me what you want." Nick felt like he had a mouthful of cotton and that he was moving underwater. He had too many thoughts running around in his head to be able to make anything out clearly. Blinking a few times, Nick's lips parted as a cry of pleasure escaped. Kevin's hands were stroking his back down to his ass, squeezing with just enough

		pleasure to make Nick see stars. "Tell me... just say it baby." Nick's eyes opened and he saw Kevin looking up at him, green eyes vibrant. "Want you inside me. Want to feel you everywhere. Please Kev, fuck me." Nick felt Kevin's cock twitch against his thigh and his stomach muscles tense in reaction. When Kevin didn't respond verbally Nick nodded. "Yeah Kev, it's what I want. I want to feel you inside my body..." Kevin still didn't move, as if waiting for Nick to change his mind. He leaned up and took Kevin's mouth in a tender yet passionate kiss. They rolled over so that Nick was pinned underneath Kevin, bodies slick with sweat. Kevin began to grind their over sensitized cocks together. They continued until Nick couldn't take any more. "Kev, please. Now. I want to cum when you're inside me, and if you don't stop..." Kevin could hear the desperation in Nick's voice and pulled back, straddling his hips. He pulled back, allowing for Nick to sit up as well. He watched with a lidded gaze as Nick's lips turned into a coy smirk and flipped over, positioning himself on his hands and knees. His ass high in the air, an invitation that Kevin had been waiting far too long to accept. Nick took one look over his shoulder, meeting Kevin's eyes. "Like this? You want me like this?" Kevin's erection nestled itself between Nick's ass cheeks as he pressed their bodies together. Nick shivered at the growl in Kevin's voice, the way his breath was hot on his neck and nodded. "Yeah. Give it to me like this Kevin. Just like you've always wanted to, just like I've always fantasized. Take me... use me." Kevin placed a wet, searing kiss to the base of Nick's spine, trailing his tongue all the way up to Nick's neck. "I've always wanted it every way Nicky. In every single position, I've pictured it. Dreamed it. Jerked off and cum to it." Nick trembled once again, moaning and thrusting his ass back further into Kevin's groin. "And we're going to make every dream, every fantasy come true. So if you want to start with this one, then lets fucking go." Nick reached back, handing Kevin the lube and condom. Within seconds, Kevin was sheathed in the latex, preparing himself to enter Nick. Once he was ready to go, Kevin parted Nick's cheeks and slid a finger around his hole, not entering but teasing. He could hear the tortured moan escape Nick's lips and smiled, knowing exactly what he was doing to the younger man. He didn't bother to warn Nick, instead just slid the first finger in to the second knuckle. Nick's loud cry was music to his ears, something he'd waited far too long to be able to hear. One finger turned into two which moved to three and soon Kevin was stretching Nick with enthusiasm. The sight of Nick rocking back onto his fingers was mesmerizing. "God Kev.. gonna cum..." Nick's declaration brought Kevin out of his daze. "Not like this you're not." Kevin withdrew his fingers and grabbed onto Nick's shoulder, pulling him up to his knees. He leaned in and kissed the blonde passionately, allowing for Nick to regain control of himself. Nick's fingers tangled in Kevin's hair, pulling roughly. "Fuck me. Now." Nick's eyes were a deep shade of blue Kevin had never seen before. His cock twitched in response. Nick moved back into position and grasped the sheets tightly, bracing himself for what he knew was coming. Kevin didn't disappoint, only seconds later parting his cheeks and placing the head of his erection at the stretched pucker. "Love you Nicky.." Kevin whimpered, thrusting in just enough for the head to slide in. "You too Kev." Nick sighed as he felt a familiar jolt of pain rush up his spine, touching every nerve ending in his body. Kevin slid the rest of the way in, grunting at the overwhelming feeling of tightness and heat. Nick arched his back, moaning at the delicious feeling of being completely full and violated, never wanting that moment to end. Both men froze, unsure if what was happening was reality, or a very vivid dream that they'd had countless times before. Nick shifted just enough for Kevin to sink in just that little bit more, grazing his prostate. Both men couldn't stop the violent shudder that wracked their bodies. This was no dream. "Please..." "Hot..." "So good..." "Need more..."

