Title: Because I Want You (Crappy title, I know. I couldn't think of anything better!)

Author:Desiree Gilder - mailto:swtd21@hotmail.com

Rating: NC-17

Pairing: I'll just let you find out by reading. :)

Feedback:Please! Feedback is a good thing, I have to know if I should write more!

Disclaimer:I don't know the Backstreet Boys. If I did, I sure as hell wouldn't be sitting here...I'd be jumping Howie. :D

Summary:Someone wants someone. :)

Because I Want You
by Desiree Gilder

Part 1

Everyone in the car was visably tense as they rode through the quiet streets of whatever town it was they were in. The show had gone well that night with the exception of a few mishaps. The worst was when Howie fell through the open trap door in the stage during The Call. (AN: That really did happen at one of the shows!) That put Howie in a bad mood. Kevin wasn't any better, although he just seemed to have a stick up his ass the size of Texas. Brian missed his wife. AJ was antsy because he would be seeing Sara that night and Nick..well, Nick was just horny. Nick was always horny. "Hey Bri, wanna hang out and watch a movie or something?" Nick asked, grinning at his best friend. Brian shrugged.
"Not really." he sighed. "I just want to crawl into bed and think about seeing Leigh tomorrow." Nicks shoulder's sagged. "Sorry, Frack." "No problem." he turned to Howie next. "Hey D.."
"Sure Nick." Howie cut in, smiling. "Why not?" Nick grinned, hopping out of the car as came to a stop in front of the hotel. They were relived to see that there were only a few fans milling around.
"OH MY GOD, IT"S KEVIN!" one girl screamed loud enough to wake the dead. Kevin plastered on a smile and walked over to her. Trying to remain calm, the girl thrust a paper and pen into his hand. He signed the paper, kissing her on the cheek as he gave it back. That did it. The girl burst out cryin, thanking Kevin between sobs.

"What happened, Kev? Get attacked again?" AJ asked, as Kevin finally boarded the elevator.
"NO." Kevin growled.
"Damn, I think that stick up your ass just grew ten sizes, Bro." AJ grined, slipping out of the elevator and into the waiting arms of his fiance. Shaking his head, Kevin wandered down to his room, pausing to watch Nick and Howie as they disappeared into Nick's room. He was surprised Howie had agreed so quickly.

"So, D, what'll be?" Nick asked, laughing at his own rhyme. "There'sThe Haunting, American Pie 2, Bless The Child..Howie? W-What are you doing?" Looking up, Nick had discovered that Howie was smiling and advancing toward him slowly.
"I don't want to watch a movie, Nick." he said, walking toward Nick until he was standing between his thighs.
"Oh..uh..ok." Nick stuttered. He felt his groin shift and willed it to stop. He would NOT get hard in front of Howie. No way would he live it down. He swallowed hard when Howie began leaning toward him.
"Howie?" he said. No response. "Howie? Dude?" Howie only smiled, placing soft kisses on Nicks neck and cheeks. Nick moaned in spite of himself and didn't protest when Howie laid him back on the bed. Howie crawled on top of him and captured his lips in a searing kiss. Nick moaned, wrapping his arms around the older man. The kiss seemed to last forever, but finally the need for air became too great and they broke apart, breathless and very turned on.

"Holy mother fucking shit." Nick murmured.
"Fuck." Howie was panting hard, but it didn't stop him from trailing his hand down Nick's chest to his stomach and then even lower. "Shit!" Nick gasped, arching into Howie's hand. Then suddenly, it felt..weird. "Wait." Nick pushed Howie up, sitting up himself. "Howie..why are you doing this?" he asked. "Why are we doing this?" Howie smiled, cupping Nick's growing bulge.
"Because I want you."