		Nick felt Kevin clutch as his hips tightly while withdrawing and pushing back in. His head fell down to the bed between his arms which were holding him up, his cock now throbbing mercilessly, demanding attention. He couldn't move if he'd wanted to, the pleasure rendering him immobile. Kevin, on the other hand, was having no problems moving. He'd started a demanding rhythm, working Nick's body expertly. Pulling out almost entirely before slamming back in, their bodies slapping together as sweaty skin made contact with sweaty skin, slick kisses being placed randomly on Nick's back, unintelligible words filling the air in occasional grunts and whimpers. Nick had never felt so alive before. So sexual. In as many times as he'd fucked people, men and women, he'd never felt this before. This connection. This air of sexual compatibility. He was being fucked, not doing the fucking. Even when people fucked him before, he'd always felt that they were more awed by the fact that they were fucking Nick Carter, not by wha t he was doing. He sort of knew how they were feeling, because in this moment, he was fucking ...no, being fucked, by the one person he'd always dreamed about. Kevin. Kevin was his fantasy, just like he was millions of girls and guys' fantasies. Nick could barely believe the fact that he was right now, being fucked by Kevin. That was his fantasy man right now, jerking him off with skilled hands, grunting random words and phrases into his ear while biting his lobe playfully, slamming in and out of his ass at a furious pace. Nick couldn't help but cum, throwing his head back and screaming loudly. Probably loud enough for the whole block to hear. He probably would have been embarrassed that he'd cum first, and so soon but he was too busy shaking and trying not to pass out from the sheer pleasure of it to think of anything else. He could barely hear Kevin's voice in his ear, "you liked that huh Nicky? Me fucking you. Riding your sweet, juicy ass. Well you better hold on, because I'm not done yet. I'm not going to stop until I cum in this ass." Nick could feel the tears falling from his eyes to the bed sheets below. He could never remember cumming so hard he'd cried from the force of it. It was an intensity that, until now, he'd only heard about. "So good Kev... give it to me more... I can take it.." "Yeah, you'll take it. You'll take my cock for as long as I want to give it to you." Kevin shuddered as Nick clenched around him. His orgasm had made him tighter, Nick's body limp below him. He could feel Nick still shaking from his orgasm, and watched as the blonde turned his head to look over his shoulder. Nick's lower lip was red and raw, probably from being bitten so much. His eyes were wet and a mixture between glazed and red from his crying, and there was a layer of sweat covering not only his face, but his whole body. Nick at that moment was quite possibly the most beautiful sight Kevin had yet to behold in his entire life, and as their eyes met, Kevin could feel the love flowing from Nick to himself. It was enough to push him over the edge. Kevin gave a controlled half growl/half shout and arched his back, giving one last thrust into Nick's body, riding out his orgasm willingly. He wasn't entirely sure that the world hadn't collapsed around them, and even if it had, Kevin didn't think he'd mind or notice. Kevin withdrew from Nick, shaking slightly. He peeled the condom off and tied it, wrapping it in tissue and throwing it in the waste basket in the bathroom adjoining Nick's room. Nick was still lying motionless on his stomach on the bed. Kevin would have been worried were it not for the gentle rise and fall of Nick's back, indicating that he was indeed breathing. He returned to the bed, flipping Nick over and gazing deeply at his face, studying it for later. In quick movements, Kevin cleaned Nick's chest and abdomen of white sticky fluid, proof of their intimacy. Once he finished, Kevin tossed the cloth into the hamper near the dresser. Nick's lips formed a lazy smile, his eyes fluttering open. Kevin remained frozen to his spot. "Wow." Kevin swallowed with difficulty, Nick's voice rough and hoarse causing goose bumps to cover his skin. "Gonna stand there and stare or are you going to join me?" Kevin blushed and crawled back onto the bed. He allowed for Nick to pull him into his arms, their bodies melting together naturally. Nick was curled up against Kevin's side, his head resting on the older man's chest. "Your heart is racing." Nick's hand moved up as his fingers traced over the skin on Kevin's chest. "I know." Kevin looked down, his eyes meeting Nick's. He knew the blonde was silently asking why. "Because you're here. We're here. Together." Nick smiled and Kevin's heart reacted, speeding up. "That is just so fucking cool. That it's because of me." Nick placed a series of kisses up and down Kevin's chest before settling back in. Kevin yawned followed shortly by Nick. "I love you Kev." Kevin tightened his hold on Nick, feeling his whole body tense. "I love you too." They lay together in silence until Nick shifted, turning his back to Kevin and pulling him to wrap around him from behind, Kevin's chest to Nick's back and their legs tangled together. "So, what now baby?" Nick let out a deep breath and let everything sink in. "Well first we sleep. Then tomorrow we wake up and you pick what we do..."

		"What?" "Well, I picked tonight. I wanted you from behind..." Nick felt Kevin react and trembled, his body still humming from his orgasm. "So tomorrow, you can pick what you want to do most ...your fantasy of the day. We'll do that.. and possibly another of mine..." They both giggled and Nick felt Kevin press his lips to the nape of his neck. "And then we go shopping and buy Chris something big and expensive." Nick felt Kevin nod behind him. "Sounds good to me baby." Kevin giggled. "What?" "Well, originally I was going to call you to get together." "I would have said yes of course," Nick interrupted, lacing his fingers with Kevin's that were resting at his naval. "And tell you all about Kristin of course, but also about this blind date I was going on tonight." Nick laughed as well, shifting so he could look over his shoulder. "Oh yeah? Tell me about it... was it a good blind date or a bad one?" Kevin's mouth covered Nick's and they engaged in a searching kiss, neither breaking apart until they were both gasping for breath. "I can't even begin to tell you how fucking amazing it was Nicky." "Good, then tomorrow, you'll just have to show me." "I'll spend the rest of my life showing you baby." They shared one last kiss before submitting to the exhaustion that was threatening, mirroring smiles on both their faces. Finis